LOVE, Traveling, learning, getting dressed up, being watched... being adored, taking care of my loved ones, wishing, dreaming, smiling, hoping walking, exploring,swimming, doing new thing's... flowers,candy, waffles, doughnuts, music, concerts, animals, healing the sick, energizing the weary, making friends,moving on, living, loving, laughing, crying, feeling special, slippers, incense, fireplaces, fresh fruit, sunsets,strawberry's,rainstorms karaoke, being the center of attention, being watched, being understood, memories, tattoo's,glitter, blankies, coffee, NOT being the center of attention, bondage, spankings, having a proper daddy being cuddled, sunshine, fresh O.J.,having my hair washed, moonbathing, stargazing, the smell of apples, trusting someon, telling secrets to a girlfriend, hustling, learning, growing and changing, moving on and looking back...it reminds you where you have been and why you left.
I'd like to meet:
I would be so happy to meet anyone who doesn't just want to ...well how should I say this...um, screw me. Not to be mean....Reallythere is so much more to me than that and you'd be wasting your time... mine too. I love REAL fucking people... from left of centerwho are genuinely AWAKE...alive...& adorable and intensely friendly... Fun & funny, without an agenda or an alterior motive... Like people that aren't mean but mean what they say and what thier saying is from the heart. To a heart. Caring to not to break it.It is not hard to understand that the way's we act and treat others is what decides the "state of our union"You know..."do unto other's'.... and "What come's around, goes around"Quantum physics people...it's the basic law of attracton. The energy we put out there really does"do something"I try not to expect anything from the people in my life that I couldn't or wouldnt do or be myself I like to actually feel thing's, and I really like being aliveevery gritty little grotesque, gratifying, graceful gorgeous moment of lifehopefully there are others who are a little something like me and some others who are anything but "like me"...they are the ones who teach me the most.
Music:
I love jazz...blondie...guns n roses...green day...muse ...my chemical romance... duran duran...depeche mode...avenged 7 fold...shiny toy guns...social distortion...weezer...ween...rob zombie...my life with the thrill kill kult ...souixsie and the banshees...thecure...gunther...AFI...michael jackson ..incubus...silver sun pickups...peaches...blink182...bloodhound gang... louise the 14...kasabian...jimmy eat world...prince...the killers...ladytron...blur...cake...shaggy...outkast... cee-lo...trick daddy......sublime...fallout boy...queens of the stone age...janes addiction...the monkees....violent femmes...sex pistols ...george michael...mary j... joy division...moby...metallica...turbo negro...kimball collins...ccrock...sasha...prodigy...NIN... interpole...death cab for cutie...the bravery...the specials...clash...lords of acid...nightmare of you...oasis...panic at the disco... the libertine's...mark farina...the smithereens ...johnny cash...niel diamond...rod stewart...led zeppilin...red hot chili peppers...lionel ritchie...stevie wonder...the beastie boys and elvis.
Movies:
P rn, animated porn...amateur porn...70's or 80's porn ...soft porn...fetish porn...and especially girl/girl porn.You get the idea.... I love older comedies like Fletch, Armed and Dangerous, Better off Dead, Airplane, etc... Requiem for a Dream, Sid and Nancy, The Hunger,Serial Mom, Breakfast Club, Female Trouble, Pink Flamingo's,Rocky Horror(4 yrs on cast R.I.P)Picture Show Anything David Lynch, What Dreams May Come, Half Baked, Wierd Science, A Clockwork Orange, any thing from the 80's, The Godfather, and of course, Alice in Wonderland... "Curiouser, and Curiouser..." And I love horror movies but I really do hate all the blood.
Television:
I don't really watch T.V. as much as listen to it... I spend alot of time at home working and the "picture box" provides the background noise. The news here in L.A. is pretty crazy and depressing to say the least. ... although, I love the morning news and their gentleman anchor is one of my heroes. He reminds me of my Daddy in that he is surrounded by women everyday and is just a basket case from it.(in the nicest way) Montel since hes been smokin herb...and child, love me sum Tyra...I Love Lucy is a good way to kill off time...King Of The hill...The Simpsons...Family Guy...American Dad(mostly for the gay alien"Roger")etc... I love Family Guy, and American Dad and anything, just about, on Comedy Central is good to keep a smile on my face. Plus, I cant stand reality T.V... I mean, I ALREADY LIVE IN REALITY...!!! God.
Heroes:
My Daddy,for giving me the whole fucking world, my son Anthony for making me a MotherFrankie(mon amore) my best friend, my lover, my arch nemisses...for the innocence of getting to be your first true love...my Mother, for adopting me and for loving me, Cynthia Steere for giving me life and wanting to give me a better one... my sister for her patience...Dr.Timothy Leary...Lewis Carrol...Walt Disney...Marquis DeSade ...Vincent Price...Dr.Martin Luther King...Madonna...Mariah Carey...Elizabeth Hurley... Prince...Steve Edwards...Montel Williams...Robert Downey Jr...John Travolta...Johnny Rotten...Nikki Syxx...Tim Burton...Bill Clinton...Ronald Reagan...Princess Diana ...Christopher Walken...John Waters...Divine...Pete Burns...Andy Warhol Georgia O'keefe...Picasso...Renoir...Jean Michele Basquait... Junko MizunoSybil Ann Storm (my dearest Stevie) for well everything and especially for teaching me how to be more of a woman than a real woman could ever ...Carrie Pearch for being my 2nd Mom and inspiring me now that I'm a Mom...Stevie Nicks...Cher...Tina Turner for putting up with Ike, Ryan, my best friend, and the biggest BITCH-rock-star-that I have the pleasure to have found friendship in...Crystal Merrick {you are the classiest hooker that ever was)and for helping me cope in hell...Jeannie, for the same, and your dignity... the girls from G dorm Orange County Fl. you are strong and tattered and so lovely for the intensity we lived through for 3 months together ...& our inspiration, Ms. Michelle...Anna Grady (my great grandmother) you were a true pioneer...and Charles Hartford(my grandpa) for all the acceptance and true sense of family and love...those who are fearless...those who still believe...anyone who has suffered ...and who have loved... anyone who has rescued an animal...fed a hungry mouth...been a friend...kicked an addiction...kept the faith...said a prayer...brought a smile...overcame adversity...anyone who has ever adopted and loved a child or anything else...who's said "Thank You"...or told the truth...stood up for or spoken out against. And mostly for the LAY-DIES!!! bred-up...prized possesion's...smart ass women...single mothers...femme fatales...madame's and whore's ...bitches and ho's... all of the strong ass girrrl's who did whatever it took to make shit happen or made thier dreams come true!!! Love 2 you all.
