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Pat Edge Flytrap

Go to hell with Superman and die like a champion, yeah hey!!!

About Me

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What is to follow is some of my favorite quotes from some of my favorite bands. I have highlighted the names of these bands, and the songs from where they originated, to avoid confusion. If you have the time, I strongly recommend checking in to these bands, if you have not done so in the past.
These quotes reflect things that I might not be willing to say with my own words, so read openly.

"It was a cloudy night, or so it looked to me. I felt so lost, I couldn't say why. I needed strength to change my mind but those ghosts stick to me like glue. Hatin life, believing I was no good. It was a darkness all my own, a song played on the radio. But it went straight to my heart. I carried it with me until the darkness was gone."Bouncing Souls-"Gone"
"And noone said it was going to be easy, and I'm not afraid to try. And with the odds stacked up against me, I wil have to fight-One Life One Chance-gotta do it right!"H2O-"One Life One Chance"
"When the gravel turns to oil, was it your intention to be part of it all, or to never take part at all? And now you won't be bothered. But, it was never my intention to push you away. So light the torches, turn the ringer off. Let's get back, ya we gotta get back to where we once belonged."Cruiserweight-"Phantom Writer"
"I walked home, you drove off. You probably slept more than I did. The monkey wrench inside my chest told me not to run, from a stranger to a stranger. Why don't we talk a while. I've gotten nothing to lose but a chance to make you smile."Farside-"The Slowdance"
"The bags underneath my eyes, catch all the tears I cry, where were you when everything went wrong. You sucked colors from my life, you took away my paradise. Don't come crawling back when I move on. Just tell me what you see, when you look down on me. I'm sure there's something that I'm doing wrong again."Bracket-"Warren's Song Part8"
"I guess you've gotten over your been lossing me. The human yo yo's going down, you're fu**ing with me. You think I would learn after 1, 2, or 3, oh but no."Doomed Clown-"Broken Yo Yo"
"And if we never meet again, I got a piece of you my friend, I carry you with me.....But I remember every fight, every crazy naked night, I carry you with me.....I wonder where ever you are today, do you carry me the way, I carry you with me."ALL-"Carry You"
"And then it hit me so hard, waking up to someone much meaner than you."88 Fingers Louie-"Reparation"
"In the face of change, that's when she turned to me and said-I'm not sure anymore."Rise Against-"Everchanging"
"I am your shadow. I am the birth of all your suffering. You will never defeat me, for I am nothing. Shame. Can you envade me? Guilt. When you create me. No!"-Outspoken "Shadow"
"That's how it should be, that's how it is. I'm not running for office, this is how I fu--ing live. And I'm not sorry, I've always known. Some folks would hate the things that it takes to make me grow. No Apologies!!"-Speak714 "Knee Deep In Guilt"
"Drive yourself insane tonight, it's not that far away. And I just filled up your tank earlier today"-Alkaline Trio "Mercy Me"
"My mind hates my body. My body hates my soul. I close my eyes and fight inside my own black hole"-Black Flag "The Bars"
"Look into these eyes see the desperation inside. Fortified-I built it all one brick at a time. Access denied-Only room for the justified. Many have tried to scale the wall-Equal have died."-Hellfire Trigger "Brick At A Time"
"I awoke and faced my judge. The mirror said I'm guilty. Could not believe it as the verdict was passed. The mirror said that I'm guilty."-Verbal Assault "Trial"
"I just did something, something wrong. Showed my true colors when they just did not belong. I took a big leap, look out below. Destroyed my chances by just wanting you to know."-411 "The Naked Face"
"Everything that you could never say would never matter anyway. I took a hammer and two nails to my eardrums long ago."-Alkaline Trio "Mr.Chainsaw"
"Call off the search, 'cos I'm coming home. And this time around I'm not coming alone."-Fallen From The Sky "Victims"
"I'm not a savior, can't be a judge. I will not enter one's life as such. Is this the burden of one who speaks his mind-to then defend it with all of his time?"-No For An Answer "Imperfection"
"Weak, left a lowly state as to scramble to gather up your will. This is the foot on your neck. This is the pressure. And when you fall, I will be there without doubt. I get a sick sort of pleasure in holding you down....... And if hate has a limit, I'm pushed past far beyond. Now I pray for an answered prayer for you to be gone."-A.18 "Marco Polo"
"They're walking through a mindfield carrying a time bomb. You're walking through a mindfield, friends on every side."-Doomed Clowns "Mindfield"
"What pretention-Everlasting peace. Everything must cease."-Bad Religion "Cease"
"Always caring, always mine, always reaching for isn't there. It just isn't there at all. The smallest doubt can swell and grow, and all hope shrinks into indifference. It makes no difference to me. I was only 5 when I heard the tale of the little train that said "I think I can". But what's hard to give is hard to get, and once you've lost it, it's always gone."-Dag Nasty "The Godfather"
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I am the former singer for the band FORTITUDE .
I am a brand new daddy as of 12.14.06!!!! His name is Keagan Patrick, and he is the GREATEST thing to ever happen to me!!!! I live to make sure he is going to grow healthy and secure, with NOTHING or NOONE to slow me down!!!
This is the boy that makes Amy, Cameron, and me smile from ear to ear!!!!
Now, on with the show........
I hate customer service and most people that I come in contact with. That's why I'm a corrections officer now. I trust only those who I love and probably already hate those who I first meet.
After a few hills and mountains, my girl Amy and I are working hard to raise our boys, Cameron and Keagan. And I kinda like her, too!!!
I spend a lot of free time trying to teach myself Gaelic, write a book, and avoiding most human contact so I don't get sick to my stomach from what surrounds me.
In case it is less than obvious, I am STRAIGHT EDGE and have been for 17+ years. (For those of you who have no idea what that means, I REFUSE to endulge in any ALCOHOL, DRUGS, or TOBACCO. If you want to do that stuff, and for those of you have taken all of your energy to assimilate to your chemical needs, have fun. Just be careful while you ignore the worries of others. Abuse comes in all forms.)
I find contentment in just hanging out at the house with the family, wearing army shorts and a black shirt (be it plain or with a band's logo on it) and an old pair of canvas Vans lowtops, watching the Minor Threat, Black Flag, or the Tsunami Bomb dvd, or listening to 411 or Outspoken while sitting on the computer trying to write, cooking for close friends, currently reading "Speak" and falling in love with the damn book, and playing Hide-a-Booger on the side of my couch.
I love hardcore/punk, kickboxing (not at shows kids, real Tai boxing), working out after midnight when I get off shift, being VEGAN and not giving a fuck about your stupid comments about it, buying shitty dvd's from the flea market, picking fights with myself and lossing.
I hate-everything and everyone-just about. Only because I feel that I have to.
I'm a bitter pill that's hard to swallow and leave a bad aftertaste. But probably much like that pill, I am necessary to balance things out.
By the way, if you are a RACIST, SEXIST, HOMOPHOBIC Moron....Find the door and let it hit you in the ass on the way out. I am plenty negative without YOUR IGNORANCE to add to my life. You have the basic human right to say what you want, feel the way you feel, and be who you are. But I have the same right to hate you for being you. Don't think that hiding behind your right to speak such garbage keeps you invisible. There are people like me that can smell what you are. Go and prepare for your race war. Just be ready to fight hard, and lose with grace. You are my enemy and WILL NOT survive in my world with me. And believe me, I will fight you until the very last breath!!!
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My Interests

