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You Don't Know What You Missing

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About Me


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I am no longer afraid of who Shai represents, who Shai is to become. I am no longer afraid of my failures, trying to hide from my success. I am no longer afraid of my voice, which is powerful and respected. I am no longer afraid of my journey, or my destiny, for I am to become a great servant in God's presence. I am no longer afraid to look Satan in the face, but thrilled that he has the audacity to look into mine. I am no longer that shy, hesitant, afraid, feeble spirit. I am a new spirit, a cleansed spirit. A new soul. I am a new me, and I stand here before God, in all his glory, to tell you that I am new. I am no longer apart of the old, but a part of the New. I am no longer living in Sheila, the flesh, but Sheila, the spirit. I AM NO LONGER AFRAID TO BECOME WHO GOD WANTS ME TO BE. Sheila Cameron One Thing before you begin to read my page . . . . If you're not gonna note me with more than three words, get lost. I'm tired of seeing the same tired messages. "What's up ma?" "Get at me, sexy" Or these phrases "Damn ma, you fly as hell, hit me up" "You got a big a**, and a pretty face. I want to get to know you" If your intentions are NOT to get to know me TRULY as a friend, then bounce back. I'm looking for men with DECENT CONVERSATIONS and ALIKE INTERESTS. I am NOT interested to meeting yo a** offline for a hookup etc, nor to find a man. I'm a intelligent woman. Now come at me with some sense, DANG. . . . You can continue now. *Love is such a controvesial word, at least I think so. It's used for like, it's used for want, it's used for need, it's used for Lust, but very rarely is it used for it's sole purpose, Love* What it is Peoples? Nice of you to come by and grace my spot with your presence. I'm Known by Sheila Cameron, but you can call me Shai. I'm young, intelligent and got alot of things to accomplish and gotta be a role model for my angel (Aleyah Joi. Look at tha pics), so please . . if you ain't about doing AND being RIGHT for God, and encouraging and meeting those who are about the same thing, then bounce to another spot. I'm about trying to get on the path to Righteousness and to see His Kingdom, not the path to death and destruction. I'm a very complex person, and since there are TOO MANY simplistic people in the world, I can't seem to find anyone as myself. Which is no surprise. I am very different person. Don't expect to hear from me everyday, nor expect me to always tell you how I feel. Three words that describes me to the tee? Emotional, Moody, and Introvert. That's me. Where do I see myself in 5 years? BALLIN BABY!! Yes, yes. I know my path where God intended me to be, and I'm here to tell EVERYONE . . Do not get in my way, because I have no problem leaving you behind for GOD. I go wherever the Spirit says . . . so you know what I mean. As far as relationships, I would love to have a God-fearing, Ambitious, Determined, Intelligent, Sensitive, Affectionate, Sweet, Understanding, Witty, Outgoing, Fun CHRISTIAN man, but PLEASE! Tell me where to find him because THAT description seems hard to find. I'm open to have a relationship. A long-lasting, committed relationship. But, I'm a real cool person with great conversation. I'd like to get to know you first, see what we have in common and go from there. So, if you need a friend to talk to, or someone real cool to talk about God with, hit me up. I'm a great friend. And before I rest this page, I just want you all to know that appreciate what you have right now at this very moment because in the next second, next minute, next hour, next day, It could be gone. Never be discouraged about what you have now. Just have faith in God and believe that one day it will be better.

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My Interests

Hmm, I have a few interests. Namely music and poetry. I love to be around good people and goofy azz people like myself. Of course, my babygirl is my main interest. But I love basketball. GO SIXERS! Internet is one of them, dancing, walking to the park (if I can find a close one), going to the movies, mall, clubs (very very soon) reading, I LOVE TO READ, talking on the phone and just chillen really.

I'd like to meet:

GOD, JESUS, MOSES, ELIJAH, & APOSTLE PAUL
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Shai Cameron. Household Name Peeps!
Birthday: July 21st. CANCER REPPIN!
Birthplace: Oregon. Where the mountains and skies are endless
Current Location: D-ville (Duncanville, peoples)
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown, Red, and Black
Height: 5'2. Short & Sexy. Sheila & Shai. SS. Get it?
Right Handed or Left Handed: Rightie
Your Heritage: Native American
The Shoes You Wore Today: some silver flip flops that i've been wearing everyday since I brought them , lol.
Your Weakness: Uh . . . hmmm . . I dunno. FINE ASS MEN
Your Fears: I own no fear.
Your Perfect Pizza: Pineapples, olives, and cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I've already achieved it
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Already! , 4real?
Thoughts First Waking Up: My beautiful angel . . . (My daughter)
Your Best Physical Feature: Physical? Lol my ass, thighs, breasts, lips, eyes, smile. EVERYTHING!
Your Bedtime: Nigga, I'm grown. Grown Folks don't have bedtimes
Your Most Missed Memory: When my daughter was first born
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi, come on now. COKE IS DISGUSTING!
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK, ALL THE WAY!
Single or Group Dates: Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Only drink Lipton. Nestea is authentic
Chocolate or Vanilla: Damn . . I can't have both?
Cappuccino or Coffee: I don't care for them
Do you Smoke: Yes . . at times but it ain't cigs or b&m's
Do you Swear: Not too often, I'm trying to watch myself
Do you Sing: Yes. Very good too.
Do you Shower Daily: What in the hell do you think? I stay Fresh.
Have you Been in Love: Define Love.
Do you want to go to College: Yezzir
Do you want to get Married: yezzir, to the right person, at the right time
Do you belive in yourself: Everyday I do, because if I don't, who will?
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not anymore
Do you think you are Attractive: I ain't got a big head or nothing, but I'm sexy :o)
Are you a Health Freak: Not really
Do you get along with your Parents: My pops is still mad about what I did, but My moms is my best friend
Do you like Thunderstorms: No. NO!
Do you play an Instrument: Used to play the clarient, bass
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope
In the past month have you Smoked: Yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EW
In the past month have you been on Stage: No, but look for me next yr. MS.SHAI! HOUSEHOLD NAME!
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope, not dating
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: No and never wanna be.
Ever been called a Tease: Lol, that's what I am.
Ever been Beaten up: Puhleaze. Does God ever get beat up? Didn't think so.
Ever Shoplifted: When i was younger
How do you want to Die: I'm never going to die. I'll always be living, but not in a physical sense
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Already Grown playa. That phase is over.
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy, Africa, Haiti, Fiji, Thailand, China, Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Doesn't mattwe
Favourite Hair Color:
Short or Long Hair: dont matter, just be neat with it
Height: At least 5 inches taller than me, cuz I'm 5'2 and i like to wear heels
Weight: NONYA!!
Best Clothing Style: Ms.Shai
Number of Drugs I have taken: None homie
Number of CDs I own: used to be over 100, now i dont have any becuz someone likes to steal peoples shit
Number of Piercings: EARS
Number of Tattoos: NONE
Number of things in my Past I Regret: None. My past is what made me become who I am today.

