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Mike of Inferis Exterra (DePaul)

About Me

FIRST ADD THIS TO YOUR PAGE :Phi im mike
i am single. am i looking? ah. im not even sure.
WAIT THIS IS NEW ha
check list for girls. let me know how you score!
maybe we can talk!
[] Can drive!
[] Doesnt stop talking!
[] Doesnt stop singing!
[] Will teach me something!
[] Cute and in shape!
yes thats it! 5 things! not even a lot!
let me know how you did!
i promise ill be nice!
ask the boy with no heart left what its like to live in such vain, he'll never stop smiling... to be honest, im sick of every girl i find some kind of hope in going wrong. i have been ravaged. nobody seems to care. im sick of always trying to win somone over. is it wrong of me to want to be stolen by someone? the optimist will die seeking bliss. i need a preview. unfortunatly, everyone is a dissapointment yeah you think youre different? you arent every other girl? you dont do the things everyone else does? yeah? prove it. seriously. winner takes all, no joke. im pretty confident that you dont have what it takes, which is suprisingly ..not a whole lot. i want a girl who will come to me i want a girl who wont stop talking i want a girl who wont let go first when i hug her. im too picky for my own good. i guess thats why ive never dated anyone for shorter than 6th months. i am not a virgin, but ive never had meaningless sex. ive never smoked anything. my heart will never be in my pants, yeah sounds akward but youd be surprised what some girls think. makes me sick. wanna get to know me? im only gunna get more blunt...
im a liar. i cant help it.
im a lover. forever and after.
im a hater. id kill for some respect.
im a player. i love to hug and hold and touch and lay and smile and cherish and be with people. some people call it leading on. i feel bad.
here. no dislikes. no slander. no rediculous jokes.
you should prolly click the X in the top right corner right now. i dont want you to get hurt.
ive been doing it to too many people lately. i need to cut down on the list. its killing me too.
it seems like every new girl i kiss brings me farther and farther away from where i want to be. i never used to leave my kiss for granted. but here i am. it seems that every new girl i hold makes me feel even more alone.
all i want is the right someone to hold. and im finding it in all the wrong people. my ignorance has led me to destruction. im sorry...
once i let a girl take my heart. i loved her so much. she meant the world to me and more. we were great. we were the envy of our friends. and im left with memories i will never forget. feelings that will never fade. and a place in my heart that will never forfiet itself for another girl. i hope she knows it as she reflects it back upon me.
once i wrote a poem for a girl. she forgot about it.
once i wrote a song for a girl. she doesnt want to hear it.
its ok. the melody is still pretty.
ive got six strings a notebook full of words that need to be sung to the world. i wish my voice was pleasing enough to be heard.
ive let my life slip a little.. ive even let Jesus out of my life. i cant remember the last time i prayed to Him. He is my savior. He is the one who will bring cinderella to me. i need her. i need Him more. to Jesus...
im sorry...
to everyone who stuck with it this far. thanks. maybe you have found perfection in my imperfection. they way i want to find it in you.
i can smile sometimes too. and you know? i would love to show you sometime.
i like stars.
i walk funny.
i do my hair.
i wear sweet shades.
i like having bonfires at my house
i drive a VW CORRADO SLC
and i drive it pretty fast
kinda like jeff gordon or someone,
i take a lot of pride in my car and my driving
so please dont give me shit. i will get defensive.
dont smoke in front of me
thats all.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

to be cherished.

who id like to meet??

nobody in particular
preferably a girl
a special girl
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a favorite girl
who would spend time with me
all the time in the world
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and she would show me off
almost as much as id show her off
cuz id be so proud to have her
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and wed lay under the stars
staring at their beauty in awe
truly wed belong with them
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and she would lay with me
all nite long
and not once think of sex
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and we could go out
and have fun all nite
without the influence of drugs
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and when wed walk into a store
everyone would stop and stare
as if angels just walked in
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and shed sing with me
even if there wasnt any music
and if we were out of tune
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and wed dance together everywhere
no matter how many people watched
no matter out of step i got
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and wed cook together
even if we werent hungry
and if the food was horrible
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and shed kiss me even if i was sick
that way we could both be sick
a feeble excuse to have to be together
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but our kiss, oh our kiss...
our kiss would make even the
angels high in heaven smile

