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v a n E s s a

I like tulips, not pansies. Thank you.

About Me


"The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for. FUCK THAT SHIT!"
ride or die chick. "I'm better than ur ex, gon' be better than ur next." i'll make you laugh. i'll make you cry. consistantly inconsistant. blunt. bully. stupid emotional girl. strong intelligent woman. always trying to look on the bright side. my cup is half full. sometimes half empty. family oriented. silly drunk. i give faster than i take. toot! toot! i'll dance circles around you. procrastinator. confident. passive aggressive. QUALITY NOT QUANTITY. random. kid at heart. rarely embarrassed. shy sometimes. understanding. dreamer. sarcastic. i could have a fucked up sense of humor...perverted too. fun. lazy. BLESSED. willing to TRY. caring. humble. i'll trust you (to a point), its on you if u wanna keep it. i gotta "damn good heart" which is a blessing and a curse sometimes. word of advice: don't get on my bad side. like faye says...i will MAKE time for you if you matter. keep it real with me cuz i'll ALWAYS be real with you. oh yea? PROVE IT. i believe in KARMA . its not unfair. its not unexpected. it just evens the score. what goes around comes around. computer geek. i love naming my stuff. if i had a choice, i'd probably pick the red one. camera whore. a researchin' ass bitch. VERY PATIENT...keep testing if u wanna feel the wrath. i try to surround myself with positive minds. leave the UNNECESSARY DRAMA for yo' mama. I AM fuckin beautiful, damnit. it's not who you are underneath, its what you DO that defines you. been hurt in the past, but what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. so i'mma keep livin, learning and loving hard. no fear. no regrets. life is what YOU make it...there IS order to my chaos. get in where you fit in...no one can stop me but ME . trust.
"u are like a hormone in the form of vanessa." - Hot.Sauce

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i've done it before, don't make me do it again...lol

My Interests

24.7.89.168 9741508 FAMILY FIRST
Mr. President
Sally WHEW That Girl
my close friends
rollin in Rocky
DANCING
movie nights
"one time..." wishing on stars
LAUGHING & GOL's
being a dork!
getting lost in SF
good hugs
salami
tulips
slim jims
eyecandy
laughing @ myself
cherry blossoms
full moons
eargazms
bf/gf weather
cheese
Sutro
Okazuya
Trad'r Sams
Happy Bunny
live shows
getting lost in the sauce
traveling when i got $$ (or not)
Martini & Rossi Asti
extra dirrty martini's
video games
daydreaming
listening to the pouring rain
"feedings"

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[update later]

i know what i like and i know what i DON'T like. but i'm always willing to try new things.

I'd like to meet:

more pretty bitches cuz i already met a MAN who is as good as his word. =)

im good with or without a guy. so get RIGHT or get LEFT!!!

Music:

hip hop smoothed out on the r&b tip with a pop feel, appeal to it...

Movies:

i'll watch anything.....

Television:

Prison Break
Charmed
I Love the 80's
Friends
The Simpsons
Best Week Ever
Flavor of Love (guilty pleasure)
Project Runway
Reno 911!
Drawn Together
Rob & Big
Grey's Anatomy (faye got me)..

Books:

The Da Vinci Code
Angels and Demons
Where The Sidewalk Ends
The Celestine Prophecy
The Chronicles of Narnia

My Blog

I'd rather be alone

It Is Better To Be Alone, Than In The Wrong CompanyTell me who your best friends are and I will tell you who you are. If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But, if you associate with eag...
Posted by v a n E s s a on Fri, 12 May 2006 12:10:00 PST

BALCONY SEATS

A good post that I won't delete again.Balcony SeatsNot everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives.There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a DISTANCE.It's a...
Posted by v a n E s s a on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 01:22:00 PST