7.10.07

Anyone who has ever known me for a long or short time, knows of my absolute LOVE for BAD RELIGION!!!! This obssession of them has been going on for over 20 years, and won't stop. Although my collection of small artifacts may not be as much as other's, I have aquired and collected many of material items from this SoCal punk legend. One of the most prized would be my copy of the ever hated, most underlooked album "Into The Unknown" (see my pics), that I have held onto for many, many years.
Every few years, it becomes like a holiday for me. A new BAD RELIGION record comes out, the critics rip it, or love it, more people fall under their spell, and my thirst is quenched for a bit. This year is the time. While doing this summer's Vans Warped Tour, their newest assault, "New Maps Of Hell", will drop on us like the ticking timebomb that is planet Earth. No doubt, this will be one of the best records in 2007. If you go to that damn tour, make BAD RELIGION the reason for the season.
Here's the next new track "Heroes And Martyrs". Heavy, fast, and ready for war!!!!

"Heroes And Martyrs" live

************************************************** But, enough of the nice stuff. I am into.......

Burning bridges to keep warm and turning friends into enemies.

I tattoo the names of my family members to keep them close, even though the distance between us makes us happy.

Sarcasm is my dialog and satire is my understanding.

Self-pity makes a good soup.

If I could bottle all my hatred, I bet I could make a mean sauce.

I'd like to meet:

Myself in a dark alley with a pair of brass knuckles and a flaming stick.

Backseat Boris
People Iced: Three
Car Bombs Planted: Sixteen
Favorite Weapon A Pillow
Arms Broken: Twenty Two
Eyes Gouged: Eight
Tongues Cut Off: Six
Biggest Enemy: One Shot
Get Your HITMAN Name

Below is my top 24. I have focused on the music I love and the bands, and record label, that warm my heart the most.

