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About Me

We held hands on the last night on earth.
Our mouths f ille d with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,
screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.
It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated
along the bottom of the river.
So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea
and the shattered seasons lay,
and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease.
In our cancer of passion you said,
"Death is a midnight runner."
The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide.
We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.
The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop.
The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime.
I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall ,
but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two.
I rode alone.
You said, "The cinders are falling like snow."
There is poetry in despair,
and we sang with unrivaled beauty ,
bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence .
Of blue and grey .
Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city.
The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon
and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines .
Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward,
and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched
into the earth like a message.
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My Interests

ToP 1o0 FaVoRiTe ThInGs
Rain, Late Night Walks, Colton, Music, Cello, Taking back Sunday, Drawing, Skyler, Painting, The Tube, Sugar House, The Crawfords, Pink, the stars, Holding Hands, Lime Green, Afi, My brother, Vincent Price Movies, Nightmare Before Christmas, Emo Boys, SOCO, Brand New, Ciggarettes, THE SWIMMIN HOLE!, Poetry, Tattoos, Piercings, CAT SOUP, Sleeping, Road trips, Sushi, Lillies, Bleeding Hearts, Coffee, Driving, Staying up all Night, Reading, Chrysti, David Bowie, Queen, Marylin Manson, Wolves, Camping, Drunken nights with kayla, Lyrics, Mountain Dew, Ian... hes my fuckin big brother. My dogs, Vincent, MY BABY TITTY! Montana, The Ocean, COlton Playing the Drums, Chrysti playing her guitar, Running my fingers through Sky's hair, Singing, Hot baths, Candles, Insense, The number 8, Protesting, Animal Rights, Subway (EAT FRESH!) Shay, Coltasaurus, Ballet, Dancing, Concerts, Roses, Horses, Black Nails, My Ipod, Piano, My Cinderella Pen, Friday nights, My fantastical Wall Of Art, Scary Movies, Nirvana, Sublime, Nightmares, My Pink Converse, Spring, Kid Menus, Trevon, Summer, Colton's car, Gauged ears, From First to Last, Shoes, SPIDER MONKEY HUGS, Cuddling, Snake Bites, Buggies, Comfortable Silence, Writting, Classical Music, South Park, My blanky, DashBoard COnfessional.

I'd like to meet:

Music:

♥Eminem♥
♥The USED♥
♥My Chemical Romance♥
♥From First To Last♥
♥AFI♥
♥Atreyu♥
♥Underoath♥
♥Unearth♥
♥HIM♥
♥Blink 182♥
♥Brand New♥
♥Chevelle♥
♥Dashboard Confessional♥
♥Eighteen Visions♥
♥Green Day♥
♥Korn♥
♥Linkin Park
♥Lost Prophets♥
♥Marilyn Manson♥
♥Matchbook Romance♥
♥The Matches♥
♥Nirvana♥
♥Papa Roach♥
♥Plain white T's♥
♥Hawthorne Heights♥
♥Thrice♥
♥Smile Empty Soul♥
♥Something Corperate♥
♥TAKING BACK SUNDAY♥.
♥Sugarcult♥
♥System Of A Down♥
♥Trashing Andi♥
♥Showbread♥
♥Pink Floyd♥
♥Collective Soul♥
♥Alanis Morrisette♥
♥Trapt♥
♥Distance Apart♥
♥Postal Service♥
♥Senses Fail♥
♥The Bled♥
♥Slipknot♥
♥Sum 41♥
♥The Killers♥
♥Evanesence♥
♥Deftones♥
♥Metallica♥
♥Story of the Year♥
♥yO yO Ma♥
♥Death Cab For Cutie♥
♥Bright Eyes ♥
♥Otep♥
♥David Bowie♥
♥Fall Out Boy♥
♥ The Kinks ♥
♥Smile Empty Soul♥
♥Gorillaz♥
♥The Ya Ya Ya's♥
♥Distillers♥
♥Foo Fighters♥
♥Greatful Dead♥
♥Jimmy Eat World♥
♥ Jimmy Hendrics♥
♥Flyleaf♥
♥Gold Finger♥
♥Ethereal♥
♥Evergreen Terrace♥
♥Fear Before the March Of Flames♥
♥IMA Robot♥
♥Incubus♥
♥Lamb of God♥
♥Mae♥
♥Marianne Faithful♥
♥Mest♥
♥Mudvayne♥
♥POISON THE WELL♥
♥Rise Against♥
♥Strokes♥
♥Styx♥
♥Three%Hero♥
♥Tool♥
♥Weezer♥
♥Boston♥
♥Queen♥
♥Emanuel♥

Movies:

NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS

♥Spanglish♥
♥The Labrinth♥
♥Donny Darko♥
♥FINDING NEMO♥
♥Kiss Kiss BaNg BaNg♥
♥Charlie and the CHoColate Factory♥

Television:

Law and Order
SOUTH PARK!

