dont cry i didnt love you anyway

About Me

YOU? Love Beauty Pain Death
Am I Too Lost To Be Saved? Broken Doll 8
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NAME ~ KAYLA
AGE ~ 17
RACE ~ WHITE, INDIAN, IRISH, GERMAN
RELIGION ~ CHRISTIAN
STUFF I LIKE TO DO ~ WRITING POETRY, SONGS, SINGING, DIRT BIKES, CARS, ART, GIRLS, GUYS, BEING MYSELF AND NOT GIVING A FUCK WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT IT!
FAVORITE QUOTE ~ "WE ONLY HATE THOSE, WHO HAVE GOTTEN CLOSE ENOUGH TO TOUCH OUR HEARTS"
FAVORITE COLOR ~ GREEN
HERO ~ MY DADDY
MOST TRAGGIC EXPERIENCE ~ MY FATHERS MURDER OCTOBER 27 2002
THINGS I DISLIKE ~ LIARS, STUCK UP PEOPLE, OUR PRESIDENT,
WORDS OF WISDOM ~ THINK BEFORE YOU ACT, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST, DONT TAKE SOME ONE FOR GRANTED, DONT BE AFRIAD TO SPEAK YOUR MIND, BE HONEST, DONT LIE, BE CAREFUL WHO YOU HURT, DONT HURT THOSE YOU LOVE, LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN
SOMETHING YOU SHOULD KNOW ~ I AM SWEET WHEN I WANNA BE, BITCHY WHEN YOU MAKE ME, LOVING WHEN YOU LOVE ME, EYES FILLED OF TEARS WHEN YOU HURT ME, BIPOLAR, MANIC DEPRESSIVE, ON MEDICATION, NICE, FUNNY, BEAUTIFUL, CRAZY AT TIMES, DOWN TO EARTH, FULL OF LIFE, VERY AGGRESSIVE, I LOVE MY FAMILY, I HAVE DREAMS, DONT MESS WITH ME AND I WONT MESS WITH YOU, LOVE ME FOR ME, DONT JUDGE ME CAUSE ONLY GOD CAN DO SO, IF YOU DONT KNOW ME OR ANYTHING ABOUT ME PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ON MY LIFE OR WHERE I AM COMING FROM BECAUSE TO BE HONEST YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"she is lost"
i cant hear her screaming anymore ... her voice slowly fades away .... what she thought it was, was only a dream .... is this it, has she lost all hope? what will she do when the sun rises and she must face them again? what will happen when she has to face herself? she looks into the mirror, she sees a blurr, she is not there, i am not there, because all was forgotten. her life seems to drift away ... her mind was never there ... this body wasnt hers to have .... but she takes it anyway ... heart broken and confused ... all hope and compassion is gone ... one single tear ... one broken heart ... a million peices she cannot repair ... not again she cries, no one listens, so she gives up, on you, on herself ... she screams "let me die as i live" no one understands, no one gives a fuck ... it never mattered to them ... it always mattered to me.

Music:

kayla88

Books:

a walk to remember ... by nichlos sparksCursor by nuthinbutnet.net

Heroes:

my DADDY & MOMMA

http://hometown.aol.com/etownconcrete724/htmlsecretes.html

My Blog

please read

my sister amanda and her boyfriend trent ranaway, if you see them or have seen them please let me know or notify the police ... any information will help, thank you, and God bless, kayla ...
Posted by dont cry i didnt love you anyway on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

codes for me! <3

C:\My Downloads\Evanescence - Hello(1).mp3 C:\My Downloads\Eminem - Encore - Mocking Bird.mp3 C:\My Downloads\Eminem - Kim.mp3 C:\My Downloads\Taking Back Sunday - Your Own Disaster.mp3
Posted by dont cry i didnt love you anyway on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

curious

how does it feel? when will i know? should i give myself to you? are you real? will you make me scream? will i lay apon my knees? will you kiss my neck? will you give me what i need? can you m...
Posted by dont cry i didnt love you anyway on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

she is lost

i cant hear her screaming anymore ... her voice slowly fades away .... what she thought it was, was only a dream .... is this it, has she lost all hope? what will she do when the sun rises and she ...
Posted by dont cry i didnt love you anyway on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST