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Jae n Flav
♥ 1yr 4mths! ♥
^.^
Take me as I am.
I offer scars, imperfections--
touch me and embrace my flaws
I am your beloved
You look at my failings and see
stories
legends, maps of me before
you
I will tell the tales, my lover, only
whisper where I will find you
and I will come out of hiding.
Or we can play cat and mouse...
pursueing, escaping
one another until we
collide.
I'll follow your trail and
you follow
mine
~Song of Solomon~

~~Gather round kiddies its time for ~~
~Elvish lesson #4~
Gwedhithon na Baran!
Gweh-thee-thohn nah Bahr-ahn!
I'm engaged to Flavio!


A Prayer for My Enemies
Lord Jesus, you once asked us to love our enemies and to pray for those who hurt us.
Hear my prayer today, for my love is not perfect and my prayer is never complete.
There are some people I just do not know how to pray for; I do not know how to be reconciled with them, but you are the source of all reconciliation, and through your blood, you offered loving forgiveness to every sinner.
Bless me and my enemy, as you would see fit, and lead us one day to that perfect reconciliation that comes from you alone. Amen.

My Interests



In nomine Patris, et Filii,
et Spiritus Sancti.

God Bless the Freaks

God bless the freaks
And the deranged,
The ones who are
Violent and strange,
God bless the retards
And the geeks

God bless the butches
And the femmes,
God bless all those
We condemn,
God bless the brainless
And the meek.

God bless the lowlives
Riding bikes
And punks in leather
Wearing spikes,
God bless the water
And the piss.

God bless the beer
And the sun,
God bless the soldier
And his gun,
God bless the bombs
That kill the kids.

God bless you all
For being numb,
God bless the dead,
God bless Vietnam,
And thousands more
That will be killed.

God bless all those
Who don't think,
Who scratch their ass
And have a drink,
God bless their shit
That doesn't stink.

God bless the holy
And the wise,
God bless the moon
And the sunrise,
God bless the war,
God bless the lies,
God bless this world
About to sink.

God bless the poem,
God bless the muse,
God bless abusers
And abused,
God bless your cock,
Your ass and tits.

God bless your mom,
God bless your dad,
God bless the sane,
God bless the mad,
God bless the ones
Who cannot speak.

God bless all those
Who say: 'God bless',
While working more
And earning less,
While blessing their
Oppressive pricks.

God bless you all,
I say to you,
This world you see
Is nothing new -
Whether it's cursed,
Ignored or blessed -
It is our home
Nonetheless.

Alexander Shaumyan
(July 12,1962 / Moscow, Russia)

I'd like to meet:


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PRIMOS 92 KREW - GOREFEST 08

MISSTRESS TARABLE -vs- BIG STRESS!!!!
^ Watch The Video! ^

"Heresy is like a tree, its roots lie in the darkness whilst its leaves wave in the sun and to those who suspect nought it has an attractive and pleasing appearance. Truly, you can prune away its branches, or even cut the tree to the ground, but it will grow up again ever stronger and ever more comely. Yet all awhile the roots grow thick and black, gnawing at the bitter soil, drawing its nourishment from the darkness, and growing even greater and more deeply entrenched."
~The Chronicles of Horus Heresy

Music:

I like alot of different music but here are a 'few'...

Insane Clown Posse
Twiztid
BVK
Scum
DCK
Esham
Blaze
ABK

Dimmu Borgir
Cradle of Filth
Rammstein
Dissection
Nightwish
Slayer
Opeth

White Zombie
Suicidal Tendencies
Slipknot
Mudvayne
Dope
Drykill Logic

Marilyn Manson
Jack Off Jill
Dir En Grey
Snake River Conspiracy
Dead by 28
NIN

Johnny Cash
Conway Twitty
James Gang
Led Zeppelin
Pink Floyd


..Some Songs I Like..

:#:
â™  - Marilyn Manson,
197666 - Murderdolls,
4 Thoze of U - Twiztid

:A:
Above - Finger 11,
All Of My Life - Esham,
Alone - Twiztid,
Ana's Song - Silverchair,
Angels Fuck, Devils Kiss - Jack Off Jill,
Another Day - Primos 92 Krew!,
Anthem for the year 2000 - Silverchair,
Anyone Else But You - Michael Cera & Ellen Page

:B:
Bela Lugosi's Dead - Bauhaus,
*Blood, Milk & Sky* - White Zombie,
Blue - The Birthday Massacre,
Bored - Deftones,
Breed - Snake River Conspiracy,
*Broken Wingz* - Twiztid,

:C:
Can't You Trip Like I Do - Filter,
Cherry Bomb - The Runaways / Joan Jett ,
Closer - NIN,
Counterfeit God - Black Label Society,
Crimson & Clover - Tommy James and the Shondells / Joan Jett

:D:
Darkness - Twiztid,
*Dawn of the Dead* - Murderdolls,
Diemuthafuckadie! - Twiztid,
Don't Fear The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult / HIM Down In The Park - Marilyn Manson,

:E:
Emotion Sickness - Silverchair,
Enjoy The Silence - Lacuna Coil

:F:
Fall Apart - Twiztid,
Fill Yo Hands - Primos 92 Krew!,
Forsaken - Jonathon Davis

:G:
Girl You’ll be a Woman Soon - Urge Overkill,
Good Die Young - SCUM [LSP],
*Goodbye Blue Sky* - Pink Floyd,
Grave Robbing U.S.A. - Murderdolls,
*Grease Paint and Monkey Brains* - White Zombie,
*Gutter Glitter* - Switchblade Symphony

:H:
Happy Birthday - The Birthday Massacre,
Hurt - NIN,

:I:
I Do This! - I.C.P,
Ich Will - Rammstein,
*I'm A Million* - The Runaways,
I'm Alright - Twiztid,
In My Room - I.C.P

:J:

:K:
*Kashmir* - Led Zeppelin,
Klavier - Rammstein

:L:
Lil Ditty - Primos 92 Krew,
Lil Red Riding Hood '07 - Bloodshock,
Little Red Riding Hood - Sam The Sham & The Pharaohs,
*Long Hard Road Out Of Hell* - Marilyn Manson,
Love Me Or Hate Me - Lady Sovereign,
Lovely - Suicidal Tendencies,
Lover's End - The Birthday Massacre,
Lovesong - Snake River Conspiracy

:M:
March of the Pigs - NIN,
Manic Depressive - I.C.P,
Meds - Placebo,
*Mental Warp* - I.C.P,
Mia - Chevelle,
*Morale* - Napalm Death,
Murder,Murder,Murder - Twiztid,
My Wild Love - The Doors,
Mystery - James Gang

:N:
Nemo - Nightwish,
*No Quarter* - Led Zeppelin

:O:
Outcha Atmosphere - Esham

:P:
The Perfect Drug - NIN,
Personal Jesus - Marilyn Manson,
Psycho Fukkz - Bloodshock ft. Primos 92 Krew,
Prayers Of A Dead Man - Circle of Dust,
*Progenies of The Great Apocalypse* - Dimmu Borgir,
Pull Me Over - Shaggy 2 Dope,
Purity - Slipknot,

:Q:

:R:
Red Moon - Shaggy 2 Dope,
Redeemer - Jonathon Davis,
Redemption - Esham,
Reflection - Twiztid,
Renditions of Reality - Twiztid,
Rock the Dead - Twiztid,
Rolled - Primos 92 Krew,
Rosenrot - Rammstein

:S:
(s)aint - Marilyn Manson,
Sedatives - I.C.P,
She Was A Teenage Zombie - Murderdolls,
Shit 2 Kill - Primos 92 Krew ft. BVK,
Sick Motherfuckas - SCUM [LSP],
Slept So Long - Jay Gordon,
So This Is Love - Unknown,
Sonne - Rammstein,
Superstar - Sonic Youth,
Suicidal Rantings - DeadBy28,
Spiders - System of a Down,
Starfuckers, Inc. - NIN,
Sugar - System of a Down,
Sweet Dreams - Marilyn Manson,
Swing - Bloodshock ft. DCK,
System - Jonathon Davis,

