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Amarantos Everlastingâ„¢[DF]

Happiness is a daydream away

About Me

I AM IMAGINARY AND IMMORTAL. Sum quod eris, fui quod es. My name is Ileana. Chi é Ileana? "I AM THE DESPERATION OF AN IMAGINARY DAY". I am a night Owl. I believe in magic and I like ghosts, what I can't explain intrigues me. I'm a loyal friend, brutally honest and a perfectionist. I love sarcasm. I have a twisted sense of humor. I love piercings and tattoos. I like the words "nothing" and "beautiful". I love nature and gray days, love the Mother. Though it sounds weird, sometimes I like to stand in the rain, climb trees or go to the beach at night. I like to walk...don't need a car. I could spend hours stargazing, looking at the clouds, the rain falling, watching animals play, looking at the ocean and the moon and doing stuff that most people would consider a waste of time. I like to admire things. I'm easily distracted. I can see Prana and sometimes auras. I care about people, maybe a little too much. Sometimes I come off as a smart ass or as if I thought I were better than everyone but I'm not like that at all it's just that sometimes people can't see what's wrong with them and it takes someone else to let them know. I would only do that because I want people to find what's wrong and change it so they can improve as human beings and everyone else around them can benefit from it. I love it when others do this for me. I want humanity to be more humane. I look younger than I am yet feel older than most people I know. I don't care about looks. You don't have to pretend to be "cool" for me to accept you, just be yourself. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt. I respect everyone who respects me and others. You can be christian, atheist, whatever, it's fine with me as long as you don't try to force your beliefs on me. I would never do that. I like to cuddle and I like to listen to people which means I don't talk much, this could also be because I'm shy. Silence is beautiful to me and I also like being alone sometimes. I like to watch people, I like to observe them. I'm currently a vegetarian aiming to be a full on vegan again. I love animals, my favorite animals are tigers (white tigers). I love the color red, blood and anything with cherries on it. I grew up too fast. I have Peter Pan syndrome (lol). I love babies. I don't drink, smoke or do drugs but I don't mind if other people do it as long as they don't ask me to do it too. I'm a little crazy sometimes, I like to be spontaneous and brake the law. I love men in make-up and nail polish, I think that's pretty. Love glam. I never get bored even though I sometimes say I am, I can entretain myself with the simplest of things. I am an Indigo and I do not belong here. I am the youngest of two children and as far as I know I'm an only child. I'm an orphan. I'm disappointed. I have been lied to. I stand up for my right to feel my pain! Parla con il cuore e la gente ti seguira. Me aferro a todo valor que beneficie a la humanidad. I don't like injustice or prejudice, slavery, captivity, people who hurt/kill animals, close-minded people, cel phones, money, the sun on my face and I hate pedophiles...Non fui, non sum, non curo. Claude os, aperi oculos! Damnant quod non intellegunt. Check out my blog: http://www.amarantoseverlasting.blogspot.com"Decemberundergr ound is a time and a place. It is where the cold can huddle together in darkness and isolation. It is a community of those detached and disillusioned who flee to love, like winter, in the recesses below the rest of the world." (Davey Havok)

My Interests

Interests
Gabriel , Music, Reading, Writing, Drawing, Crayons, Color pencils, Bracelets, Toys, Fantasy, Dreaming, Sleeping, True altruism, Mickey Mouse, Calvin and Hobbes, Jakob the bear buddy, Hoodies, Sneakers, Skateboards, Furry creatures, Candy, Cherry flavored stuff, The Despair Faction, The smell of books, The smell of sharpies, Nintendo/Super Nintendo, Hot tubs, Hot showers, Hugs, Hardcore dancing, Italian food, Autumn leaves, Body mods., Scarification, Paranormal activity, Astral projection, Lucid dreaming, Sleep paralysis, Tattoos, All Hollow's eve, La Festa d'Ognissanti (All Saint's Day), Suspensions, Androgyny, Blood, Fallen angels, Herecy, Darkness, etc.

