About Me
"Open up your mind and see like me."
"There is much suffering in the world - physical, material, mental. The suffering of some can be blamed on the greed of others. The material and physical suffering is suffering from hunger, from homelessness, from all kinds of diseases. But the greatest suffering is being lonely, feeling unloved, having no one. I have come more and more to realize that it is being unwanted that is the worst disease that any human being can ever experience."
I often feel out of place, trapped in my own fantasies and bottomless desires, and time and time again, I long for an escape - - to wake up eventually - - to hopefully realize that reality is merely a dream itself.
Name: Lien J. is pronounced as Lee-Ann.
- - L i l i ; L J .
N G U Y E N
"I am my own experiment. I am my own work of art." - M.
I hunger for another human being who can give me what I am capable of giving.
I am a Vietnamese mixed, who can understand and speak the language fluently. I believe in God. My family is my world. Happiness is irresolute and so is love.
I run on blemishes. Perfection does not live here. What exists are endless imperfections and errors, a flawed soul that appears in front of you. I make mistakes and I do not always learn from them the first time. I rebel against many things. I break rules. I am selfish. I am demanding. I am reckless. I am indecisive. I am only human.
With that said, let’s get beneath the exterior, shall we?
I find amusement in the many false accusations that people tend to make of me. It is like a never-ending role playing sequence, and with every character created, every creator is just the same - - typical and parallel. I have a strong distaste for people who know diminutively about me, but love to draw inferences. I have no interest in explaining anything to anyone. You will never fully comprehend me if all you do is glance at beauty and never seek for my soul.
I have a complex mind that runs wildly with thoughts and imagination, with a constant hunger for new inspirations and an infinite need for alteration. I live for music, for art, and especially, for literature. I admire creative people, intelligent individuals, men who do not fear truth, and women who have minds of their own.
I do not open up readily, trust easily, or love momentarily. I cherish the simply things in my existence because they keep me sane. I go through my self-altering phases more frequently than I would like, and yet, I am constantly yearning for that stable “thing.†I am incomplete, and have been for quite some time now. I do not know when my life will be fulfilled, but I am holding onto hope by a thread.
I revolt against your desires; your expectations will only leave you in disappointment. I have zero tolerance for many things and many types of people. As awful as this may sound, I have no problem disregarding anyone, especially if you have proven your unworthiness in my life. Exclusion is my forte.
I pave my own path as I go along. I live life for the moment and I live it to please no one but me. The choice for my actions does not need to be clarify to anyone, after all, “this is my life, only you can decide yours.â€
So I have written quite a bit! Thank you for reading! Ask questions and share your stories. I would love to exchange my thoughts with yours. Ttyl. - Lien J.
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Only God Can Judge Me.
"The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead, they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't."
- M. Monroe
“Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.†- C. Jung
"If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have." - J. M. Barrie
"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." - Buddha
No one can make you feel happiness if there is no happiness within yourself.
- Lien J.
"People who educate, inspire, or entertain me."
A man who is worthy.
Johnny Depp, Ken'ichi Matsuyama, Mike He, Takeshi Kaneshiro!
"Sleepless nights, enveloped in darkness--
I wander, searching for you..."
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