Ashley --
[noun]:
A deadly strain of projectiile vomit
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
"Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for."
My real name is Ashley kristine but my suicide girls name is CELESTINE SUICIDE. The only thing concrete and determined in my life is the reality that I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my time here. I do know that I live passionately and adventurously and I couldn’t ask for more amazing friends. They aren’t the type to sit around wasting their youth getting high in someone’s room or driving around looking for a place to get high. I don’t mind drugs, I just say keep it classy with which ones you chose to do. I surround myself with creative and intellectual people. Artists. Musicians. Models. Designers. The people that possess the determination to succeed in life and are terrified of settling. The thing we have in common, is that we aren’t afraid to dream of something better then what we are surrounded with. And I love each and every one of them. People tell me to grow up, I’m 19 and I drink too much. Im not ashamed of who I am. I’m bisexual. I’m battling illnesses, but the point is I’ve gotten where I am by being myself and despite the lack of support and hate mail… Its another way that people will acknowledge that your better then them. I’ve been designing clothing for 3 quarters but I think I’m going to take a break to travel and experiment and live for myself. I smoke camel no 9s. I can be a .. I can’t model in the real world because I’d be plus size and I’m too short anyways. .so I model nude. Right now my Suicide Girls Set is pending approval so I’ll let you guys know if that one makes it on the site next month =] I can be the biggest bitch and a hypocrite and you don’t want to be on my bad side. I’m re-enrolling in dance classes because I can dance like a black girl.Before you talk to me there are some things you should know. A lot of people think Im a bitch, or think i am unable to communicate respect, when in truth the only inability is their own to handle the truth. Everyone sugar coats what needs to be spelled out so i believe im doing the world a favor by communicating honesty. The world just dances around pretending that everything is perfect and im not willing to pretend that it is. So if my sarcasm may be an issue, dont initiate a conversation.I paint.
I sketch.
I sing. I hate being hit on. I like really awkward compliments. A boy made me blush when he told me that he wanted me to get extra fat so he could have me all for himself because no one else would want me. That sort of thing makes me smile. Dance offs and late night adventures are what I live for, and unfortunately I’ve distanced myself from my Renton/ Seattle friends and I want to get closer to them again. If we meet, eventually I’ll love you and I’ll take care of you. Feel free to message me and say hello, ask questions. If you want custom semi formal dresses, message me and we’ll discuss prices, and same is true with moderate- medium sized paintings.BEFORE SENDING HATE MAIL:: I don’t want to fuck your boyfriend, especially if I already have. I haven’t changed since high school so grow up. Everyone’s appearance goes through makeovers, there’s nothing wrong with re inventing yourself. “Sure I’m fake.†I have pink hair, too much makeup, photo shopped pictures, fake eyelashes but chances are I’m still skinnier then you. And at the end of the day when my makeup comes off I don’t look like an ogre. I’m not afraid to tell you if you’re a bitch. Whore trains are one of the stupidest things invented, all of the people on my friends list were carefully selected. Also stop with the proof videos and the omgz fake #1!!! Especially if you’re ugly. You probably made that shit yourself. Being popular on myspace is like winning the special Olympics. At the end of the day no one gives a flying fuck about you. So congratulations.