I'd like to meet:

Other DFers. Different people, Honest people. If you add me I will accept simply because I assume you are adding me for a reason(no band profiles, unless you are on my music section. I add the bands i like). If you don't have a reason to add me then don't because then you'll just be a number on my account. If I added you I'm sure I had a reason.People I'd love to run into in a dark decerted alley: Any member of AFI, Tim Armstrong, Mike Dirnt, Moz, Angelina Jolie, Jena Malone, Natalie Portman, Brody Dale, Kate Moennig(fuck yes!) (yeah, i know...so what?!) and Smith Puget.(Just kidding)

Music:

Music
(The bands and artists listed here are not in any particular order): RANCID and A.F.I., Tim Armstrong, The Cure, The Clash, Nofx, Draco, Joy Divison, Dead or alive, Social Distortion, Minor Threat, Interpol, Audiofilia, Depeche Mode, Sex Pistols, The Ramones, Children of Bodom, Most precious blood, The Mars Volta, Love is red, Anti flag, Black flag, Thrice, Story of the year, The bled, She wants revenge, Terror, Transplants, Nekromantix, Sick of it all, Funeral for a friend, As i lay daying, The Casualties, Eskorbuto, Bad Religion, Blue October, The pet shop boys, Tears for fears, Dag nasty, Scissor sisters, Matchbox20, Bleeding through, Joe Strummer and the mescaleros, Blood for blood, My bloody valentine, Elvis, The Misfits, Samhain, Danzig, Tiger army, Tegan and Sara, Swinging utters, Mest, Bob Marley, Radiohead, The bouncing souls, Assamblage 23, The suicide machines, Siouxsie and the banchees, Queen, Death by stereo, Janis Joplin, Guns and roses, Fugazi, REM, Son of Sam, H.I.M., Dropkickmurphys, Placebo, Tool, The distillers, Garbage, Eric Clapton, Beastie boys, Metallica(old) Cypress hill, Staind, John Mayer, Bush, The doors, The beatles, NIN, Foo fighters, Avenged sevenfold, I am ghost, Roger Miret and the disasters, Nirvana, Horrorpops, Smile empty soul, The who, David Bowie, Devo, The pixies, Madonna, Enya, Dead can dance, The police, Life house, Pennywise, Motorhead, US bombs, a-ha, Creedence clear water revival, A perfect circle, The groovie ghoulies, Tsunami bomb, Sugarcult, Tiesto, The used, Maroon 5, Duran Duran, The cramps, Eros Ramazzotti, Jane's addiction, Circa survive, Velvet acid christ, Hanoi rocks, Hunter revenge, The stones, New order, The specials, Orange, Meganoidi, Oasis, Bauhaus, Norma Jean, Poe, Simon and Garfunkel, Agnostic front, Sublime, Billy Idol, Iggy Pop, GBH, Lars freddericksen and the bastards, The forgotten, Morrissey, Blondie, Gustavo Cerati, Prince, Ben Harper, Green day, The network, Hot hot heat, Dresden dolls, The dammned, The offspring, MxPx, Union 13, Me first and the gimme gimmies, Audioslave, Hatebreed, Skinny puppy, Fields of the nephilim, Rage against the machine, Youth brigade, The smiths, Operation ivy, Snow patrol, Apoptygma berzerk, Linkin park, Bright eyes, The 69 eyes, At the drive in, Manic street preachers, Cat Stevens, Our lady peace, Poison the well, Silverchair, The cult, 7 seconds, Muse, The killers, Simple shelter, Cold play, Voxtrot, Christian death, Echo and the bunnymen, Sisters of mercy, Death in june, Imperative reaction, Jesus and mary chain, Suicidal tendencies, Michael Jackson, Elliott Smith, The exploited, Subhumans, The velvet underground, Angry samoans, Himsa, Atreyu, f-minus, Time again, Vnv nation, Gnarls Barkley, The last dance, Cky, Cindy Lauper, Kanye West, Unwritten law, The rasmus, The cranberries, Rob Thomas, The unseen, The cramps, Circo, some hip hop and pop,motown oldies, electronika,etc...

