its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Takashi miike(my favorite director ..PERIOD) ; Sade(we're from the same city);Jubei (from Ninja scroll , dude is too cool) ;Tupac and jimi hendrix (round table discussion on music and life..and how both influenced me as a person..)

Music:

Jimi Hendrix, The smashing pumpkins, The Pixies,Cream, Placebo, Radiohead, Bjork, Sigur Ros,CCR, The afghan whigs, The strokes, Velvet underground,Camp lo, massive attack, The Gorillaz, Bloc party, Stevie wonder, Andre3000, Jay-z, Tupac..honestly i can't see in genre's, i just love anything and everything with a soul..

Movies:

Ichi the killer, Ninja Scroll, Grosse point blank, Juice, Dead or Alive 2, Happiness of the kakatura's, Waking the dead, Sin City, too many more to name..

Television:

i don't watch TV..i'm a recovered CRT junkie...i found TV shows took too much of the time i could be spend watching movies, listening to music, and playing videogames..so i cut it out..now i'm addicted to all of the other things i metnioned..and i couldn't be happier.

Books:

finsihed a book called the laughing man, trying to get the latest chapter of the Dark Tower series, loved Real Ultimate power(book about ninja) , and there's also this book i have called "Time traps", which teaches one how to use time efficiently and see how some habits effect productivity..i'll read it later.

Heroes:

[moms]..considering the circumstances, she pulled us all thru the storm , for the most part unscathed..[Jimi hendrix]..i'm learning to play guitar..slooooooowly..he is pretty much the where i wanna be skillwise..in a thousand years..i plan to live long. (my mom bought me coveted accoustic guitar..i insisted she did actually..)[takashi miike]..he makes the movies he wants to make on his own terms, and they always seem to effect people ..in other words his movies have SOUL..[Atypical People]..make life a bit more interesting than it would be if EVERYONE lived in MTV/BET.

My Blog

~A Reminder~

you had an idea of how it all worked because you watched it all being built.. you've been though most of this "before" , so boredom was an eventuality in almost all things.. your treasured s...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 06:59:00 PST

"dreaming..dreaming is free"

The last true romantic,slash, troubadour , slash bleeding heart, slash, radical dreamer..thats me ^__^ if i could sleep for the rest of my natural life and live in dreams, i'd probabl...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 04:21:00 PST

~what better program to pour my attention into than the one i'm living?~

potential.. i had it once..at least thats what i've been told.. these days the message i'm getting from the people that know everything, is that i've wasted it all..fancy that. losing something before...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 04:48:00 PST

~unfortunately ,not everyone has seen sun~

..sometimes i get the impression that there are people in this world, who's sole purpose is to strip the silver lining off of every dark cloud you try to escape..people who find some sort of sick...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 05:05:00 PST

"i hope for resolution.. pray one defining moment"

why can't my memories be left undisturbed where they lay? why won't time let them stay? i understand now that time DOESN'T just march on in a depressing and ceaseless 3rd reich inf...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 11:41:00 PST

growing pains..

i remember being young..far more vividly , i believe , than i should.. it wasn't perfect by any means..i mean..childhood..but it was what it was childhood= life + innocence- responsibilit...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Mon, 08 May 2006 07:19:00 PST

disregard this cryptic echange between soul and self..

i can't remember..i'm trying to feel it , but..its flitting from my fingertips..the tip of my tongue..it was on the tip of my tongue, but now its lost, erased from recollection , a blurry haze where t...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 08:59:00 PST

hit me with music..

"one good thing about music.. when it hits you.." you feel no pain. truer words have never been spoken, or sung for that matter....too many things in this world have a cost of pain, whether it be emot...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 08:33:00 PST

~i believe.. in yesterday~

so..this is growing up....finally letting go of your "best yesterdays".. (which also happens to be the title of my little brothers latest album of sonic experimentations!) ..except if i had a ch...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:13:00 PST

~some birthdays you will never forget as long as you live..~

Billy corgan (my favorite songwriter) and Soma(my favorite dream..waking up is hard to do) celebrate a birthday today..life would have been less interesting without the input of both, so to ...
Posted by its getting hard 2 B someone but it all works out on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 12:57:00 PST