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Pami

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I am Pami...just trying to figure out what my purpose in life is. In an instant the life I had planned was over. I was married to my knight in shining armor, the love of my life, my soul mate, and my very best friend. Mark died April 27, 2007 right in front of me - I watched my husband breathe his last breath. It nearly killed me.
2008 begins a new year...the first one in 12 years without Mark. I know my Heavenly Father will guide me and help me find my place in this world ... again. ..

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We can only appreciate the miracle of a sunrise if we have waited in the darkness.”
Our life is full of brokenness - broken relationships, broken promises, broken expectations. How can we live with that brokenness without becoming bitter and resentful except by returning again and again to God's faithful presence in our lives. -- Henri Nouwen
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My April 27th.....

The dreaded day finally came....the first year anniversary of Mark's death.....   Mark,   One year ago yesterday I began the day by waking up in your arms.  Just an ordinary day. ...
Posted by Pami on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 09:34:00 PST

11 months - So hard to believe

What can I say?  March 27th 2008.  This has been a really hard week for me.  The holiday, the 11mth anniversary today, so much....and now my birthday ~ without Mark.  My first birt...
Posted by Pami on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 09:45:00 PST

Survived another holiday - Easter

Made it through another holiday, didn’t I?   I appreciate my friend, Stephen, for taking me to Starbucks and then going to visit Mark with me today.  It was nice to be able to sha...
Posted by Pami on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 06:36:00 PST

10 mths

I miss you so much..... I miss you so much..... I miss you so much..... I miss you so much..... I miss you so much..... I miss you so much..... I miss you so much..... I miss you so much..... ...
Posted by Pami on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 07:32:00 PST

My Valentines Day

Valentine's Day is traditionally a day set aside for couples to celebrate their love for one another.   While this is true, I discovered this Valentine's Day that it isn't just a day for cou...
Posted by Pami on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 02:44:00 PST

9 mths Today

Well today came and went.  To most people, today was just another day.  However, for me, it marked the 9th month of Mark's death.   During the last month I managed to fall completely do...
Posted by Pami on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 06:26:00 PST

8 mths

8 months without Mark today.  Yep, another month just flew by.  Since my last monthly report I have done better, then worse, then better&.then worse.  Weird.  I've had the pleasure...
Posted by Pami on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 06:23:00 PST

Christmas Without You Poem..

First Christmas without Mark.  Can't write about this one....there are no words - I'll post a few poems instead. Pami             CHRISTMAS WITHO...
Posted by Pami on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 10:57:00 PST

Our Monument is here....

Well the monument is here and set up on the grave site...just in time for Christmas.  "Merry Christmas". I went there twice today.  I took pics but it was still wet from the rain; I'll take ...
Posted by Pami on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 09:46:00 PST

Service of Remembrance for Mark today...

The Service of Remembrance was held this afternoon at the funeral home for all those who had passed through their facility in 2007.  There were 127 names read out while candles were lit in their...
Posted by Pami on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 09:17:00 PST