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Chub long?

Suck the soul out of life. - Jenn

About Me

Put my friends together with music, a little bit of lovin', A few books, The worlds voice and what do you get? The inspiration that has built the person I am today. If exception to the rules wasn't my fate, I wouldn't exist. I think there should be more to religeon than other people just trying to change the way you live your life, or believing that if you just apologize to god, you'll be just fine. So I search for answers on my own. Creating precise music by the time I have a basketball scholarship for the U to get my ph.d for psychology and human sciences is my dream. If I can achieve that, I know I'll experience something as awesome as joy within every second of my life. If you see me this summer without a basketball in my hands, I'm most likely with my niggs, Jared Asplund and Trace Rodgerson- we the three ammeegos. My current goal is to be the best I can be, I want to start making my way towards my full potential. I WANT TO DO EVERYTHING ABOVE AVERAGE.''We've been working, and stressing for all these things we don't even need, but trained to think we need.''- Fight club.

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

Anyone that is comfortable in their own skin. Good communicator's- playing basketball or writing music with other people is fun, but if I can't talk to them, those relationship's won't mean that much to me. Basically anyone with just a little bit of depth, so if you've ever said your boobs hurt just so everyone will glance at you, just like.. get off my page. Yesss. Eva longoria please?

Books:

If I had to choose two books that could completely morph the whole energy and happiness of mankind...

My Blog

Leech.

Does it make you indie? Does it make you proud? To talk the world into a paper bag Spotty stain of "I'm ok, you're not ok" Yes, men too could be on the rag I'm over my head I need a pick-me-up Its...
Posted by Chub long? on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 10:39:00 PST

Priceless.

The fact that you You think you can Speak to me The way you do It bleeds me to believe that you Have never stepped out of the skin you lived within And then, and if This day occurs Your tongue, the ...
Posted by Chub long? on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 11:36:00 PST

Agoraphobia

Two people touching lips Hands on each other's hips Nothing else in the world but one another The 42nd floor On a distant shore I wonder how we strayed so far from this Remember when we were Just f...
Posted by Chub long? on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 11:30:00 PST

I feel like

If you can't take the awkwardness out of yourself early, if you keep doing and saying stuff that benefeits no one, some day you'll wake up and realize how much your life sucks.In other words, grow up ...
Posted by Chub long? on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 11:10:00 PST

''All I want is to be happy..'

Lately I've been thinking of the definition of conciousness, and from what I've looked into so far, this is my best conclusion of understanding the word ''happy.''Happiness isn't a high level of conci...
Posted by Chub long? on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:14:00 PST

Arvo.

To write, I must prepare myself for a long time. Sometimes it takes five years... In my life, My music, my work, in my dark hours, I have the certain feeling that everything outside this one thing has...
Posted by Chub long? on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:14:00 PST

Kineisiology, something I found interesting.

  ''The body is seen as merely a tool of consciousness through the intervention of mind.'' ''Frustration results from exaggerating the importance of desires.'' ''Desire is also the level of addic...
Posted by Chub long? on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 09:24:00 PST