BAD RELIGION: By far the smartest band to ever come from punk rock. One of the main reasons bands today try to imitate cheap melodies is because of BR.

7 SECONDS: If any band deserves the respect from EVERY hardcore/punk band that has the guts to stand true to the ideas of unity, it's 7SECONDS. One of the original hardcore bands, taking influence from Minor Threat and Black Flag. Over the years, their sound developed into a more melodic aspect (early signs of TRUE Emo), they still stuck to their guns. Some fans weren't into it, but I personaly think that era produced some of their best records, including the "Praise" ep.With their last few releases, they went back to their roots and gave us their fastest records since "Walk Together, Rock Together".

DESCENDENTS: Green Day, Blink 182, and the rest of those cheesey radio pop bands WOULD NOT exsist if it were not for the 'Dents!!! Poppy hooks, songs about girls, food, farting, who can beat that?

ALL: They can. Or at least follow up with what their former band started. ALL is what happens when Milo from Descendents "Goes to college" and becomes a bio-chemist. Never getting their rightful respect as their former, ALL still has a strong, solid fan base that remain true to the quest.

OUTSPOKEN: In the 90's when straight edge was taking a swan dive out of hardcore, there were a few bands that took the scene, recreated it, and kept that idea alive. Earth Crisis, Strife, Mouthpiece, and OUTSPOKEN took the 90's and gave all of us that still believed a place to still call home. Their first 7 inch "Survival" was one of the few albums that got me through high school. Along with the 411 album "This Isn't Me", and the first Down By Law record. Also one of the influences that got me to become vegetarian!!

INSTED: If ever a hardcore band broke up too early, it was INSTED!!!! Seeing them was like a posi-bomb dropped and nothing in the world could be so bad. A feeling that everything will work themselves out. They recently released a complete discography on Indecision Records and did a few reunion shows, one of which was recorded at CBGB's and put out as a live cd. Even after breaking up in '91, they sounded as strong as ever!!!

IGNITE: Coming from Orange County, California, IGNITE never gave up. Political, personal, and down right awesome. They were pushing melodies into hardcore before it became a trend. With former members of No For An Answer, this band promised a strong sound. (Their original singer, Joe Nelson, had another awesome band called Triggerman, then would later currently front The Killing Flame.) IGNITE took all the best parts of Uniform Choice and made them better. If you haven't grabbed their new album, "Our Darkest Days", then you are missing a piece of ,what is to become, hardcore history!!

DOWN BY LAW When former DYS, Dag Nasty, and ALL singer Dave Smalley got together with members of Chemical People and Clawhammer, what was supposed to be just a side project became one of the greatest punk bands that emerged from the 90's. Their first album "Down By Law" and third album "Punkrockacademyfightsong" could easily be two of the greatest punk records next to the first Ramones album and "Back in the USA" from MC5.

411 The most under-looked band of the 90's!!! Dan O'Mahony from No For An Answer and Carry Nation took hardcore to a new level and came out with 411. Personal, political, and down right intelligent, "This Isn't Me" is a f**king tense record!!!

BLACK FLAG: The only reason this band is not first and foremost in my top 24, is because they are in a class of their own!!! America's original hardcore. If I have to give anymore of a discription of this band (or the next one on my list for that matter), GET OUT OF HARDCORE!!!

AGNOSTIC FRONT: The band that put New York Hardcore on the map. They were real street music. They didn't sing about the streets because it sounded good and had a good ring to it, they lived it!!! They were, are, and will always be what true hardcore is. Unity, struggle, strength, all the best qualities of makes this music so important.

DAG NASTY: I really wish some of you kids today would get an idea of what "Emo" was when I was growing up. "Emo" was a term that was short for "Emotional Hardcore". Bands back then didn't have to sound hard to express the same feelings as street bands. AOF, Embrace (which was the band Ian from Minor Threat started shortly after they broke up. One of the most incredible albums to ever be made), and DAG NASTY became the founders of melodic, emotional hardcore. Featuring Brian Baker from Minor Threat (and the only orignial member throughout their career) and Dave Smalley from DYS (later to sing for ALL and Down By Law), their first album "Can I Say?" was one of the most influencial records next to 7Seconds "The Crew".

