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[samantha]

i can't stop from thinking that when this is all over we'll be the worst of enemies

About Me

You know I’ll miss you but this is not how love’s supposed to be
I JUST WANT TO BE MISSED
most of the SWITCHES and ROLLERS have been rendered USELESS either on purpose or by ACCIDENTi am the culprit
I could never miss it
I could never miss it
I could never miss it
I could never miss, I could never let you go
This never ends...
I'm just sorry it wasn't enough
Hi.
I'm Samantha.

I'm complicated.
I love music.
I'm a Christian.
I love to take pictures.
I'm pretty.
I love to talk.
I'm not a phone person.
I love my daughter.

I care to much.
People like to use me.
I love to spend time with people.
People call me a hippi.
I love sun dresses.

Music is my life.
I love my tattoo.
I want my lip pierced again.
I don't have friends for long.
I'm random.
I don't believe in love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35D65lwbLbs

My Interests

Something’s wrong and it’s not me for once, and I know you’ll call me crazy… but I hate the way you look straight through me. What have I done that’s so wrong? Remember me when I’m so far from your reach, when you’ll know you had your chance. Take one more glance, and that’s the end of our romance. You’ve turned your back on me for the last time. Remember when we use to be friends? Nothing could ever go wrong, or so we thought, but I guess you’ve changed a lot.... Times will change, and there’s nothing I can say to right all of your wrongs. Just grow up, and pray we’ll keep in touch. You’ve turned your back on me for the last time. I still dream of the day that I watched you choke. .... .... I’d say something went wrong in our lives, and I pray that god saves us before we die. He’s everything that you could never be. ...

I'd like to meet:

Failure By Design

Just watch my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you.

Music:

A Day TO Remember,
The Alkaline Trio,
Amber Pacific,
...And You Will Know Us by the Trail of Dead,
Armor For Sleep,
Augustana,
Bayside,
Ben Folds Five,
Blood Brothers,
Brand New,
Bright Eyes,
Chamberlain,
Chronic Future,
Cursive,
Cute is what we Aim for,
Dashboard Confessional,
Death Cab for Cutie,
Dismemberment Plan,
Daphne Loves Derby,
Ex-Models,
Finch,
Further Seems Forever,
The Get Up Kids,
Hellogoodbye,
Idiot Pilot,
Mayday Parade,
Pedro the Lion,
Panic! At the Disco,
Postal Sevice,
The Normals,
Oceanographers,
Red Jumpsuit Apparadus,
Relient K,
Saosin,
Silverstein,
Sister Hazel,
The Smashing Pumkins,
Stars,
Stereolab,
Taking Back Sunday,
Taylor Swift,
Two dead sluts one good fuck,
Unwritten Law,
The White Stripes

Television:

Why’d you go and mess things up??

My Blog

I need change.

I was talking to an old friend last night. We haven't talked in over two years. It made me realize how much I've changed in the past two years, yet I'm still the same. I thought that I had grown up so...
Posted by [samantha] on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 06:56:00 PST

So I say Goodbye

So I say goodbye to a town that has ears and eyesI can hear you whispering as I walk byFamiliar faces smiling back at me and I knewThis would make them change The only thing that's going to bother meI...
Posted by [samantha] on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 07:16:00 PST

Don’t make her wait for you, just because you know she will.

-&& I don't understand by the way you look at me why we can't be together.  ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> -I just want a different ending to ou...
Posted by [samantha] on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 10:23:00 PST

stay silent atleast for now

Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on. 'Cause I'm so done playing these games with my heartI've finally come to terms with what I am.I'm nothing in your eyes, and this will not change.But I...
Posted by [samantha] on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 07:51:00 PST

they should deliver all my blessings in small brown paper handbags

God, where have you been? Autumn is almost a year. In six weeks I'll have a one year old. :) It's so crazy. I'm trying to figure out where my year went. It went by so fast and she's getting so big. Sh...
Posted by [samantha] on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 04:30:00 PST

november to remember

And it hurts a whole lot But it's missed when it's goneI wish no one in my placeYou are the blood in my veinsI love you so much that it hurts my headI blame myself because I make things hard and you'r...
Posted by [samantha] on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 02:01:00 PST

my new bulliten myspace blog...

Two things I"ve learned about myspace.1. Never myspace drunk(thanks Nathan).2. Never myspace lonely. and it is always bad news when your myspace being drunk and lonely. The day before your birthday. I...
Posted by [samantha] on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 06:42:00 PST

Update

Okay, so... everything has changed since I had Autumn. I've definately gotten more sleep than I thought I would, though I have a hard time putting her down. But I'm figuring it out now and getting the...
Posted by [samantha] on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 10:42:00 PST

The Storm Is Coming

goodbye to love.i can push you on right against the wall.take apart your headchew it up and swallow it.goodbye to sins. wish i could say im sorry to my ex.take apart your friends. take your words back...
Posted by [samantha] on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 01:02:00 PST

Pit of glass shards and broken hearts

entitled: pit of glass shards and broken hearts ur smile amazes me, the way you pull it off so damn naturally, the feelings you keep inside the feelings you try to hide....i wish i could ask you ...
Posted by [samantha] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST