My Dreams, Ive never Listened |
my dreams
dashed away
by my own doing
I don't know where they are
Or if I even had any
Im lost, im hurting
Im a liar who cares
But don't care
Tears welling up
But wont fall down
All I do is slee...
Posted by Crimson on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:25:00 PST |
Struggle |
Torment and tormented like I used to
Again and again and agian
I bang my head against the wall
It's like learning how to crawl
The struggle within
Seeing Romans 8:1 but never grasping it
Always being ...
Posted by Crimson on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 01:32:00 PST |
I am |
I am who I am
Doesn't make sense
I hate me for being me
But I was born
As my father's only son
I'm just like him
Can't get away from this sin
It's killing me
From every side
Every corner
All the shado...
Posted by Crimson on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 04:41:00 PST |
Soul |
It's been opened so many times
A beginning that has no end
My friend
My enemy
My soul bared before all
Learning to crawl
Forgetting how to walk
Always hitting my knees
Scraping them 'til they bleed
A ...
Posted by Crimson on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 01:24:00 PST |
One More Day |
Blue sky shines every morning
Hues of red, orange, pinks and blues
Rip through the air
Dancing to the tunes of unseen grace
Every morning of everyday
Greets us this way
Clouds rolling, s...
Posted by Crimson on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:56:00 PST |
Where does time go? |
Where does the time go?
Here to help others
Caring, loving and praying for each one
So many we meet
The pain from our lifetime
Helps others to make it through this time
An easy concept
So hard to foll...
Posted by Crimson on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 05:47:00 PST |
In The Mirror |
In the Mirror: A Poetic Trilogy, Part I
I look in the mirror and see a reflection
I do not want to see
Screaming silently from the inside
I claw at the side that I cannot see
This vice t...
Posted by Crimson on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 06:35:00 PST |
Eyes Heavy |
2:19 pm
Eyes heavy
Sleepily dancing across my mind
Elusive scenery floods in from behind
Trying to hold my head up
Falling ever so gently into a silent slumber
I can see clearly through the fog...
Posted by Crimson on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 06:39:00 PST |
Medicated |
A blank stare
Looking at nothing
A void
Emptiness as my mind strays
Where it goes I no not
My thoughts are scattered
Random at best
My reality
Is now altered
An un-even state of consciousness
My mind ...
Posted by Crimson on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 07:20:00 PST |
Screaming for no reason |
Screaming for no reason, just cause I can
Weeping bitterly, just because I can
Hold me, holding you.
Clinging to anything, always finding nothing
Highs so high that I can touch the sky
L...
Posted by Crimson on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 06:17:00 PST |
