Cynthia

OK ~ It's 2007 now! and I'm revising what I now know about myself! ~ Yes, my soulmate/father of my 2 daughters passed away in 2002 on our 25th Anniversary .....and yes....I am finally learning to live on my own again. The Beatles said "Life Goes On Within You and Without You" ~ and truly it does ~ So are you In? or Out? ~ Yep, count me in! ~ And let's make sure we do plenty of Dancing this year!! LOLThe Year 2006 was the year I learned to really live without him ~ funny thing was I found out his very being is incorporated within my soul! He was such a gr8 & fun guy, I don't mind being more like him.....I've learned that Loneliness & Solitude are 2 different things ~ so I'm not really lonely anymore ('cept sometimes)and I DO enjoy my solitude....I still believe that EVERY Day can hold something new & exciting, or even a small revelation, if we just remember to look for it! seemingly insignificant things may turn out to be very important in retrospect, for, God works in mysterious ways! we often overlook our obvious blessings ....we need to be more greatful for what we DO have! and less serious about what WE think is Missing! If it's something we really need it'll turn up at just the right moment in time! I always liked the saying: Try to believe that life is unfolding exactly as it supposed to.This year I resolved to just make each & every day count for something! Tell the people you love that you love them, every chance you get....so you'll never have to live with regret & DON'T FORGET To LAUGH! ~ It makes life so much more fun!!! ~To learn to laugh at yourself and your mistakes really relieves the stress - and God knows, the World System itself is designed to wear you out ~ (Ain't None of Us gettin' outta this alive! LOL )- Lighten Up! Give It to God! Let The Spirit of Love Carry You along with the Winds of Time..... ....and All Will Be Well!I do hope to run into more people I have known in the past, here on MySpace! But I'M NOT HERE FOR DATING ~ I have another fishy site I like for that. I'm mostly just here for fun & talk & my "kids" are here ~ they just brought me along for the ride!I'm always interested in communicating with Artists & Musicians....(my special affinity; I have a heritage. And Music stirs the Soul!) Intelligent conversations about philosophy,theology,mythology,astrology,numerology, Tarot, any kind of "ology" or symbolic/metaphysical stuff that relates to the deeper matters of life. These are the things which stimulate my heart/mind connection.And yes...I really am 56...WOW! (Can I really believe this!?!!)...my mind is still in its "perfect age" which all indications say is around 33. The Mirror is starting to say otherwise, but mostly I just ignore it! LOL