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About Me

"i wanted respect, instead i turned into a wishing well with legs." musician, music is the passion that feeds life. realistic, pessimism optimism usually are not enough. an artisit in all perspectives, not closeing one's mind and appreciating art is living, art is what it means too be human! or beyond... sanity? no only a mask those afraid to be true to themselves do they wear. observationist. humans are too busy, always wondering why there isnt enough time: in order to have time one must take time. INSOMNIAC. typical does not exist in this vocabulary. use of big words to expuge stereotypes and baffle with intellectual prowness, not too be taken as conceited or arrogant. but is maybe just a bit. loving one self recognizing ones beauty was key to this growth. it is ok to admit you are beautiful you can love yourself! and if you dont find it, how can one love someone if they cant see it in the mirror?!? betrayal warrants death. emotionless, too many years of being emotionally worn and beaten and drained, has left completely exhausted, rendering neutral and careless. never hopeless. THE FUTURE: some assembly required. *trust is the most valued respected and important aspect of any and every relationship!* tendencies to emotionally maim, spiteful for already given reasons. wont hurt, unless provoked! appreciate what you have because there is always someone with less. the one thing everything has the potential to have, beauty. what are we without realizeing it??? the first casualty of war is always the truth. when is the last time you stopped to appreciate? anything. having to do what ever it takes to be happy, make some fun of life or at least make fun of it. life just isnt worth living if you cant enjoy it. sick of people who think they cant! there is no such thing, you are in control, you will ultimately decide how good or bad your life is, so dont complain grow up and take charge!!! yeah havnt we all lived the shitty life, but that doesnt mean it cant be changed. no one is trully alone, unless you decide you are. challengeing peoples beliefs, broadening minds could be taken like a hobby. no religion, it would seem none can be proven right nor wrong. chess. open minded-'key' too life. friends are what keeps the will too live willing. creepy. misunderstood. who isnt, who will take the time to see, unravel this here mystery. make-up. secure. burn your garden world so a better one may grow from the ashes. satisfied? never! there is always more!!!.. width="425" height="350" ..aaaaiiiiiiiimmmmm---xxTheFirstBornxx

My Interests

the difference between day and night and what is and isnt between, all music is art, respect it. im hypocrite but at least i can admit it, can you?. what is and what will be, and the truth revealed in dreams. not watching tv. my loop hole would be the shows i like on dvd. choas. theory. defiance. driving no where. stars. movies, almost any movie is a good movie in its own respect. THE GENTLEMEN. life and death, what is the difference? EYES. watching the drama people create in their lives to fill in the consistently widening gap of boredom they cant help but dig. helping my friends, knowing that my welcomed meddling in their lives lets me know that i have a place, and gives me something too do. create controversy. appreciating the little things the finer details in life most never stop too see since they are too busy "living". seeing. being. enlightening. enlightenment. confusion. beauty, and finding it where no one would dare to look. i dont think there is anything that does not hold somewhere in it a form of beauty, and i would like to be proven wrong......i cant reveal infinity. but ill show you the door...

Your Deadly Sins

Pride: 100%
Wrath: 100%
Envy: 0%
Gluttony: 0%
Greed: 0%
Lust: 0%
Sloth: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%
You will become famous - and subsequently killed by a stalker.

I'd like to meet:

i used to think it was awful that life is so unfair. then i thought... wouldnt it be much worse if life were fair. ...and all the terrible things that happen to us come because we actually deserve them. so now i take great comfort in the general hostility and unfairness of the universe. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................show me you want too and ill decide if i do, so if you are going to request me there should be a messege with your request or ill just ignore it, i really am here too make friends with all my friends.

Music:

i love almost all music, as long as the artist is being an artist than it must be good some how some way. live music is what i desire, ill see any show live.

Movies:

i used to be a film student, and the list of movies i love is way too long for any one to actually care about but for those that do you can ask me for some of my favorites or all of them if you really wish...

Television:

ive got enough radio, radar, and electro magentic signals pushing through my brain every second of my life, i really dont need to fry my poor sorry mind any more with television

Books:

reading is a great passion, its a great escape, its a excellent way to calm the mind... and right now i cant think of any of my favorite reads -.-

Heroes:

i am my own hero, not to be taken as pompous conceited or arrogant, but i am the only thing that is going to get me there,(where that is i cant wait to find out), i have to be my own hero.