~ Kendra ~

I moved here 3 years ago from Buffalo, NY. I miss it there...I miss my mom and sometimes I feel like I abandoned her in moving 3 states away but she knew it was my time to fly away. I miss my friends that I’ve known since I was 4, they know me better than I know myself and they are the seriously the best group of girls I’ve ever met. I miss escaping to the falls to let my mind wander…I miss eating ice cream down by river… I miss drunken nights that end with chicken finger subs or Mighty Taco... I miss the snow for Christmas and hearing the rustle of leaves when I walk in the fall. I love it there but I will never go back, I had to leave who I was to discover who I wanted to be.So here I am, in Raleigh, NC...growing and learning and having fun along the way. I love going out, meeting new people and hanging out with old friends. I might be a bar fly now but that’s just a temporary thing. Someday I do want to get married and have children and a family… and enjoy the second, better part of life. I’ve come close..broke some hearts and had my heart broken but in the end it comes down to simply doing what’s best for you. I truly believe that all things happen for a reason, it may seem cloudy at first but in the end things will always work out just as they should... the sooner you understand that the happier you'll be. Few people surprise me and from experience I’ve learned you should always trust your gut. The hardest part in life is sometimes doing what’s best for you and not what’s best for everyone else...it’s even more difficult when your heart tells you one thing and your head tells you another…but you make decisions and hope that they are right. Sometimes they are and sometimes they aren’t, but again you live and learn and your true friends will support you no matter what.I’m a very independent person, it you tell me I can’t do something I will just to prove you wrong. I don’t trust people easily and I hate liars. I think that all rumors have some truth to them but at the same time rumors start because people don’t have anything else better to do . I hate fighting and arguing with people but it often makes the relationship stronger. I can’t go to sleep mad. When something is wrong I exert too much energy in making it better, I like to fix it and forget it so I get over things fast. I care way more than I should about certain things and not enough about the ones that really matter. I don’t like surprises because I usually figure them out and I hate being disappointed.I love music and writing, words are more powerful than most people realize. I think the best job in the world would be to write greeting cards. I give cards to those I truly care about, they express feelings that you sometimes can't say. I like to drink red wine out of a bottle and eat Chinese food out of the carton. I love to clean and like it when my house looks barely lived in, strange I know but I'm trying to make it cozy. I’m not a morning person but my favorite ones are spent with a cup of coffee, my pjs and the one I love. I only like affection when it’s not forced and the best kisses are the ones you don’t expect. I would do anything for the one I love but I don't fall in love easily. I think the world is too big to stay in one place forever so I travel as much as I can. The best summer was the one I spent living and working in London and touring all over Europe but I can be content with a simple road trip to a small town. I love the beach and sunshine, something about them both just clears my head. I like listening to the rain and I run through it because I can.I’m inspired by the uninspired and I appreciate the little things in life. My most prized possessions are my pictures, they are the only thing in life that remain unchanged.Myspace For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.com