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Music:

I listen to all kind of music. I love anything from Jazz to Alternative Rock. I'm just a very diverse person. Born and Raised to be.Some Artists I Bang To: Nelly Diddy Christina A. Jagged Edge Chris Brown Trey Songz Twista JT Busta Rhymes A. Keys MJB R. Kelly Big Boi & Andre 3000 India. Arie Musiq Soulchild Faith HillAnd those are just a select few I listen to

Movies:

King Kong, Four Brothers, Hitch, Finding Nemo, Lion King 1 and 2, The Notebook, Jungle Fever, Sugar Hill, The Brothers, The Wood, The Best Man, Hotel Rwanda, Ray, Johnson Family Vacation, Are We There Yet? , Roll Bounce

Television:

The Real World, That 70's Show, Will & Grace, Laguna Beach, Surreal Life, Roseanne, Fresh Prince, Jamie Foxx, In Living Color, Living Single, Whats Happeneing!, The Wayans Bro., Good Times.

Books:

Eric Jerome Dickey, Brenda Jackson, Edwardo Jackson, Terry McMillin, Zane, and a few others. Only like to read urban books.
You Are An ISTJ
The Duty Fulfiller
You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done.
You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings.
Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you.
Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy.
In love, you are loyal and honest. If you commit yourself to someone, then you're fully committed.
For you, love is something that happens naturally. And you don't need romantic gestures to feel loved.
At work, you remember details well and are happy to take on any responsibility.
You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.
How you see yourself: Decisive, stable, and dependable
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, conservative, and egotistical What's Your Personality Type?

Heroes:

My only hero is my daughter. Because of her, I have become a better person.
You Are Sunrise
You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

My Blog

The Pain I’ve Chosen To Let Go

I haven't really talked about this situation . . I did the same old thing Sheila always does . . take those feelings and tuck them away . .but I refused to do it with this situation . .I'll remember t...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:49:00 PST

Please, I Ask

I feel trapped, forever trapped in this worldSurrounded by people that I no longer care forPlace in an enviroment where I can't thriveMy heart has grown considerably cold and dispiritedNo longer carin...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Fri, 30 May 2008 09:16:00 PST

I didn’t want to . . but felt like I had to

I didn't want to . . but something was telling me I need to leave him alone, before I become a fatal attraction, lmao! No, seriously, that was how much I really really really liked him. I'm telling yo...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Wed, 21 May 2008 09:52:00 PST

I feel so lost . . .

Im so lost right now. My car is damaged, my music career is hanging by a thread, the person i miss talking to, we barely talk, i dont have a job, want to go to school. It just seems like Satan is trul...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Fri, 09 May 2008 11:15:00 PST

"HIM" A Poem

I think about him all day . .He's on my mind when I wake upuntil the time I fall asleepHis smell still in my nostrils, tickling my sensesHis beautiful brown eyes that kept me calmHis gorgeous smile th...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Sun, 04 May 2008 01:31:00 PST

How God Speaks To People

You know, I've been praying to God for a while now. Praying to him for all kinds of things to happen. And, I'll admit honestly, that I didn't use to believe he would answer my prayers, but then I deci...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:05:00 PST

Rambling, Constant Thoughts . . . . .

So . .  what’s in my head? Let’s see . . .Every morning, I look at my mother, and although I feel sometimes a profound love, and a frustrating stupidity for her, I still see her as on...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 12:24:00 PST

Myself In A Nutshell - A Poem

Dynamic duo, that’s how they describe Tina & Ike Turner Like ice & water, they fit perfectly together.. Blended oh so well like dough into flour Creating an addictive aroma, like honey &...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:11:00 PST

LOOK OUT FOR MS.SHAI’S NEXT SONG, "HANDS UP!"

What it do, peoples? Sorry I haven’t been around lately to keep in touch, or to see how you are doing, but I hope you all are doing very well in your music (which I know you all are because ever...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 06:55:00 PST

Friday’s Update!

What it is, peoples? Sorry I haven’t been tuned in much for my fans, or for my familia, but we all know how I am, and sometimes I retreat to my shell to regroup, rethink, and redo. If you were ...
Posted by You Don't Know What You Missing on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 07:18:00 PST