H.E.I.Z.E.N.

About me...
For the most part I have always been knocked down and ive spent most of my life trying to get back up.
Ive been taught the rights from the wrongs and yet ive strayed away from what i should have known many times.
Making the same mistakes over and over again.
I grew up in a small town that Ive always felt I never belonged in. Yet it will always be home.
Ive made many friends in this story called my life, but I have made enemys some a fault of my own and many for no reason.
For a long time ive tried to not care what people thought of me but unknowingly looked for acknowledgement from everyone...as i felt i was invisible.
Trying to prove myself...yet still always underestimated.
I have always looked for a reason to smile.
yet
I have my moments...where i feel alone, sad, depressed, confused, hopeless, frustrated...yet I have learned that it is a waste of time to wallow in self pitty.
Instead i hide my emotions behind my smile, I hold my head up high and try to change things to better myself.

I workout when the whole world seems lost. I work to fit into this reality of life. And I party to enjoy the life around me.
Right now....things could be better...but it could also be much worse.
I have alot of things to change...and so little time to do it...yet...i believe one day i will get there.
Know me not of my past nor my mistakes but for the many reasons behind my smile...

IM JUST A SIMPLE BOY WHOS GROWING UP WAS COMPLICATED.
IVE WORKED HARD ON MY BODY BY EATING RIGHT AND WORKING OUT CONSISTENTLY SO THOSE OF YOU WHO THINK IM USING STEROIDS...FUCK YOU and KISS MY ASS!!!
IF YOU DONT LIKE ME, YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF.
IF YOU HAVE NEGATIVITY TO SPEAK, YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF.
IF YOU ARE IGNORANT, YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF.
IF YOU ARE GOING TO BRING ME DRAMA, YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF.
I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO DEAL WITH STUPID PEOPLE.
I MAY SEEM HOSTILE, BUT I AM REALLY NOT. I AM ONLY HOSTILE TOWARDS THOSE WHO MAY IMPEDE MY PERSONAL PROGRESS AND MY GOALS.
Likes
* HOTTIES
* SURFING
* WORKING OUT
* SOCIALITES
* EATING
* CORONAS and HEINEKENS
* POKE!!!
* HAWAIIAN MUSIC
Dislikes
* DRAMATICS
* BIG HEADED MUTHAFUCKAHS
* CLOSED MINDED RETARDS
* VINDICTIVE PASTs
* FAKES