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Nostradomis…I want to hear about his trip…My homeland pre 1942...getting some kaknowledge on mes roots! A young Paul Newman…Kate Blanchett the chameleon actress…strangers that become acquiescence onto friends…not to be confused with weirdoes that become stalkers…I’ve got mad heart for all types of artist…Take me to your Leader…I want to live a day where my reality is “Six Feet Under” Quite possibly the most wonderful written series EVER!!!!! All doable FILF’s….the dark side of the Moon…the root of energy and all tit’s (yes, Tit's) little atoms!!!Whoever or whatever I was before I was me...me at the present time... Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human..Some pic I took off the boat in orange beach...summer 2007 We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we're frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We'll certainly be happy when they're out of that stage.We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire.The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when?Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway.One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred D. Souza. He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, or a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life."This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with...and remember that time waits for no one.So, stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, until you start work, until you retire, until you get married, until you get divorced, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until you get a new car or home, until your car or home is paid off, until spring, until summer, until fall, until winter, until you're off welfare, until the first or fifteenth, until your song comes on, until you've had a drink, until you've sobered up, until you die, until you're born again to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy.Happiness is a journey, not a destination."Boys and girls in America have such a sad time together; sophistication demands that they submit to sex immediately without proper preliminary talk. Not courting talk--real straight talk about souls, for life is holy and every moment is precious.""Stop fighting your creative spirit that is struggling to break free inside you. You will not be the person you were meant to be until you free this creative spirit and find ways to put it to use. Freeing your creative spirit will not send you into financial ruin or cause havoc with your life, if you acknowledge the creative side of you and find ways to gradually blend it into your thought process. What will happen is that you will find happiness you didn't know existed and you will become the person you were meant to be."~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~~~!~!~!~!~!~! ~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!!!!!!!!!~!~!~!~!~!~!~~~~~!~!~!~!~~~~ Believe in the power of words...the power of expression. Take responsibility in what you say and HOW you say it!I love magnetic poetry! I started out with your standard set way back in the day…I have the erotic set too! I love it when I have a few friends over for drinks and the craziness of our drunk minds start connecting rhymes….always a treat to get up the next morning and read the fridge…horny bastards!

The picture above represents an important period in my life. I have never hesitated to pack my things and head out to a new destination sight unseen. Of course when I contemplated moving out West, San Diego seemed like a no brainier. Beautiful southern California with landscapes painted in vibrant colors of sunsets, valleys and cliffs surrounded by the blue of the Pacific. I would drive home from work and if I wasn’t too consumed with road rage, I often thought to myself, “My goodness, what a extraordinary example of Heaven on Earth.” I love being outdoors, especially the beach. The picture above is from the boardwalk in P.B. I spent many enjoyable days with dear friends out by tower 22...breakfast at the Green Flash filled with stiff bloody Mary’s and greyhounds…what more could a girl need?!!! Everyone goes through highs and lows in life. Sometimes happiness can be elevated to a higher level. This was the case for me when, on a whim, I took a chance and moved out west. Life is full of chance. You can have an idea of where you are going, but sometimes the “Game of Life” can take you elsewhere. I quickly realized this shortly after hurricane Katrina. The aftermath of the storm took me back to the Mississippi Gulf Coast and back to my family. My parents and brother, Josh stayed in Long Beach, MS in my parents house for the duration of the storm. The house was thrown off it’s foundation and moved 25 feet with them located in the attic. One day I am sipping beers on the beach in San Diego and the next I am glued to CNN unsure if they had survived. Not only was I concerned about my family, but also all my friends and their families and their loss. I am extremely fortunate that they lived during this horrific event. They lost everything just like almost everyone else that lived in the Gulf Coast and New Orleans. Living out West was wonderful, but when you have an event in your life in which was completely out of your control, you start to regroup and concentrate on what is MOST important. Family was the no brainier here. So, I packed my bags and headed back home. I experienced a tremendous amount of personal growth with this event in my life. As hard as it has been, I am grateful for this life lesson. I am grateful for my family and friends and I hug them all just a tad bit longer then I did before.

Music:

Del The Funky Homosapien Man Man Modest mouse Ani Defranco Bright Eyes Beastie Boys Against Me Armin Van Buren Bad Brains Cat Power Basement Jaxx Ben Folds The Bird and The Bee Black Uhuru Bloc Party Sublime Cake Cary Brothers Concrete Blonde The Kooks Dead Milkmen The Cure The The Deltron 3030 Digital Underground Dinosaur Jr. Dido DJ Baby AnneEtta James Feist Fiona Apple Cee-Low Frent..e Timberland The Game Gorillaz Gregory and the Hawk Hieroglyphics Home Grown Jack Johnson Ben Harper Amos Lee Jane’s Addiction Jackal & Hyde Johnny Cash The Killers Kottenmouth Kings Lily Allen Long Beach Dub All-Stars Luda M.I.A. Mazzy Star The Mighty Mighty Bosstones Mr. T Experience Musical Youth Nelly Fertado Northern State Tegan and Sara Outkast Peter Tosh Rancid Simply Jeff The Slackers The Shins Snoop Dogg The Strokes Supreme Beings Of Leisure Tim Armstrong Transplants TV on The Radio The White Stripes I could take all day.....I love to boogie...cut the rug...drop it like it's HOT...Shake my chassy...get low...jump around and Party Like a ROCKSTAR!

Movies:

Little Ms. Sunshine, Terms of Endearment, Castaway, 21 Grams, Traffic, Good Fellas, The Hannable Lector Series, When Harry Met Sally, Wicker Park, Scarface, Casino, Garden State, Momento, Anchorman...I could go on and on....

Television:

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Books:

Hehe...lets see...I love to read...too many to list but a few of my faves are The 5 People You Meet in Heaven, Yes Man, ANYTHING Beat Generation, Love true crime...

Heroes:

Thats right...what goes around COMES AROUND! FOOL!Young In New Orleans by Charles Burkowski~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~s tarving there, sitting around the bars, and at night walking the streets for hours, the moonlight always seemed fake to me, maybe it was, and in the French Quarter I watched the horses and buggies going by, everybody sitting high in the open carriages, the black driver, and in back the man and the woman, usually young and always white. and I was always white. and hardly charmed by the world. New Orleans was a place to hide. I could piss away my life, unmolested. except for the rats. the rats in my small dark room very much resented sharing it with me. they were large and fearless and stared at me with eyes that spoke an unblinking death. women were beyond me. they saw something depraved. there was one waitress a little older than I, she rather smiled, lingered when she brought my coffee. that was plenty for me, that was enough. there was something about that city, though: it didn't let me feel guilty that I had no feeling for the things so many others needed. it let me alone. sitting up in my bed the lights out, hearing the outside sounds, lifting my cheap bottle of wine, letting the warmth of the grape enter ]me as I heard the rats moving about the room, I preferred them to humans. being lost, being crazy maybe is not so bad if you can be that way: undisturbed. New Orleans gave me that. nobody ever called my name. no telephone, no car, no job, no anything. me and the rats and my youth, one time, that time I knew even through the nothingness, it was a celebration of something not to do but only knowI said I like my life. If I have to give it back, if they take it from me, let me only not feel I wasted any, let me not feel I forgot to love anyone I meant to love, that I forgot to give what I held in my hands, that I forgot to do some little piece of the work that wanted to come through.Best shot of the day...Pride 05 Balboa Park SDHow many can say they've met Stiflers Mom?!!!!!!! (you try to keep a straight face)