Spiders, philosophy, music, good movies, cold weather, most all books, knives, glass orbs, Tarot, occult, sharp things, deception, ambivalence + ambiguity, dejection, contemplation, midnight coffee binges, secrets, cultural studies, psychology, regret, mind-fucking, Jack Daniel's whiskey, discouragement, moments of perfect clarity during states of blissful inebriation, old pictures where people look like ghosts, harlequins, observing all around me, existentialism, the prospect of becoming non-existant. There is much more, but my trains of thought have collided.
Innocent ones with the highest degrees of guilt.
Katatonia, Nevermore, + Dark Tranquility are my top favourite bands. Behemoth, Machine Head, Suffocation, Immolation, Nine inch nails, Sisters of Mercy, Stabbing Westward. Misery Loves Company, Lacuna Coil, David Bowie, Anathema, A Perfect Circle, Moonspell, In Flames, VNV Nation, V.A.S.T., Amorphis, 30 Seconds To Mars, Lamb of God, Diary of Dreams, Enigma, Finger Eleven, K.M.F.D.M., November 17, Opeth, Paradise Lost, Sister Machine Gun, The Sins Of Thy Beloved.
Brain rot
Philosophy, some art history, mind fucks, some religious philosophy, psychology, occult(surprise surprise), fiction, classic literature. But mostly those small insignificant books that teach you things that your parents, skools, political + religious figures, + any and all higher authority will never teach you.