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hope

vanishing smiles in imaginary shoeboxes

About Me

i care...a lot....for probably close to no reason.....deal with it. Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

vampires, books, psychology, education, tea, showers.test

I'd like to meet:

kind people who might have bleeding hearts. mean people with a complete lack of respect for establishment and or babies.

Music:

death cab for cutie, radiohead, rainer maria, coheed and cambria, the cure, cursive, modest mouse, pedro the lion, rilo kiley, the postal service, ben folds (five), fiona apple, tori amos, rufus wainwright, cat power, cat stevens, bright eyes, belle and sebastian, mirah, the format, the shins, badly drawn boy, the flaming lips, tegan and sara, portishead, quasi, smashing pumpkins, the dismemberment plan

Movies:

amelie, donnie darko, sleeping beauty, fight club, true romance, interview with a vampire, harriet the spy, harold and maude, american beauty, rocky horror picture show ..

Books:

lots.

Heroes:

margaret cho, sarah silverman, my grandma

My Blog

horray!

this semester was nuts.....VERY NUTS.  but im alive!  i also made it out making dean's list this semester which is freaking awesome.  i was really hoping my hard work would be relfected...
Posted by kendallhope on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:12:00 PST

they are nice

The semester has indeed picked up to kick my ass a bit.....but I can handle it. Im still with Kagen and things are great. Scary huh? I think this is the first time in awhile Ive posted when Im not ...
Posted by kendallhope on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 08:19:00 PST

my nose itches

life seems like it's on a controlled pace right now and i love it.  i know it will bust right open any second now and send me unprepared and failing through the next semester, but im enjoying it ...
Posted by kendallhope on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 08:16:00 PST

ha

yeah.  weird.  im so tired of finding out that people are fake.  i guess it will never stop amazing me.  im sorry i have so much faith in people.  i guess its my fault for thi...
Posted by kendallhope on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 07:48:00 PST

mini-update

hokay so.  last few weeks have been interesting.  i have job number four now.  one of the jobs still hasnt started.  i was in the hospital for a day.  derek drove me and staye...
Posted by kendallhope on Thu, 25 May 2006 11:08:00 PST

So I will keep a deliberate pace

im hurting and im tired.  i know it is just getting started and that makes it hurt more....but i also know i have it in me to keep going.  im not done, not even close.  i know that i ca...
Posted by kendallhope on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 03:41:00 PST

saint

numbers and smilesprance around tableshe uses fingers to playhe knows music sohe knows magicand he wants to save the dayand he'll save you ifyou call out his namebut you have to want it badlyscar your...
Posted by kendallhope on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 12:47:00 PST

i should be working on homework

deliciously calm and so so silenti wonder what happens when he blinkshow many thoughts travel through a minutewhile he looks away at mei want to know the answers totoo many questionsand before I close...
Posted by kendallhope on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:22:00 PST

it happens

eali34 al;sd;ldkjad....yeah.  ugh.  im such a rediculous person! i dont understand how i can have no problem telling some people what i want or going out on a limb....but then with someone e...
Posted by kendallhope on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 11:36:00 PST

hood ornamant

so i was sad, confused, angry.  when these things happen all together for a long period of time and no sleep is going on i get a little nutty.  i put nother hole in my body.  something ...
Posted by kendallhope on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 10:13:00 PST