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bettina valerie

I am here for Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

Traveling thats my passion. I like to be passionate about my relationships; typically wants to share stuff with him always (whoever that him will be). A very warm and generous person. Posses a sense of grievance or passionate feelings towards a loved one that lead to ruin. Optimistic, friendly, showy and dressy. I like knocking myself out to make sure everyone has a good time. I like to party and stay out all day and night. I am versatile and free. My thinking is quite progressive. I can handle sudden changes because i myself is built to be flexible amidst changing times. Although my ideas are no doubt revolutionary, other people have to be taught to understand me. Right now im trying to a have a new life. Don't really know what a new life's like but i know i really do need to get a life!!! and fast. Ive been living in this deep, dark whole with snakes and bugs that sucked the life out of me, but still i kept myself from thinking that these are God's ways to make me learn. But no! This is not a test. This is already a torture. And i, myself is causing this. Ive been allowing myself to be tortured by making myself believe these are all tests from God. How stupid can i get?!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Gai (nickname)
Birthday: january 11 1986
Birthplace: roxas city
Current Location: my house
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: can do both
Your Heritage:
The Shoes You Wore Today: bedroom slippers
Your Weakness: black chocolates!
Your Fears: nothing
Your Perfect Pizza: my own pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: tambay the whole day!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: im tired got to go hunny!
Thoughts First Waking Up: should i wake up or not?
Your Best Physical Feature: my butt!
Your Bedtime: 3 am
Your Most Missed Memory: elementary years. the time i started doing crazy stuffs!
Pepsi or Coke: Pop Cola!
MacDonalds or Burger King: Franks!
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Beer
Chocolate or Vanilla: black chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: black coffee
Do you Smoke: since grade school
Do you Swear: ofcourse no! fuckin no!
Do you Sing: while doing my business in the toilet
Do you Shower Daily: two times a day
Have you Been in Love: uhmmm?
Do you want to go to College: i am still in college an will always be in college!
Do you want to get Married: NO fuckin way!
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: everyday of my life!
Are you a Health Freak: no i have aids!
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes when i need money
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes hurricanes even
Do you play an Instrument: yes with my fingers!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes green cross alcohol
In the past month have you Smoked: just a minute ago
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes rugby
In the past month have you gone on a Date: told you not into dates
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: everyday
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no chokies lang!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no siomai lang
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no love life nga!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
Ever been Drunk: last night
Ever been called a Tease: just a minute ago
Ever been Beaten up: while havin sex!
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: during orgasm
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a nun!!! lol
What country would you most like to Visit:
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: grey
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: long hair
Height: should be not less than 5'6
Weight: atleast 130 lbs.
Best Clothing Style: board shorts, white shirt and leather slippers
Number of Drugs I have taken: biogesic, mefenamic acid, ponstan, viagra for girls. lots na rin!
Number of CDs I own: two racks of 'em
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 5/7/2000
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
what is your name? bettina valerie reyes
your age? 19
still a virgin? hell no!
how many guys have you slept with? when? for this day only? uhmmm.. (still counting)
what type of undies do you usually wear? thongs the lacey ones
favorite color? black and white
favorite food? bagoong
weirdest dream? i wanted to kill someone (ooh twasn't a dream lol)
do you smoke? every minute every hour of the day
do you drink? when i feel like it
are you into drugs? if you have one i will
what's the wildest thing you've done in bed? the acrobatic style!!!
are you a party animal? before
ever have plans of going abroad? tomorrow
what's your ideal date? not into dating
do you plan to get married one day? NO!
what's the initial of the man you're planning to marry? CRISS ANGEL!
who's your biggest crush? oooohhh elementary question!
ever been dumped? no i never allow that
describe your ideal man SUPERMAN
do you prefer to be courted or not? NO!
would you sleep with the man on the 1st date? i always do!
your favorite place inside your house? the toilet
biggest goal you want to achieve? finish school
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My Interests

I love to shop. You can leave me in a mall for a day and still wont be done after you get back. And it is a therapy for me too. I love music. And im not ashamed to admit that i LOVE love songs. Classical music like, apenny for your thoughts nickel for a kiss a dime if you tell me that you love me....:) it cools the mind and eases the pain.. hmmm.. what else.. but oh i dont listen to tagalog corny srtuffs. that will be too much already. No april boy and jolina on my list. I write. Anywhere. When the mood strucks me il write it anywhere. From a toilet paper (mind you toilet paper not tissue. it only means im somwhere nobody knows) , on my thighs down to my legs. Thats why now i always keep a notepad mith me. I dont wana look like a scratch paper when im otside and the mood strucks me. I read alot. Cant live without anything to read. In a month a spend a maximum of five hundred bucks on magazins. Love reading astrology books. Witchcrafts and stuffs that people think are weird. And when im inside that place where no one knows, it takes me about an hour or more to finish the task. Its not that im having a hard time, i just want to finish my reading inside that place while doing the task. I paint. But not that often anymore. Got no inspiration at the moment. I always love the beach. Its a paradise for me. When im old and senile i want to spend my last years in that paradise. And die happy. And oh i love to eat and sleep too.

I'd like to meet:

Im highly intuitive. Have the ability to sense whether a person is in love or in lust with me. This is particularly helpful, as i am only interested in serious relationships. Ironically, it is the naughty and playful types who always attracts me. My past partners often complain that i am too exacting. Yes this problem is due to my unresolved insecurities. And im starting to forgive people who have hurt me in the past coz it is really unfair to punish your present partner for the mistake of others.

The Keys to Your Heart


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Music:

mishka adams:god bless the child,tony bennett:dream a little dream,steve tyrell:as time goes by, angela bofill:you should know by now,boyz2men:on bended knee,kc&jojo:all my life

Movies:

flight of the phoenix, phantom of the opera, finding neverland, city of angels, autumn in new york, pretty woman, edward scissor hand, pirates of the carribbean, sister act 1&2, sound of music, moulin rouge, coyote ugly, madagascar, kingdom og heaven

Television:

Cartoon Network, Disney Channel,oprah, mismatch,queer eye for the straight guy, jacktv, king of queens, still standing, boston public, the apprentice, spongebob square pants, ally mcbeal, growing up gotti, funniest home videos

Books:

Witchcrafts, astrology, bridges of madison county, anne rice's: lasher,interview with the vampire, the mummy/ chitra banerjee divakaruni:sisters of my heart / susan volland:love and meatballs / emma mclaughlin and nicola kraus:citizen girl' the nanny diaries/ graham mcnamee:hate you

Heroes:

My mom.. i just wish she is here now. Won't be in this mess if she is here. I miss her so much.

My Blog

oficially inlove

officially inlovei thought i was doomed having this fragile little creature inside mei didn't know what to do. how was i going to explain such thing to my family, my friends and to that person i was i...
Posted by bettina valerie on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 03:16:00 PST

Ecstatically Satisfying

The way he looked at her made her feel so infinitely desirable that she did not quibble further. Her lungs seemed to need more air than she could breathe in. Her heart started to slam around her chest...
Posted by bettina valerie on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 02:11:00 PST

NOT TOO SOON

this will be a very merry christmas for me and a real NEW year!!! SCARED REALLY SCARED! but no regrets... promise! ...
Posted by bettina valerie on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 12:35:00 PST

50 IS NOT ENOUGH

Watch the sunset together. Whisper to each other. Cook for each other. Walk in the rain with her, Hold hands. Buy gifts for each other. Roses (preferably white) Fid out their fave scent and spray it ...
Posted by bettina valerie on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 02:21:00 PST

mah burobogtugoy

who the hell is burobogstugoy?! hahahaha. he is mah pototoy with lotsa burnik! hahaahaha... *whispering* pototoy... shhh.. hahahaha.. he is a crazy ass just like me. amu ra baby amu ra!? amu ja amu ja...
Posted by bettina valerie on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 09:07:00 PST

THE REAL DEAL

i dont know whats the real deal between us now but i promised myself not to be bothered with crazy thoughts anymore. its you and its me you love.. and thats the real deal.. i guess.. :) till i see you...
Posted by bettina valerie on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 09:01:00 PST

COMING BACK TO LIFE

COULD YOU BE THE ONE? Could you be the one for me?Could you be my find?Could it be, after all this time,Fate is going to be kind?Could you be the one for me,The one to help me forgetThe man that brok...
Posted by bettina valerie on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 01:36:00 PST

SADpoems

ETERNITY Wandering in darkness grope,Finding not a glimpse of hope.Fingers touch to find my way,Each foot fall, my heart betraysThe fear which drives me through the day.Suddenly the ground is lost,Fl...
Posted by bettina valerie on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 12:48:00 PST

The unexpected

i'll start this with, yeah i left strong words of rage the last time i wrote. And after you (whoever the you reading this) read evrything here, you might stab me with words like you dont honor words y...
Posted by bettina valerie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

When Will I See You Again

  Have you ever felt that there's something missing in your life? Besides the fact that every person can never be satisfied with things that fall on their lap. I exclude myself on that matter. I ...
Posted by bettina valerie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST