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Lilac of Damnation

Life can be a pain but we all must understand that sometimes there is a purpose to that pain.

About Me


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I love anime, like J.rock, visual kei, Elegant Gothic Lolita fashion, Elegant Gothic Aristocratic style, poetry, drawing, and quiet time sometimes. I also like drama, and I am taking Japanese language. I like smart people. Also a few other things that escape me.I hate people who talk about nothing, and people who are rude, I also hate *Most* rap and *most* hip-hop. I am not to fond of gossip. I dont like violence much.
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Which M*A*S*H character are you?
Col. Potter
A gruff old regular army man, you started your doctor career in the army back in WWI. You love horses and spend your off hours riding your horse, Sophie. You are Lt. Col. Blake's replacement and a big change for the older members of the 4077th, but just as loveable.

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FireThe burning power of passion. Love, Hate, you only feel the most extreme of emotions. You are only satisfied if you do. You work until you achieve a goal and once it's achieved, you search for another goal. For you, life is a series of challenges and at the end is the prize. You fight for your beliefs. You love completely. You must stand above.
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My Interests

a certain someone...anime, art, anime music videos, Roleplaying, reading, drawing, swordfighting, shooting, military, ect...

I'd like to meet:

Moi dix mois, Malice mizer, The creator(s) of Madlax, the creator(s) of DearS, Richard Dean Anderson, Michael shanks,Amanda Tapping, Christopher Judge, Don S. Davis,Emilie Autumn, Death, after life..

Music:

What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]~*~Result nr 12~*~

Your power is: The ability to breathe under water


Explanation: When swimming, you don't need to get up and take a new fresh breath since you take in oxygen from the water. This allows you to stay in the water as much as you'd like. In good purposes it can save drowning victims. In evil purposes it can help you drag down a person to the depths and have them drowned. This power helps you escape the world, if even for a bit, since you have grown to despise it so much.
You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations crushed. Now you try to control your hopes because you don't want to get hurt again. You feel there is no hope for you in the future and have no real goals. But unlike the Controller of Time you do still feel, even if it's mostly negative emotions. You have few friends, if any, and feel you are unable to speak about your troubles. And unlike the Transformer, you don't feel happiness nowadays. All seems to be filled despair whereever you go and you are bitter becaue the world has failed you. It didn't turn out the way you wanted it too and you feel betrayed. It is also likely the feeling of betrayal comes from past relationships where you were left alone in the end.
Negative aspects: Since you are highly depressed and not letting out your emotions properly there is a possibility for cutting, to let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling of despair grows to strong you might consider taking your life.


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Movies:


What would you look like if you were a anime character?(girls only and pics) by fullmetalfan
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What anime character are you?(girls only+lots of pics) by anime_lovar
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your anime soul:

What does your anime character look like? Girls Only! (Tons of pics!) by Shira_Hoshi
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What you Desire: To be Unique

Television:

Dead like me, Stargate sg1, Most anime, Avatar, ect...

Books:

alot of them...
What kind of masks you hide behind? (i added pix)

You hide behind The Shadow Mask, you don't like to be in the spot light, you like to hide from everybody and just be alone, you think you put yourself in this position with your own will but the truth is that people made you go there, you don't trust people any more though inside you there is a voice screaming to go out and see the light, you look for some one who understands the real you, some one loves you unconditionally, if you were looking for some one to talk to, i'm all ears.
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Heroes:

My special someone...Ashley, my sister Liz, my dad, Ronald Reagan, Mana-sama, A few others...

My Blog

l'amour

Banned from love,she thought as if she was dying alone,life forbidding love, he came around,her eyes brighten day by day,over come with joy,she tells her the boy how she think she feels,scared he will...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Thu, 24 May 2007 07:23:00 PST

I think....

I think no one reads these...XDD Ah well, and they say they care. they LIE! XDD I have no real proof of people caring...All I have are words. I wonder if you are even reading this. Hmm...DOG!! GIVE ME...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 07:42:00 PST

it's alright...

It's alright that I dont get to see you anymore,That you ignore my very being,It's alright that you dont care anymore,It's alright that you tore open my chest cavity and strew my the bits of my heart ...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 04:18:00 PST

I love my friends!!!

I love you all...I feel soo loved! I am soo glad to know yalls. I had a wonderful birthday! Peanut and Pengin-chan made me a blue cake...It was sugary goodness.Love you all...Erika...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 12:15:00 PST

poem: The girl

There once was a girl who held the whole world,But she couldnt hold the one she loved,She begged and she pleaded to no avail,He only ignored her cries,She welps for ever and a day,People came from all...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 06:03:00 PST

poem

I run from the pain you cause,Your memory still fresh in my mind,I try to forget yet it stays oh so vivid,Your smile and laugh,Your confident glace,I see it everywhere you go,Running from this vision ...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 09:43:00 PST

Your invisible nightmare

This is my song I just made. I am soo happy...but I need to do stuff to it like find out what would be the music it could do to.~Your invisible Nightmare~ By me If I never wake up, If I never breath...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 10:52:00 PST

I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!

I've had it. I am never gonna give advice again. People never seem to take it. I am sick and tired of it. I am just fucking sick of it. I dont want to be ignored and shoved off. People just use me for...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:55:00 PST

it can hit hard...

Depression can hit hard. something that a few people know about me is that I have a deep rooted problem with my mother. It hits me hardest on holidays. I guess one of my deep dark fears is being forgo...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 05:17:00 PST

a random poem

I lie in this cold tombAwaiting my love so trueHe said we would never partWe would live for eternityLay with each other till the sun doth shine no more He told me that I was the worldHis worldThat he ...
Posted by Lilac of Damnation on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:42:00 PST