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Fenster T Tropf

its so erotic when your make-up runs-PT

About Me

I am all out of secrets for a while. Back on the path towards understanding...or misunderstanding, which I guess is a form of understanding, in a messed up sort of way. Funny how quickly everything moves when you get the chance to look back on it. I am still me, even if it is a version of me that might be strange and new to someone who might not have been around for a while. But gosh I am still oh so cute
If I were looking, she would have to look alot like Natalie Portman, mostly because she's nifty. And I really like you, it's just that neither one of us has the time or energy to make it work, I mean there is more to life than eating tacos and throwing lawn darts.

My Interests

Kayaking, reading, playing guitar, meeting new people. I often find myself watching the passers by and thinking to myself, "damn, that one looks a great deal like my old uncle Karl." then I remember that I never had an uncle Karl. It would have been cooler still if I had been blessed with an uncle kharkarov. Damn the fates!

I'd like to meet:

myself eating a taco and some cream cheese...And that sexy guy from In Blackened Boxes http://www.myspace.com/inblackenGod I miss these shoes...

Music:

ISIS, In Blackened Boxes(shamelss plug), Porcupine Tree, Gojira, Down, White Stripes, Candiria, Killswitch Engage, Tool, Radiohead, The Cure, A Perfect Circle, Korn, Cult of Luna, Liz Phair, Jeff Buckley, Jesu, The Roots, Digable Plantets, Red Sparrows, Death Cab for Cutie, John Coltrane, Pelican, Sonny Rollins, Jeff Buckley, Burnt by the Sun, Mudvayne, Shadows Fall, NIN, Billie Holliday, Interpol, Johnny Cash, The Red Chord, The Mars Volta, Mastodon, Toad the Wet Sprocket, KMFDM, Opeth, Dredg, Pig Destroyer, Godflesh, Driver13, Pixies, Jucifer, Neurosis, Janes Addiction, Wilco, Fear Factory, Callisto, Caught Fucking and others...

Movies:

Fight Club, Kill Bill, Mullholand Drive, V for Vendetta, Donny Darko, Natural Born Killers, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club, Garden State, Say Anything, Hi Fidelity, Beautiful Girls, and others

Television:

Never enough NP around.oh and why not one more...

Books:

Chuck Palahniuk, Albert Camus, Jose Saramago, Charles Baxter, Herman Hesse, Denis Johnson, Vladamir Nabakov, Lydia Davis, David Mitchell, Richard Ford, Kurt Vonnegut

Heroes:

Street Fighting Man Ev’rywhere I hear the sound of marching, charging feet, boy ’cause summer’s here and the time is right for fighting in the street, boy But what can a poor boy do Except to sing for a rock ’n’ roll band ’cause in sleepy london town There’s just no place for a street fighting man NoHey! think the time is right for a palace revolution But where I live the game to play is compromise solution Well, then what can a poor boy do Except to sing for a rock ’n’ roll band ’cause in sleepy london town There’s no place for a street fighting man NoHey! said my name is called disturbance I’ll shout and scream, I’ll kill the king, I’ll rail at all his servants Well, what can a poor boy do Except to sing for a rock ’n’ roll band ’cause in sleepy london town There’s no place for a street fighting man No Rolling Stones

My Blog

Stitched

There is always someone else.   In front of me rest broken books, bindings cheaply done with adhesive rather than sewn, which are easier to repair and hold up to multiple readings. I thumb the p...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 12:49:00 PST

Fearless

Sweet Child o' Mine is a great song.  It is a memory. It exists outside of my perception of time and constantly brings me back to other places, anywhere but where I am. That does not make it perf...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 03:40:00 PST

Birth

First light always makes my eyes hurt. It's why I keep my room as dark as possible. Even as a small child I always hated going to bed, being forced to sleep. Always enjoyed the dark moments of the day...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 09:53:00 PST

BackBurn

It's been a long time.  As usual, I am impressed with your ability to put this all back on me. How I don't see clearly what it is you're going through, how I don't and never will understand why y...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 09:33:00 PST

Summery Eyes

Your shortened hair pushed back by relentless summer wind. Shadowy sky, she chases the night, comes feverishly,  driving restlessly   West, always West. You would forgive her, underst...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 02:18:00 PST

Carpet and Midnight

And from two thousand miles away I hear your voice change. A subtle click that turns every sound you make unnatural, like you have become someone synthesized, fabricated from vibrating wire and silico...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 11:08:00 PST

Enveloped

Do you see? An ode to your smallness, some tiny melody coasting uneven separate notes, distinct and un- blending, which rumor at us in passing, a wake of dissonance and grating, like teeth on plastic ...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 01:23:00 PST

String and Less

Water runs through weekend hands. Seventh time tonight, you are full of promises. A Friday evening sit down, table and four chairs, dragging over a fifth, for fifteen minutes you stay, overbearing cha...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 04:33:00 PST

because of the curves

I get distracted. It's to be expected.   Other things have been in the way before. Bad taste in clothes, bad timing, bad breath and bad karmic retributions pilled on us over and over. Like the t...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Sat, 19 May 2007 02:47:00 PST

doing and done

Of course I will write more for you. Just like the time the three of us traded line after line after line; that incomplete collection of our delicate thoughts. Of course there was and always will b...
Posted by Fenster T Tropf on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 01:34:00 PST