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and the only arguments wed have would be
over what we were going to do that day
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and the only pain we would ever feel would be
in our cheeks from smiling and giggling so much together
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and the only jealousy we would have would be
over each other teddy bears getting to hold
us at nite in place of what should be us
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and the only sadness we would feel would be
when we had to say goodbye till the next day
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and the only lies we would tell would be
of how much we love each other
because no words could truly describe something so
extravagent,
beautiful,
magical,
passionate,
honest,
breath-taking...
they would all be understatements

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my innocence,
my edge,
my sex,
my love,
my baby...

one time, a while back, we captured ourselves.
not in a sense of nets or ropes or locks...
but in the lens of a camera.
a photobooth to be exact.

we discovered ourselves in that instant
as the light flashed into our eyes,
we could feel it stream through our veins,
in the form of a polaroid.

lips kissing, fingers interlocked, hearts pounding...
a true view of beauty.

i live for that kiss. i live for that touch.
i live for that feeling. i live for that [love]

its glorious
i miss those stars

maybe ill find a slipper on a grand set of stairs after a ballroom dance. maybe ill tear apart the city looking for her. maybe ill find her and save her. maybe i will make her mine. i may know this girl now... i may stumble upon her in the future... i may die trying... my cinderella is out there.

Music:

top 5. 1. Gatsbys American Dream 2. Bright Eyes 3. Iron and Wine 4. As Blood Runs Black 5. The Strokestechno ftw. hardstyle & trance

im typical:

through the eyes of the dead
winds of plague
job for a cowboy (sorry..typical)
into the moat
ion dissonance
despised icon
it dies today
bring me the horizon
converge
dead to fall
dimmu borgir
bleeding through
the acacia strain
7 angels 7 plagues
alove for enemies
haste the day
every time i die
gaussain surface
glass casket
suicide silence
killswitch engage
suicide silence
the devil wears prada
ill beat you up
destroyer destroyer
heavyheavylowlow
all shall perish
as i lay dying
the chariot
fear before...
softer things as well...

the strokes
the mars volta
ted leo
dragon force
emery
in memory
tbs
matchbook romance
reggie and the full effect
beneath these words
between home and serenity
lucked out
trail of dead
30 seconds from mars
snow patrol
early november
i can make a mess
bright eyes
death cab
cursive, the good life
sunny day real estate
mineral
gary jules
death from above 1979
jets to brazil
mae
these arms are snakes
ambulance ltd
explosions in the sky
godspeed! you black emperor

Movies:

SnatchFANTASIA: I have a newfound respect for this movie.Before you call me twelve and laugh all over your computer screen, hear me out.If there was one movie ever made to successfully prepare your kids for the real world, this would be it cuz God knows Cinderella sure as shit doesnt. Starting in a D minor key, with clever placement of augmented chords, this movie instills death by means of survival of the fittest in two aspects, preditor prey, man vs nature. The movie proceeds to explore paths of lonliness, heartbreak, betrayal of authority, abuse of power, and many more things, ending with a demonic figure decimating the surroudings. In my 4 year old eyes, most of this was lost to me as the movie served more as a lullaby, but looking back upon it with wise eyes it is evident of the genious Walt possesed in this creation.I strongly recommend taking another look at this movie as a musician, sociologist, and future parent.

Heroes:

shredding with God forever

Christ, my lord and savior

My Blog

philosophy

lets start with a very big question that most everyone has...what do you think happens when you die?the human body loses 21grams of weight the INSTANT you die. that is complete energy that is used up....
Posted by Mike of Inferis Exterra (DePaul) on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 01:17:00 PST

something pretty

sometimes i dont sleep so well at nitemy dreams dont bring blissand i get so coldi wish it was a little quitersomehow i still make it through with every chiver i roll overin hope that ill find her and...
Posted by Mike of Inferis Exterra (DePaul) on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 09:45:00 PST