Movies:

Movies
James and the giant peach, La science des reves(The science of sleep), Donnie Darko, Nightmare before christmas, The crow, The corpse bride, Bettle juice, The breakfast club, Peter pan, Finding neverland, Bridge to Terabithia, The secret garden, El laberinto del Fauno (Pan's labirynth), A little princess, Fantasia, La bestia nel cuore (Don't tell), Secret cutting, Speak, Crash, Little Miss sunshine, The Libertine, An american tail, The neverending story, The good son, The pursuit of happyness, Everything is iluminated, Oliver Twist, Stranger than fiction, The basketball diaries, Pay it forward, Hard Candy, Big fish, Toy story, An inconvenient truth, The butterfly effect, The last Mimzy, Instinct, Reservoire dogs, Fight club, Goodfellas, The departed, The perfume, V for Vendetta, Broke back mountain, Shawshank redemption, Slc punks, Evil dead, Bram Stoker's dracula, Interview with a vampire, Queen of the damned, Children of men, Blood diamond, Charlotte's web, The prestige, Man of the year, The lake house, The Da vinci code, North country, The producers, War of the worlds, Constantine, Hide and seek, The sixth sense, The last samurai, The forgotten, Taking lives, Catch me if you can, A beautiful mind, The others, Secret window, Hamlet, Good Will Hunting, Amelie, The outsiders, The royal Tennenbaums, 21 grams, American Beauty, A series of unfortunate events, Imaginary heroes, Monster house, Breaking Dawn, Less than zero, Ferris Buller's day off, Harriet the spy, Dead poets society, City of God, The woodsman, An American haunting, Phone booth, The night listener, Pet sematary, Stand by me, Say anything, Girl interrrupted, Monster's ball, Elephant, Willie Wonka and the chocolate factory, Charlie and the chocolate factory, Borat: Cultural learnings of America for make benefit glorious nation of Kazakhstan, West side story, The notebook, The terminal, Foxfire, A walk to remember, The rain maker, Sleepy Hollow, Empire records, Marvin's room, What's eating Gilbert Grape?, Mystic river, Boys don't cry, The man without a face, Purple rain, Napoleon dynamite, Party monster, Jackass, Jackass: Number two, Two brothers, Super-size me, Artificial Intelligence, Bowling for Columbine, Fahrenheit 911, Romeo and Juliet, Pulp fiction, Matilda, The number 23, Hannibal, The silence of the lambs, Red dragon, Hannibal rising, What dreams may come, Twelve monkeys, Aladdin, Se7en, 8 mile, Madagascar, Brother bear, St elmo's fire, Snow white, Rocky horror picture show, Jesus camp, Edward cissorhands, The brothers grimm, mickey mouse and Invader Zim cartoons,anything Disney,indie films,etc.

Television:

I don't watch t.v. My favorite show growing up was The Simpsons but I don't watch it anymore. I do adore Law and Order: svu though...

Books:

Books
Poetry espacially Baudelaire and Edgar Allan Poe, Classic lit, Fiction, Hamlet, Peter Pan, Peter Pan in scarlet, Snow White, Lullaby, Invisible monsters, Flowers for Algernon, The five people you meet in heaven, Veronica decide morir, The historian, Odd Thomas, Forever Odd, Abzurdah, The lovely bones, The gospel according to larry, Touching from a distance, Oliver Twist, The adventures of Tom Sawyer, The invisible man, The legend of sleepy hollow, A child called "it", The lost boy, The wounded spirit, Emotional intelligence, El niño que enloqueció de amor, Animal farm, 1984, You don't know me, Speak, The diary of Ann Frank, Something wicked this way comes, When Rabbit howls, A series of unfortunate events, Where the wild things are, Bridge to Terabithia, Diet for a new America, From the ashes of Angels, The book of Enoch, The key of Solomon, Fingerprints of the Gods, A wiccan bible, Manga, Comic books, Pagan books, Vegan cook books, The dictionary,etc