VERBAL ASSAULT: Speaking of emotional hardcore, not many bands could hold a candle to VERBAL ASSAULT!! Not the most popular, or even recognized, but damn good. their early releases were as raw as "Out Of Step" or "Damage" and as melodic as "Can I Say?". Later on, they would grow musicaly and put out one the best albums in hardcore called "On". I strongly believe that if it wasn't for those 5 songs, the band Lifetime would never exsist as we know them. And with no Lifetime, there would be no Kid Dynamite, no Paint It Black, no None More Black. Should I go on? Didn't think so. Serioulsy, go to Verbalassault.com, order Volume One of their discography, wait as patiently as possible for Number Two as you fall in love with this band, or search on Ebay. If I'm wrong, then kill me.

MADBALL: What happens when members of Agnostic Front form a band with their singer's younger brother? MADBALL Fuckin' happens!! Outlasting the critics, member changes, and personal hardships, MADBALL reigns supreme. They are on a quest to keep true hardcore alive.

NO USE FOR A NAME: If anyone who is a fan of this band ever heard their first two 7 inches, you would never believe that was the same band. One of Fat Wreck Chords flagship bands, NUFAN has developed into one of the strongest, poppiest bands on the scene. Plus, they don't cheapen their sound by relying on sappy breakup songs, threats of emotinal suicide, or whatever trend that has infected pop punk now. Insightful, to say the least. Seriously one of my all time favorite bands.

AMENDMENT 18 (A18 for short): So, any fan of old school (90's) hardcore would have loved this lineup... The drummer from Insted, guitarist from Outspoken, and singer from A Chorus Of Disapproval. All I can really say about their first album "All Our Heroes Are Dead" is HOLY SHIT!! Brutal. Not by way of typical breakdowns, but just pure insanity. The same could be said for their next two albums "Forever After Nothing" and "Dear Furious", both on Victory Records. And honestly, one of the baddest, no bullshit bands on Victory along with The Autumn Offering. Plus, A18 IS BACK!!! They took a break a year ago, now they are alive again with members of Hellfire Tirgger to pick up where they left off and leave a trail of distruction behind them!

THE GO-GO'S: If you need an introduction to who these girls are, you need a kick in your face. Songs like "We Got The Beat", "Our Lips Are Sealed", and "Vacation" were on regular rotation when I was growing up. They were one of the first all girl bands that wrote their own music, something that doesn't exist, even today

LUCKIE STRIKE: Myself, and many others believe that if it wasn't for this band, the world would have NEVER heard of Tsunami Bomb. No disrespect to TB, but Luckie Strike paved the way with those sweet, smooth vocals and some of the best music ever created to go with it. And really, I haven't heard any female drummers, or many male drummers, as tight as this one! So there!

THE QUEERS: Let me give you kids a hand with these next two... So once upon a time, there was this really awesome band called the RAMONES! Now, they started, what some of us old guys call, PUNK ROCK! And before mall punks, MTV, and internet, punk rock was something that parents wouldn't let their kids listen to, until rap came around (and that was many years before Snoop or Ludapiss, believe it or not!!). Well, there was a band that decided to bring the true elements of punk rock back to where it belonged. We call them The Queers. If you take the Ramones and The Beach Boys, then you have a general idea of what I mean.

THE PARASITES:Another on my list of bands that style their sound from The Ramones. I read somewhere a long time ago that If you take The Ramones and Descendents and they had a baby, it would be The Dead Milkmen. I feel the same about The Parasites, just not as campy as The Dead Milkmen. Still, a fun ass band to listen to. Tight, poppy, and down right awesome!! Trust me!

HELLFIRE TRIGGER: So, there's been this thing lately with older hardcore guys making bands that give you the feel of old old old hardcore, like Black Flag. ONLY CRIME, TRIPLE THREAT, and HELLFIRE TRIGGER. Now, why is HFT up here and not the others? Not because I don't love those other bands, and not because HFT are my bros, but because they are just rippin. CJ's vocals make me want to smash something with a brick. The music is that of an angry buzzsaw that wants to cut down churches. So nice to hear hardcore again!!!

THE DOOMED CLOWNS: One of Daytona's best kept secrets. A band that could have easliy taken over the world. Years ago, our little beach town was run by three major factors, STALEFISH, SKIF DANK, and THE DOOMED CLOWNS. Three totaly different bands with the same goal, play and rock! Now, since the moment I heard these guys, the only way I could tell the world on how they sound is take Simon & Garfunkle and Bad Religion. That's it. Nothing more, nothing less!

SAM COOKE: No, he's not punk rock. In fact, he died years before there was even anything close to punk. BUT, he was the GREATEST soul singers ever. James Brown? Shit son, he was no Sam Cooke!!! Smooth as ice, and just as cool, Mr.Cooke gave us life with his voice. Nothing then or now can match what I hear everytime I put on his live album. THIS was music. Not that American Idol crap!!!

