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Amanda

I am here for Friends

About Me

what to say... i'm a student at Middlesex Community College in Lowell, MA. im an artist and a poet. im addicted to addictions and i love musicians. i love music, my friends, my cats, my crazy life, and Kira...the breath that sustains my existance.

My Interests

as i said, i like music, and art... acrillics if i had to pick a specific medium. i like my friends. ...im interested in knowing why im alive...

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet people that can make me laugh, and people that can do nothing and have a great time.

Music:

coheed and cambria, the beautiful mistake,AFI, tool, bush, silverchair, dashboard confessionals (partly of the former further seems forever), die trying, cindi lauper, a perfect circle, finch, fiona apple, wild strawberries, and of course the deftones...to name a few

Movies:

momento, requiem for a dream, SLC punk, girl interupted, dirty dancing,

Television:

friends, MTV, law and order, behind the music...i dont watch alot of tv

Books:

i honestly cant even remember the last book i read all the way through...how sad

Heroes:

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them... my heroes are the ones who have found a way to love again

My Blog

would i try a little tobacco would i keep on hiking up my skirt

~sigh~ it has been so long since ive posted ANYTHING on this page... so, life... school is starting again in september, yay!, and a sarcastic roll of the eyes... on a positive note its my last year!! ...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

break down and cease all feeling

i am sad today. my heart is calling to a love that was never mine. we talk, exchange meaningless words that only mask the truth - that i loved you (i do still) and that you mearly wanted to.
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i am a penguin

You are a PENGUIN!!! Yippee! You are loyal and tendto have many friends. You stay true tocommitments and people can count on you, whichthey often do. You love your company and spendall the time you ca...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

miss the one that i love alot

things really seem to suck right now...i have finals next week and i havent seen my best friend val in like a month. also, me and greg and heather are kinda planning this trip to Hawaii, but my ex is ...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

how long the day

so i just set this thing up. mostly i just wanted a place where i could keep a journal but not an actual journal...so i guess this is it. however, ive been up for for almost 20 hours and i really thin...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST