♥Beth♥

My friend read my first profile here. He said I sounded as though I had regressed back to a 16 yr. old. Well that's what I get for trying to type up something deep and meaningful at 3:00am. So friend ;) this is for you.Me... hmm where do I start?I'm a crazy, fun loving, totally off the wall animal, trapped in the life and world of a soccer mom. :) Thats a bit of a joke but somewhat true. I'm there by choice, and love it dearly.I think the main aspect of my personality is that I am loyal. And I truly love the people around me. My family, my friends.But there is so much more to me then even the closest around me know, or realize is there. I had a very hard time growing up. Was pretty much on my own from the age of 12.During that entire journey, I studied the people around me. Listened to them, learned their secrets. I think hearing the secrets of others helped me feel better about the ones I hid myself.I'm this and that. I fit in here or there. I can sit down on the curb, in a pair of cutoffs, and talk to the homeless drunk. Or sit for dinner with a group of doctors at a charity event and discuss the latest budget cuts in the medical community.I'm so much more than what is on the surface. And I know that is the case with most other people. It is what I want to learn, and hear. The other side.