"Your friends love you, if i knew nothing else about you that would be enough, but you also tilt when you should withdraw, that is knightly too."
Who am I? Why would anyone want to know me? why should you even read on?
I used to think I knew......
Im am not a special and unique snowflake, im not my fucking khaki's....lol
I feel: alone
I want to be: A Hero
I want to find: Love
I have: Faith
I need: hope
The three absolute truths of wich i have no doubt:
1: "There is a God."
2: "I am not him."
3: "This to shall pass."
I used to think that as long as your intentions were righteous, your actions could never be otherwise. I was wrong.
I used to think I knew Alot, that I could understood anything, but im more lost for having though this.
I've learned from those who came before me, that every thing I do and every choice I make effects not only me but all those who will follow. We do not live in a vacuume where our choices have no bearing on the world around us. it is quite the opposite every singe breath you take every thought that is conceived in the deepest recesses of your mind effects the world on large. each and every day you effect people and places that you have never seen, or even knew existed.
I can only hope that some how I can help make this world a better place for all those who will follow me.
I believe in Friendship, in Loyalty, In the basic goodness inherent in every human being. I believe in love at first sight & true love. I believe in the American Dream, in truth and justice and the "American Way" (the freedom in which out country was founded and molded). I believe in god and that Jesus died for my sins, and that this world was created to give man the opportunity to choose god. I believe that magic is a part of our natural lives, I believe faith is the corner stone of a functional society. I believe in our judicial system, it is as perfect as such a system could ever be.
Once your inside what I perceive as my pack/circle of friends your in it for life for better or for worse.
Some times I feel that I don't know how to be a person, I feel like I'm only pretending to fit in, and that i never quite do. I think it was Shakespear who said all the worlds a stage, all the people are merely players in it. well often I feel like I'm up there in front of the audience and I've forgot my lines.
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............................................................ .............................. Kerri: Okay haha.i had a dream you came up to me in 7-11 and was like 'hey your Kerri' and i was like 'yeah who are you' and you said 'god' and than it switched it like us being on a plane and jumping off it like skydiving lol. i woke up and was like wow Pete is god hahaha. weird right? ..i have the weirdest dreams i swear
me: no I'm not worthy of such a sentiment, only god is god. but ill be your angel. ............................................................ ..............................
"I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day." - Vincent Van Gogh
"I aim to mis-behave." - Firefly
"if you're not willing to risk it all , you don't want it bad enough"
"Dream like you'll live forever, live like you'll die tomorrow"
"Work like you don't need money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like no one is watching."
"For when you stop feeling pain your no longer alive......"
"While one man hesitates because he feels inferior, the other is busy making mistakes and becoming superior"
"A strong man stands up for himself, a stronger man stands up for others"
"The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it"
"The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible"
"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one. . . Wrap it carefully with hobbies and luxuries, avoid all entanglements and keep it safe in the casket of your selfishness. But in the casket - safe, dark, motionless, airless - it will change. It will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable". -C.S Lewis
“Suppose the whole idea of grownups was an illusion? What if there money was really just playground marbles, there business deals no more then baseball-card trades, there wars only games of guns in the park? What if they were all still snotty-nosed kids inside there suits and dresses? Christ, that couldn't be could it?†— Stephen King
“Not least of my problems is that I can hardly even imagine what kind of an experience a genuine, self-authenticating religious experience would be. Without somehow destroying me in the process, how could God reveal himself in a way that would leave no room for doubt. If there were no room for doubt, there would be no room for me.†— Frederick Buechner
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