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ryan roboto

I feel your heart like suicide, bitch

About Me

I'm a MUSICIAN . I might have strange views, but I find them to be logical. I'm an artist in every way, and spend way too much time isolated, working on my many projects. I love to learn. Dead things interest me, but in a totally "scholastic way"... yeah. I'm fascinated by necrophilia. I think tattoos are the hottest thing since the fucking sun. I love animals, especially cats. I often go through withdrawel symptoms if I go a Tuesday or Thursday without going to THE WAVE to dance. EBM, electro, 80s new wave, and industrial are my drugs of choice. I am obsessed with SUSHI. I'm often either quiet and reserved or loud and talkative, depending on who I'm speaking to. A friend I've known for all my life once said that he was never able to figure me out, so I guess this little paragraph won't do people much good.

My Interests

industrial music, dead bodies, serial killers, hollywood cemetery, dairy queen milkshakes, sushi, power noise, 80's night at the wave, doom gloom, tattoos, tattoos on girls, frankenberry, richmond, dancing, more..

Liberal
anti-capital punishment, anti-war, pro-choice, pro-gay rights, anti-prohibition.

I'd like to meet:

I mostly only get along with creative people; MUSICIANS, POETS, writers, painters, and even theatre geeks. Open minded people, especially when it comes to trying new foods, although I really respect vegans and kosher practicing Jews and don't expect them to try many things I'm willing to. People who love tattoos and their artists (those who understand the addiction).

I want to meet people willing to work with me on my many projects
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Music:

80's pop music
AND ONE
angel 99
apoptygma berzerk
ascii disko
at the gates
the birthday massacre
cenobita
COMBICHRST
covenant
cradle of filth
das ich
the doors
e craft
e nomine
from the depths
frontline assembly
funker vogt
hocico
icon of coil
inxs
kmfdm
laibach
MADONNA
melotron
michael jackson
my dying bride
NEW ORDER
nine inch nails
ohgr
oingo boingo
peaches
pet shop boys
rammstein
robert palmer
salt-n-pepa
SHINY TOY GUNS
the sisters of mercy
skinny puppy
suicide commando
terrorfakt
timelords
vnv nation
wumpscut
ZOMBIE GIRL

Movies:

PARTY MONSTER, DONNIE DARKO the nightmare before christmas, ghostworld, brick, death to smoochy, stir of echoes, american history x, tim burton films, edward norton movies

Television:

futurama, duckula, family guy, that 70's show, true crime shows, cartoons, fosters home for imaginary friends, adult swim, six feet under, dexter

Books:

queen of the damned, red dwarf, deranged, misfortune, pandora, more.. i don't know. i don't read nearly as much as i wish.

Heroes:

albert fish, rowan atkinson, issei sagawa, ogre, STEVE NAGHAVI, phineas gage

My Blog

i'm a zombie

oh how i detest straight up liquor.  but alas all i have to pregame is vodka.  i am dressed up as a zombie for doom gloom.  tonight is zombie night.  so norfolk will be crawling wi...
Posted by ryan roboto on Wed, 09 May 2007 06:26:00 PST

You Mean Everything To Me!!

(Beth, I'm listening to our song!!) My world suddenly isn't as drab and self-absorbed as it used to be.  Today is my first day relaxing in quite a while; a day spent with very little artistic end...
Posted by ryan roboto on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 07:07:00 PST

A New Heart Like Suicide

Subject has a dual meaning.  The first is that I'm composing a "secret" version of Heart Like Suicide.  Also I took another step today towards turning my life into art.  I'll announce i...
Posted by ryan roboto on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 03:49:00 PST

Heart Like Suicide

Today I finished composing and recording Heart Like Suicide, a highly personal song in A Flat Major.  I must admit that although lyrically it was kind of painful to speak of the occurances in my ...
Posted by ryan roboto on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 06:04:00 PST

quantum suicide.. err.. short story i mean.

music takes a back seat momentarily.  i spent the last 4 days writing a short story.  finished last night.  17 pages single spaced.  working on another as we speak.  i don't k...
Posted by ryan roboto on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 06:08:00 PST

le fucking sigh....

things turned out exactly how i thought they would.  promises broken.  back turned.  blah blah.  anyway i'm pretty down about it.  but whatever.  i don't consider myself ...
Posted by ryan roboto on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 02:16:00 PST

difficulties

life has proven itself to be pretty annoying.  i'm going through some personal difficulties right now, and unfortunately it's outside the realm of friend's support.  last thursday i left the...
Posted by ryan roboto on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 04:22:00 PST

music deceased

angel 99 exists solely on an external hard drive; a four year old 80 gig unit that was always near 100% full.  a couple weeks ago it died, taking with it the secrets to every song i had written d...
Posted by ryan roboto on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 05:47:00 PST

Art Part 3

It's been... 9 years since I painted anything.  Well, I mean paint in the traditional sense--meaning canvas, acrylics, brushes; that sort of thing.  I stopped painting after an art teacher I...
Posted by ryan roboto on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 04:59:00 PST

randomness

i had a very fun time last night at the wave.  i met a lot of new people *wink*, got very drunk, and danced a lot.  had almost no sleep and got up this morning to accompany raven to court in...
Posted by ryan roboto on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 05:40:00 PST