Heroes:

Heroes
Walt Disney, Steven Patrick Morrissey, David Marchand, Jesus of Nazareth, Princess Diana, Yusuf Islam (Cat Stevens), Draco Cornelius Rosa, John Lennon, Albert Einstein, Tesla, Recovered self-harmers, Gaby, Ricky Martin and his People for children foundation, Anyone who stands up for the weak and defenseless and Super Smith Puget..."Imagination is more important than knowledge". "The gift of fantasy has meant more to me than my talent or absorbing positive knowledge". "Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one". (Albert Einstein)"Hate Humanity? Yep, sure do. There's such a lack of responsibility for one's actions in the world, a selfishness, and a great destruction in the way people live their lives. It's all instant gratification, and who cares how my instant gratification affects those around me, or on a small personal level or a global level. The way people treat each other is truly disgusting, and we've created an environment through advances in science and technology that allows for a very septic society to thrive. And we breed and breed, and all the wrong people breed while all the right people don't want to have children because they don't want to place them in this world." (Davey Havok)"That's why I do this music business thing, it's communication with people without having the extreme inconvenience of actually phoning anybody up." - "When I'm lying in my bed I think about life and I think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me." "Artists aren't really people. And I'm actually 40 per cent papier mache." (Morrissey)"I resolved to ignore the pain, ignore the fear, ignore the danger and take my chances with death and damnation to discover the truth" (Robert Peterson)

My Blog

Más de lo mismo...

Que bueno es cuando otro dice lo que tú estás pensando y sabes que no estás sóla/o. "Aprecio más que nada mi vida interior, mi exquisito mundo privado, aquel que, aunque quisiera, no pordría explicar....
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 03:39:00 PST

AFI Survey!

Name: Ileana.What is your favorite album by AFI: Hmmm, Black Sails, Sing the sorrow and The art of drowning but really, I love all of them.What is your favorite song by AFI: Hard to say because m...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 12:45:00 PST

This is why i love the guy...

The wonderful words of Albert Einstein:   The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, wh...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 11:10:00 PST

A penny for your thoughts...

Did you have a happy childhood?: Hmmm somedays. Do you get along with your parents/siblings?: No. Do you like kids?: Yeah, well i don't like brats and extremely disrespectful children...but most...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 08:42:00 PST

"I can see that i loose the joys of life one at a time..."

...that frase cannot describe what i'm going through better. I have been loosing so many small, but important, joys lately. I find something to get lost in, something to help me escape and be free for...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 09:13:00 PST

My newly aquired possesions (Santa day)

Though material possesions are not of importance to me i know how much we need them to pass through life without getting bored. We need entertainment and that's where some things come in. I like them ...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 12:52:00 PST

Merry x-mas to me...(Navidad de plástico)

I don't like holidays...nope, not one bit. X-mas is nice and i like it in theory but it never is what it should be for me. X-mas is a time to spend with family and loved ones...there's my problem...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 04:10:00 PST

I love this song!

Fabula (Eros Ramazzotti)   Y te cuentan cómo él se transformó en árbol porque así lo deseó y se quedó plantado allí mirando la tierra en que nacían flores nuevas. Fue refugio de conejo y colibrí ...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 12:38:00 PST

Soy filósofa idealista!

INFP General Imagínate un profundo valle frondoso, acariciado por flores y árboles que florecen eternamente, habitado por animales que sirven como compañeros gentiles y por personas que pasan sus día...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 10:49:00 PST

Nobody loves us.

Nobody loves us (Morrissey)   Nine times fined Never mind Things can only improve We are just stood here Waiting for the next great wound And we just can't wait to make more mistakes And to fluff...
Posted by Amarantos Everlasting"[DF] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 09:35:00 PST