knicole:: punching through jello

♠ NO REGRETS ♠
SKIN AND ATMOSPHERE
Think I'll rename my heart, the calendar. 'Cause it'll surely know just when to end. And I've been looking at you through the telephone, As the photograph whispers that she isn't even home. So alone, I bleed myself right in. Unusual here breathing, inviting the silence.But you're not here, You're nowhere near at all. Just skin and atmosphere. AND IF IT'S NOT WHAT YOU WANTED, BETTER GET OUT NOW. Alone it takes me, Underneath it'll surely break me. Underneath these things. Twenty some years my parents let themselves leave. I always swore that would never, ever be me. And now you're looking at me through a new lens, Your voice on the end doesn't understand anything, nor do I. Paper cuts for me. Prove me wrong, I want you to prove me wrong.
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SEIZE THE DAY
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost, it's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. I see my visions burn, I feel my memories fade with time, but I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past. I found you here, now please just stay for a while, I can move on with you around, I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done, we both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you. Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost, it's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. Newborn life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in, no longer needed here so where should we go? WILL YOU TAKE A JOURNEY TONIGHT, FOLLOW ME PAST THE WALLS OF DEATH? But girl, what if there is no eternal life? Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost, it's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here, please tell me what we have is real. So, what if I never hold you, or kiss you lips again? I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see, I beg don't leave me (Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day) I stand here alone, falling away from you, no chance to get back home