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...Theres no use in feeling...

...in the name of this love.

About Me

My name is Cortney. And I am just a girl as a penguine is just a bird. And who is it that you believe you are? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~FIX~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~* i recall it was snowing that cold, winter night. the church bells were ringing and i needed a light. the looks of the choir as they slowly emerged. the tast of a cigarette that's not being burned. addicted to jesus, shaken with regret. addicted to irony, anything i can get. addicted to love, to being alone. addicted to fear, to drugs, lies, unknown. we're all taking something to help make it thru. you live for dependance, i'm living for you. each time that i'm shaken, they know where i've been. refueling on memories of some unknown "when". so are you much better than the ones who forget. by taking just one more last hit of regret?. the church going junkies, the blind love addicts. the heroine fiends, and where's the difference?. if a memory ales you, let the memory go. if a drink can erase it, then let it be so. i recall it was snowing that cold, winter night. my body was shaking and i was seeking some light... -cortney michelle ( thats me!)
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My Interests

I love to sleep, eat, and write. Watching movies is ok if you can find a good one and Ive recently discovered a hidden passion for skateboarding (not in the "anywhere near decent" sort of way) Also, observing the strange creatures with which I surround myself has always been a favorite pasttime...a poem... "cutting thru the smoke to get from here to there, don't you know that makes us cancerous? while boom bands do business in the background, you and i wrestle with the thought. FRONT AND CENTER the thought." -me

I'd like to meet:

this is a silly question. i am blessed to have met those whom i already know. In general, I like art, love, life and music. Specifically, i like: plain lays, flowy skirts, feeling beautiful, self understanding, enlightenment, old couples, myself, poetry, trust, skateboarding, goodnight kisses, compliments from chicks(boys just want in your pants :)), swimming, beaches, singing, dancing, rain, painted nails, my room, laffy taffy, chocolate milk, sour gummi worms, new shoes, surprises, memories, cute cars, opened minds, people, hippies and gossip. In general, I dislike work, hate, misunderstandings and anger. Specifically, I dislike: childishness, lies, spending my whole life working for shit that doesnt matter, closed minds, hurting someones feelings, having my feelings hurt, being so sure someones a bitch i forget theyre human, feeling trapped, selfishness, indecision, gossip, fights, memories, paople, bad hairdays, feeling ugly, the word "whore", when people intentionally hurt each other, processed meats, feeling like im getting old and waking up early.

Music:

Tool APC Bob Dylan Wilco Ween Neutral Milk Hotel Elliott Smith Coldplay Citizen Cope The Cardigans The Cranberries Joanna Newsome Blind Melon The Beatles Sublime The Shins Badly Drawn Boy Devandra Banhart Modest Mouse The Velvet Underground Rob Zombie Catpower The Decemberists The Books The Fiery Furnaces The White Stripes Gnarles Barkley The Unicorns Crosby Stills Nash and Young Bob Marley Van Morrisson Pink Floyd Led Zeppelin Syd Barrett Antony and the Johnsons 311 Kanye West Counting Crows The Flaming Lips Leonard Cohen Iron and Wine The Postal Service Baxter Bjork Joni Mitchell Bonnie "Prince" billy The Killers My Morning Jacket Oasis The Pixies The Pretenders Buckethead Primus The Talking Heads Dave Matthews Band 3 6 Mafia Nirvana CCR Steely Dan Journey The Eagles Rod Stewart White Zombie Arcade Fire Radiohead Rage Against the Machine System of a Down Less Than Jake Reel Big Fish The RAmones CKY Jack Johnson Ben Harper John Lennon George Harrison Weezer Air Janis Joplin And many, many more...img src="http://myspace-631.vo.llnwd.net/00529/13/63/529053631_m .jpg"

Movies:

Clerks 1 & 2 Mallrats Dogma Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back Chasing Amy Most Disney movies Pirates of the Carribbean 1 & 2 Bill and Ted (both of them) Princess Mononoke Akira Sin City Spiderman 1 & 2 Evil Dead 1 & 2 Army of darkness Edward Scissorhands Blow From Hell Coffee and Cigarettes The Lord of the Rings movies Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind The Labyrinth Lost in Translation The Squid and the Whale Donnie Darko The Salton Sea Shawshank Redemption Yellow Submarine Fight Club Pulp Fiction Dazed and Confused American Beauty Half Baked Office Space Team America Groundhog Day Silence of the Lambs Secret Window Natural Born Killers Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas And I'm sure there are more...

