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Lily

Give me a place to stand, and i will move the earth

About Me

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Name: The great and all powerful Oz...uhh, i mean Lily
Birthday: 02-28-1984
Birthplace: Pullman, Washington
Current Location: Washington
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Currently, it's reddish-blonde...but that's subject to change at any time
Height: 5'8-ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish/German/Scottish/English...but mostly Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: My skull shoes
Your Weakness: Compliments...i'm a total compliment whore
Your Fears: Long Life
Your Perfect Pizza: Pesto, Feta, spinach
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To be content
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't use it anymore
Thoughts First Waking Up: It's dark again already?
Your Best Physical Feature: I'm pretty sure i don't like any of them. I'm all personality, baby
Your Bedtime: Whenever my ever-moving brain allows it
Your Most Missed Memory: I don't miss the memories, cause that's all i have left, but Billy is my most missed anything
Pepsi or Coke: Coke, but i prefer juice or water
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King has better fries, and i love their breakfast, but neither place really has a lot of variety for me
Single or Group Dates: None for me, please
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Arizona. i usually hate tea all together, but i do like their pomegranite tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: I prefer sorbet. not a big ice cream fan
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither...but if i had to chose i would say cappuccino...but then i'd get sick
Do you Smoke: No way man, cigarettes are bad for you
Do you Swear: On occasion...usually while driving. That's one thing i took back from the east coast with me; road rage
Do you Sing: In the shower...and in the car, but that's it.
Do you Shower Daily: usually....if i'm in the mood, that is.
Have you Been in Love: Deeply and Uncontrollably
Do you want to go to College: I'd like to go back soon
Do you want to get Married: Not anymore.
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes. I really make it sound like i do though.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: Nooooo, but i should be. My thighs would thank me for it.

Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them, but i haven't been around that kind of weather in a while
Do you play an Instrument: i dabble
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: I've been through a much needed dry spell in the past month, but in the past week i gave it a shot again.
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No, i quit that years ago
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No, and i don't plan to
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No, that's way too long of a drive.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Eww, no.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I don't think as recently as this month, but maybe the one before
In the past month have you been on Stage: Good god, no.
In the past month have you been Dumped: A relationship has ended in the past four months or so, but i haven't been dumped, no.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: In the past month? No, not since around summertime
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Never
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Not to my knowledge
Ever been Beaten up: Not to my knowledge
Ever Shoplifted: I believe i answered that one already
How do you want to Die: Quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I don't know anymore. Rich i hope...probably won't be happy in any other aspect, so there could at least be that.
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland, Egypt, Greece or Italy.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Loving
Favourite Hair Color: Dark
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: Taller than me when i wear heals
Weight: Doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: Waht kind of person would i be if i cared?
Number of Drugs I have taken: Different Kinds, or individual? i'll go with Three...
Number of CDs I own: Only nerds count their CD's...ok, it's 247.
Number of Piercings: Three that actually have jewlery in it (if you count both ears as one), a few others that may be closed up by now, and even more that definately are.
Number of Tattoos: Three, soon to be four, all but one mean something important to me
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Hard to say. Are we counting days? Seperate actions? Events? One big one that leads to many others, let's just say that.
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My Interests

So i figured after two months of avoiding the inevitable change of my page, it was about time. I thought my life was boring and uneventful before, but now i would give anything to have that back. I knew what i had with billy at the time, and i tried to never take it for granted, but when the love of your life is taken from you, it makes one realize that you can never fully appreciate someone no matter how hard you try. Right now, my life consists of sleeping, crying, and masking pain with large amounts of alcohol. As for my interests? I don't have any anymore.

I'd like to meet:

I've already met him, but it would be nice to see Billy again. The days can't go by fast enough.
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Music:

System of a Down, NIN, Demons and Wizards, The Misfits, Danzig, Me First and the Gimme Gimme's, The Cure, Killswitch Engage, Fiona Apple, Sublime, Otep, The Mars Volta, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Nirvana, i've been enjoying the White Stripes lately, ahhh, the list could go on, but i'm not very good at thinking on the spot of such things, which is why the following playlist has almost none of the artists i just mentioned

Movies:

Wet Hot American Summer, 40-year old Virgin, The Mummy, Napoleon Dynamite, The Labrynth, Legend, Lord of the Rings, Young Frankenstein.

Television:

Aqua Teen HungerForce, The Simpsons, The Family Guy, Friends, Sex and the City, Medium, Forensic Files, The Soup

My Blog

Apparently, things weren't what i thought they were

First off, let me just say that no matter how hard anyone tries, it is impossible to know how i feel. I appreciate those who try, and those who want to be there for me. The fact of the matter simply i...
Posted by Lily on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 12:22:00 PST

Why am i not dead yet?

so i hope you're all happy. I was content in my fake little world where none of this was going on. Everytime i thought about it, i pushed it right out. I was enjoying living someone else's life. That ...
Posted by Lily on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 01:52:00 PST

For those of you who want a hug

I am in town now. i just got in late last night...or early this morning, either way. i haven't slept yet, because that's a very hard thing for me to do right now, but Ty and i are going to keep oursel...
Posted by Lily on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 09:00:00 PST

A bulk thank you

I sincerely appreciate all of the prayeres and good thoughts that everyone has been sending to me and billy's family. i've been trying to respond, but i just don't have it in me to say the same thing ...
Posted by Lily on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 08:01:00 PST

Yet another article, but a touch more uplifting

Ok, i have two things to tell everyone. The first being, that no i do not know when there will be a service. i can tell you though, that there won't be one here. the first will be in indiana, and the ...
Posted by Lily on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 05:16:00 PST

My first love

I am going to be brief. My heart is broken. I'm confused, and i simply can't accept that it's true. Murdered over nothing. Because even though billy would cook him dinner every night, and take him whe...
Posted by Lily on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 10:56:00 PST