Have I still got you to keep me warm? |
I guess I just wasn't expecting it, and that's part of why it hurt so much. But I deserved it; my indecisiveness finally caught up to me and may have just lost me a really great guy. I know that he li...
Posted by Emilie on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:29:00 PST |
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head |
I'm in a horrible mood right now, I don't know why. Part of it might be that I'm really tired. I can't wait to get home and take a nap.
The more and more I think about it, the more and more I'm convin...
Posted by Emilie on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 12:20:00 PST |
Something's happening, don't speak too soon |
I made a difficult decision yesterday. I decided that I'm going to take a break from school for a while. It's just too much right now. I really need to focus on getting my health back, because even th...
Posted by Emilie on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 07:03:00 PST |
I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride |
Last night Jackie had a game night at her house. At first I was gonna be antisocial and not go, but I'm so glad I went. I met all these cool new people. It's amazing how much people you've never even ...
Posted by Emilie on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 01:53:00 PST |
Don't look back in anger |
I had a dream the other night, and now I'm having all these thoughts that I know I shouldn't. I'm just too damn impulsive, and that's a consequence of my illness, but that doesn't make it any easier t...
Posted by Emilie on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 11:37:00 PST |
So I'll start a revolution from my bed |
Ugh I am so sick of having insomnia. I can never sleep anymore. It sucks because usually someone is up to keep me company but no one is right now. You know what else sucks? One of the side effects of ...
Posted by Emilie on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 12:51:00 PST |
I've got to clear my head |
I really wish I could get out of this awful mood. I need something to get my mind off that asshole, because as each day passes, I just get more and more angry because he still hasn't called me. I wond...
Posted by Emilie on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:03:00 PST |
Hear if you're gonna live without me |
I can't even begin to explain how angry I am. How can a guy just ditch you like that? It would be one thing if we didn't really have anything, but I mean he showed me pictures of his son, told me I'd ...
Posted by Emilie on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 04:28:00 PST |
Waiting to be consumed by you |
Men are stupid. That is all.
"The First Taste"- Fiona Apple
I lie in an early bed thinking late thoughtsWaiting for the black to replace my blueI do not struggle in your web because it was my aim to g...
Posted by Emilie on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 02:24:00 PST |
Maybe you're gonna be the one who saves me |
I seriously forgot how amazing this band is. I also forgot how amazing life can be when you're surrounded by the right people :)
"Wonderwall"- Oasis
Today is gonna be the dayThat they're gonna throw i...
Posted by Emilie on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 10:03:00 PST |