:T:
Through Your Eyez - Twiztid,
Touched - V.A.S.T,
*Transylvanian Concubine* - Rasputina/Marilyn Manson,
Truly Alone - I.C.P

:U:
Unrecognizable - Bloodshock ft. SCUM [LSP],

:V:
Violet - Hole,
Vulcan - Snake River Conspiracy

:W:
W.W.I.D? - DeadBy28,
Welcome To The Machine - Pink Floyd,
Whatthefuck!?!? (extra crispy mix) - Twiztid,
When I Am Queen - Jack Off Jill,
Where Dead Angels Lie - Dissection,
Why The Children? - Twiztid,
Wish I Had An Angel - Nightwish

:X:

:Y:
You Know You're Right - Nirvana

:Z:

I WILL NOT Add Your Band Or Group.

Movies:

Here are a 'few' of the movies i love...

LORD OF THE RINGS 1/2/3!!!
Quills
Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas
Idiocracy
Shaun of the Dead
Big Money Hustlas
Nightmare Before Christmas
Evil Dead 1/2
Army of Darkness
Ginger Snaps 1/2
Sweeney Todd Boondock Saints
Near Dark
Hocus Pocus
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Tank Girl
Hedwig and the Angry Inch
Donnie Darko
Cecil B. Demented
Freeway 2
The Cube

Television:

Invader Zim!!!!!!!!

Books:


Manson In His Own Words ~ Nuel Emmons
Helter Skelter ~ Vincent Bugliosi/Curt Gentry
The Embrace: A True Vampire Story ~ Aphrodite Jones
The Alienist ~ Caleb Carr

Be well, do good work, and keep in touch?.

Heroes:



“I wanted only to try to live in accord with the promptings which came from my true self.
Why was that so very difficult?”

The Marquis de Sade..


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Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 04:28:00 PST

beloved, i am there..

Do you need Me?I am there.You cannot see Me, yet I am the light you see by.You cannot hear Me, yet I speak through your voice.You cannot feel Me, yet I am the power at work in your hands.I am at work...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 08:12:00 PST

Primos in the Westword!! May 15th, 2008

  BIG STRESS {RIP JIM MURPHY} ON MAY 15TH YOUR FAVRIOT LOCAL HORRORRAP KREW WILL BE FEATURED IN THE BIGGEST COLORADO ENTERTAINMENT MAGAZINE WESTWORD IF YALL NOTICED AT GOREFEST THERE WAS A PHOTA...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:26:00 PST

Misstress Tarable vs Big Stress (Primos Wrestling)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QFQHm-iutc ...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 10:25:00 PST

© 1986

If you’re under the age of 14...you shouldn’t even read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in ’97 doesn’t mean you’re a 90&rsq...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 04:42:00 PST

.one love.

  is it getting betteror do you feel the samewill it make it easier on you nowif youve got someone to blameyou said one loveone lifewhen its one needin the nightone love we get to ...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 10:22:00 PST

Psalm 6

    Games with God I played, a child both wild and meek, with God at games of hide-and-seek. I searched in vain the usual places and found a thousand saddened faces. "Your God is hidden ...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 09:23:00 PST

~.~

i so do this.. -.- (The worst part is when sidewalk cracks are out-of-sync with your natural stride.) ^ i agree to the fullest extent.. ~.~...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 02:59:00 PST

i fxin love ramen noodles ~.~

juggalos (and juggalettes) are society's underdogs... poor ghetto freaks... eating ramen noodles... drinking faygo cola... and sporting pro wing shoes... made fun of in school... never accepted by any...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:10:00 PST

oww

well, to state the obvious... my name is jae and im 17(almost 18 ugghh), but other than that im just the average disabled/weird/ insomniac/fucked-up/loser kid that everybody likes to make fun of ; p. ...
Posted by jaemarix hardKore siNner on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST