~RICKY~ GOOD BYE TO U ^^ MUAH^^ & JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER GUY OUT THERE...FOR TOMORROW U r NOTHING BUT A MEMORY...& LEAVING---THE BEST THING I'VE DONE 4 MY SELF ^^^SO, SO...LONG AND GOOD BYE TO U ************************************** AfTeR a wHiLe yOu lEaRn ****tHe sUbTlE dIfFeReNcE bETWEEn ***hOLDINg a hANd and cHAININg a sOUl ****aNd yOu lEARn ***tHAt lOVe dOESN't mEAn lEARNINg ****aNd cOMPANy dOESN't aLWAYs mEAn sECURITy. ***ANd yOu bEGIn to lEARn ****tHAt kISSESs aREN't cONTRACTs ***aNd pRESENTs aREN't pROMISEs ****aNd yOu bEGIn to aCCEPt yOUr dEFEATs ***wITh yOUr hEAd up aNd yOUr eYEs aHEAd ****wITh tHe gRACe of wOMAn, nOt tHe gRIEf of a cHILd ***aNd yOu lEARn ****to bUILd aLl yOUr rOADs on tODAy ***bECAUSe tOMORROW's gROUNd is ****tOo uNCERTAIn fOr pLANs ***aNd fUTUREs hAVe a wAy of fALLINg dOWn ****in mId-fLIGHt. ***AFTEr a wHILe yOu lEARn ****tHAt eVEn sUNSHINe bURNs ***if yOu gEt tOo mUCh ****so yOu pLANt yOUr oWn gARDEn ***aNd dECORATe yOUr oWn sOUl ****iNSTEAd of wAITINg fOr sOMEONe ***to bRINg yOu fLOWERs. ****ANd yOu lEARn tHAt yOu rEALLy cAn eNDURe ***yOu rEALLy aRe sTRONg ****yOu rEALLy do hAVe wORTh ***aNd yOu lEARn ****aNd yOu lEARn ***wITh eVERy gOODBYe, yOu lEARn..******** ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^*yOu* tOoK *mE* tO daRkNeSs wHeRe lOsT sOuLs liE... I sAw lOvE iN yOuR eYeS, bUt iT wAs nOt mInE... RElAaSe mE fRoM tHe uNwAnTed... THE TEARS ARE INSIDE OF ME... AN UNFAMILIAR MIST COVERED MY FACE... MY HEART STOPPED BEATING YESTERDAY... THEN CAME THE PAIN... I DON'T UNDERSTAND, WHY *ME*?... nothing is clear,my world is hazy... I’m confused by your love... I don’t want to know pain... The agony is intolerable... I look to understand... I SAW spring TODAY... THE flowers BLOSSOM... The BIRDS were SINGING... I LET go OF the HURT... LIFE shook MY heart I awoke... I LET go…. GOOD bye MY friend.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MENS CRY WHEN... MENS CRY WHEN IT BECOMES TOO MUCH, FROM THE LOVE OF A WOMAN OR HER GENTLE TOUCH. SOFT &TENDERNESS REPLACING HIS FEAR, THE TEARS FLOW WHEN SHE IS NEAR. MEN CRY BUT NOT THROUGH THEIR EYES, THE TEARS OF THEIR HEART FLOW FROM INSIDE. THEY LET THE TEARS FLOW WHEN THEY'RE ALONE, IN THOSE QUIET MOMENTS, WHEN NO ONE IS HOME. MEN CRY AND STILL CAN'T FORGET, THE FEARS OF THE PAST, STILL HAUNTING THEM YET. THE DEMONS OF "CHILDHOOD" RAISING THEIR HEADS, NOT SCARING THE CHILD, BUT THE ADULT INSTEAD. MEN CRY WHEN THEIR SON'S THEY HOLD, WHEN HEARING THE STORIES OF VICTORIES TOLD. OFF SLAYING DRAGONS, OR SCORING A GOAL, WHEN SAYING "I LOVE YOU" CAN BE JUST AS BOLD. MEN CRY WHEN THEIR SON'S MOTHERS DIE, THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE NO LONGER BY HIS SIDE.~
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by DavyJaafari
~*****i wOuLD LiKe 2 mEeT sOmEoNe wHo'S wIse, sOmE 1 wHo hAs tHe iNtElLgeNcE,tHe cOuRagE & a StRonG wIlL 2 mAkE a dIfFeRenCe iN mY lIfE bUt aBoVe aLl eLsE sOmE 1 wHo cAn tEaCh mE 2 be a BeTteR pErSon...i'D lIkE 2 mEet A mAn WhO kNoW's wHo He Is. A mAn wHo HaS gOnE tHrU SoMe UpS & dOwNs So ThAt He UnDeRsTaNdS pAiN & bEtTeR YeT kNoWs hOw 2 aPpReCiAtE hApPiNeSs. He MuSt kNoW hOw tO laUgh aT aDvErSitY & sTiLl cOntInUe gRoWinG sTrOnG...i nEeD a fIgHtEr... (bUt iF uR aN iNdIvIduAl wHo iSn'T bLeSsEd wIt tHeSe qUaLiTiEs iT'S sTiLl aLl gOoD...bUt mAkE sUre uR eDuCatEd!)...i lOvE mEeTiNg nEw pEoPlE sO pLeAse dO aDd me aS uR fRiEnD!~tHeRe aRe aLsO tHoSe(iNdIvIdUaLs) tHaT i dOn'T wAnT tO mEet:i hATe LIARS,i hATe jErKs anD i hATe cOlD hEaRtEd mOtHeRfUckErs!!!!!** ~
******* tHe sOlUtiOn 2 aLl mY tRoUbLeS*******tHe oNly tHiNg tHaT cAn pUt mY sOuL aT eAsE...here are a few of my favorites: (1)Oasis-One (2)Oasis-Walk On*********
~bIg FiSh: a mOvIe fiLleD w/mEaNiNg~
aNyThInG tHaT mAkEs mE lAuGh!!!
~tHe aUtObIoGrApHy oF MAlCoLm X~
mY pArEnTs!