Golden Girls
Reno 911
SpOnGeBoB
Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy

Books:

The DaVinci Code
Angels and Demons
Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah
Through Violet Eyes
With Red Hands
The Horse Whisperer

Heroes:

I love COLTON
My Best Friend
These happen to be my bestest friends in the world. YEAH... ThE wOrLd.

C.0.L.T.0.N You are my baby. Its amazing that we can share the connection that we can, and have only been friends for less than a year. You mean damn near everything to me child. You have brought such a different prisma of colors to my life(that comment had no reference to you being gay :-P)Seriously... you showed me a much more beautiful world. I miss you with every fabric of my being. I know that SOME good will come out of this tragedy. I love you baby boy. I know you re with us all.

CHRISTIAN IS THE SHIT! This is my little brother. Hes My Best fRiend, and one weird little mother fucker. Hes always there for me... He even cries when I do. I LOVE HIM!

This happens to be THE MOST kick ass mom that anyone could ever ask for. She lets me get away with everything.... and is another one of my best friends.(I would put my dad on here, cuz I love him too, but there is no picture that exists where he doesnt look pissed off)

My grandma died on Sunday November 6 ,2005. The same day my other grandma Cindy was brutally murdered... 4 years ago. First, she had lung cancer, after chemo and all of her other treatments, it went away. Later, she developed brain cancer, and her lung cancer came back. She died in a hospice room with my uncle, and her brother. We were going to go have thanksgiving with her, but instead we are spreading her ashes around thanksgiving. I wasnt actually related to Vonnie (my grandma) but she was pretty much the only mother figure that my father ever had. She was a kick ass old lady. How many people can say that their grandma got stoned and drunk off her ass with their mom at their mom's bachelorette party? She was an amazing old woman. I loved her, and I always will.
I love Shayna Poo! This girl is insane...She makes me world go round.

My Blog

Perfect...

I dont have to go back to school for over 2 months....and only one more year of the bitch left... Tomorrow is Skyler's birthday The day after is Graduation.... with a night of beligerance. Saturday I'...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 09:56:00 PST

You Poor Poor Thing...... Kayla Wilson.

So I walked into ASL today, and Kayla comes up to me and lets me know how you were talking so much shit on me on Marissa's page. Well, first thing i asked was who the fuck is Marissa? (like i'm suppos...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Sat, 13 May 2006 07:20:00 PST

Carry on as if Nothing Really matters....

I saw Colton last night in a dream. I told him alot of stuff.... but it was amazing seeing him again... and feeling his hug. I miss you baby.
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 01:58:00 PST

He knows we love him chrysti.

Is this the real life, is this just fantasyCaught in a landslide, no escape from reality Open your eyes , look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy Because I'm easy come, ea...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 08:23:00 PST

Colty-ton and Me

You've got your ball,You've got your chainTied to me tight, tie me up again.Who's got their clawsIn you my friend?Into your heart I'll beat againSweet like candy to my soulSweet you rock,And sweet you...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 04:48:00 PST

We May Die from Medication, But we Sure KillEd all the Pain

Remember that I say this now. We will meet again, on a summer day. My therapist told me that I am still in a stage of denial about coltons death. "It hasnt really hit you yet" she told me. WELL THEN W...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 10:36:00 PST

Its over, and shes gone....

Colton is comming home today. I'm soo excited. Hes been gone two weeks! And soo fucking much has happend in the last two weeks. My first announcement is that I'm not really grounded anymore. ((fuck ye...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 01:17:00 PST

Defeated.

I'm living in nightmares of a misguided past. I am in ectacy with an empty stomach. Acid eats away at nothing but nicotine, and a poor self image. Tell me how misshapen i am. Tell me who to be. Teach ...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 03:46:00 PST

Like the Almighty says " We dont need no Education, We dont need no forced control"

I am everything you pretend to be. Doing the illicit unseen. There is a perversion behind my eyes that only an empty bottle and indeterminate smoke can comprehend. I am unprecedented, I am a conformis...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 08:15:00 PST

Chrysti

Okay, so i posted a song on here under the title "skyler" that reminded me of him... now its chrysti's turn. I LOVE YOU GIRL... When everything is wrong I'll come talk to youYou make things alright wh...
Posted by Follow me as I put these CrAyOnS to Chaos... on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 01:59:00 PST