vanessa

i'm in college... i'm a pre-med student at wright college. yeah, it's ghetto and small, but perfect. i'm 20. i'm part black, cherokee indian, puerto rican, and white. love it or hate it. i couldn't ask for a better mix... i'm conceited at times, but insecure as hell at the same time. i stand infront of a camera for a living and get paid for it. want proof? look at my profile pics,just kidding. i prefer chapstick, eyeliner and adidas over blush, lipstick and stilettos. i am a juggalette... wanna know what that is? look it up... i have some of the best friends that i wouldn't trade for the world. everyone should have atleast one... i've had my share of broken hearts and shattered dreams. i don’t need to relive any of them. wanna win me over? don’t fuck me over. and you have to love my friends. they will forever be my heart and soul, so get used to them. lisa especially. she is the right to my left, the y to my z, the bonnie to my clyde. music is my life. without music, i cannot live. i can sing when i really try. ask someone. i am an aspiring poet. one day my shit will be published and it will shock the world. don’t as to read or hear any of it. i'm a chronic chain smoker. i'm quitting before my 21st birthday, so three cheers for sweet me. i have a magnanimous fascination for the chicago white sox. yes, i had sox pride BEFORE two weeks ago. i am a wonderful person, inside and out. it may sound like bragging, but i would rather praise than insult myself. i've slowly but surely realized that all relationships you get yourself into are going to crash and burn. im entirely too young to start thinking about my ring size with someone, so dont approach me like that. i like new people, but i hate clingy people. ive been broken hearted before and id much rather not have it happen again. who knows... maybe you, the one whos reading this could potentially fit the profile of a person i want. but do you have the balls to try? prove it.