Television:

Invader Zim Roseanne The Golden Girls Futurama Family Guy The Boondocks Aqua Teen Hunger Force Will & Grace Friends Seinfeld Ed, Edd, n Eddie Spongebob Fresh Prince Southpark The Daily Show The Colbert Report Myth Busters Junkyard Wars House Forensic Files Trading Spaces Trigun Inuyasha News Radio Chappelle's Show Reno 911 Mister Show Cheers Again...I'm sure I've missed some...

Books:

I'm into fiction with political undertones. I really like comedic books and i love sattire. *Some authors I like are: Kurt Vonnegut Jack Kerouac Shel Silverstein William S. Burroughs Richard Braughtigan Ray Bradbury Plato William Blake *Some books I like are: The Doll in the Garden Go ask Alice Flowers for Algernon The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy Conversations With God Fahrenheit 451 Get Fuzzy Johnny the Homicidal Maniac Bear The Abortion House of Leaves The Giving Tree Mother Night Breakfast of Champions

Heroes:

Anyone with a beautiful mind and beautiful word to tell me about it. Maynard and Bobby are definately my main men.

My Blog

my sweet sweet baby

in the realest scariest newest most exciting sweetest most amazing most unbelievable least familiar most dangerous most straight fucking terrifying way... im falling in love. LOVE holy shit...  ...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 01:36:00 PST

moon shadows :: whiskey & life

MOON SHADOWS dingy shoulders lean. against the doorway of the night. with the smell of gin & tonic in the air. a gleam in her eye. and a flower in her hair. a fading whispered laugh. like a wind ...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 07:16:00 PST

and i miss him...[still]

gonei guess thats allyou really are to methese daysa hundred millionhundred billionor even more lightyears awayand in my  memorylike a beatin a song you playlike a hiton the radioand you soon gro...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:57:00 PST

missing.....some[thing]

one more drinkto kill the painand a toast to what i cannot changea little stronger everytimei get another shotglass wetand i cant seem to remember nowwhat i set out to forgetbut theres a pretty pictur...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 02:15:00 PST

im really not THAT sad...usually...

lightening bugs sing lullabiesin fading yellow beatsa low orange moon emitssalutations to the fallas we bid farewellto writings on the walland flowers bend below uskissing earths topographytelling tal...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 01:42:00 PST

cure for depression?

so i woke up this mornig and immediately wondered..."where the hell am i?...and what the fuck happened to my pants?"technically, these are songs...but ya knowand so i love you for the way you make me ...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 11:31:00 PST

"i'm ready to come back to you..."

"cuz theres no use in feeling all the thiings i'm feeling, there's no one here to feel with me..." badly drawn boy*kiss*1: i sure do love you2: HMMMMM?1: you heard me2: say it again1: i said i sure do...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 05:14:00 PST

back to the usual...:)

#1: this is the point where one of us endsand the other is only beginningwhat perfect timingto meet you herewith only one regretto take on to the other sideand we promise to rememberin a way that seem...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 04:28:00 PST

moving on...

collin called me today...to tell me he got a new girlfriend. a girlfriend that wasnt me. a girlfriend that was smart and cool and that i would like. for once in my life, i care about someone enough to...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 11:35:00 PST

finally happy...

silly dancing butterflies with tattoos of preppy teenage girls growing dandilions in a garden in the middle of a snowy mountain surrounded by penguines in rain coats and pandas in heavy winter jackets...
Posted by ...Theres no use in feeling... on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 02:02:00 PST