NEW AGE RECORDS: In the 90's when hardcore seemed to be dying, there were two labels that were in the business to keep it going. Victory and NEW AGE. And while Tony (Victory) Brummel was snatching up bands like Integrity, Earth Crisis, Strife, Snapcase, etc., Mike Hartfield was putting out some of the most underrated, un-recognized bands of the time. Outspoken, Mouthpiece, Reserrection, XChorusX and maybe their most popular band, Lifetime. All this while playing guitar in Outspoken. After, what seemed to be a prolonged break, NEW AGE went on a comback in these last few years with Countdown To Life, Aftermath Of A Trainwreck, This Time Tomorrow, and Hellfire Trigger. NEW AGE is on a warpath, signing more bands to the roster and keeping it pretty much DIY with only two guys running the show and a street team to boot. You want Hardcore? Then you want NEW AGE!

Music:

NO FOR AN ANSWER-"I SPY" ....
RIP Travis "T9" Hunt

And so it goes....... 7Seconds* 9 Lives* 25 ta Life* 88 Fingers Louie* 98 Mute* 411* 10,000 Maniacs* A-18* A Chorus of Disapproval* Agnostic Front* Alkaline Trio* ALL* Ann Beretta* Anti-Flag* (The)Autumn Offering* Bad Brains* Bad Religion* Bane* Battle!* Beowulf* Betrayed* Bif Naked* Big Drill Car* BigWig* Billyclub Sandwich* Black Flag* Black My Heart* Black Sabbath* Black Train Jack* Bl'ast! * Bold* Boucing Souls* Break The Silence* Buddy Holly* By the Grace of God* CarterUSM* Chain of Strength* Chemical People* Circle JErks* Circle Pit (RIP)* C.O.C.(old)* Coldside* Collateral Damage* Comin' Correct* Concrete Blonde* Confront* Consider This* Countdown To Life* (The)Cranberries* (The)Crimescene* Cruiserweight* Cub* (The)Cure* Dashboard Confessional* DRI* Dag Nasty* Dead Kennedys* Descendents* (the)Dickies* Die Hard* Down By Law* Doomed Clowns* Downset.* Dreams You Die In* Dropkick Murphy's* Dynamite Boy(RIP)* DYS* Earth Crisis* Embrace* Endpoint* Ensign* Excel*(the)Exploited* Face Value* Fallen From The Sky* Farside* Fast Times* Fight Everyone* fIREHOSE* Floorpunch* Fugazi* Full Blown Chaos* Fury66* Gary Pucket and the Union Gap* GBH* Good Riddance* Green Day* Groovie Ghoulies* Go-Go's* Goober Patrol* Gorilla Biscuits* H2O* Hatebreed* Hellfire Trigger* Herman's Hermits* Hoods* Hope and Suicide* Hot Water Music* Husker Du* Ice Cube* Ice-T* Ignite* Ignition* Integrity* Insted* Iron Maiden* Jimmy Eat World* John Henry Holiday* Judge* Kid Dynamite* Killing Flame* Killing Joke* Killing Time* Kill Your Idols* Kingface* Konipshun Phit* Lag Wagon* Lars and the Bastards* Leeway* Luckie Strike* Madball* Make Or Break* MC5* Mean Season* Ministry* Minutemen* Minor Threat* Most Precious Blood* Mouthpiece* Murphy's Law* MXPX* Naked Raygun* Natalie Merchant* New Model Army* Nitzer Ebb* No For An Answer* No Use For A Name* NOFX* NWA* OLC* Only Crime* On Our Own* OS101* Outspoken* Pailhead* (the)Parasites* Pennywise (RIP JMT)* Peter,Paul, and Mary* (the)Pogues* Public Enemy* Pulley* Queen* (the)Queers* Ramones* Reach the Sky* Redd Kross* Redemption 87* R.E.M.* Ressurection* Ritchie Valens* Rise Against* Roger Miret and the Disasters* Rollins Band* RUN DMC* Ryker's* S.N.F.U.* Sam Cooke* Screaming Trees* Screeching Weasel* Shattered Realm* Sheer Terror* Shonen Knife* Sick of it All* Side by Side* Skinny Puppy* Slapshot* Slayer* Smoking Popes* Social Distortion* Speak714* Stereotyperider* Straight Faced* Strife* Strung Out* Styx* Sworn Enemy* [SUB][HUM][ANS]* Suicidal Tendencies* System of a Down* T.S.O.L.* Teen Idols* Ten Foot Pole* Ten Yard Fight* Terror* The New Threat* Throwdown* Thumbscrew* Triple Threat* Token Entry* Turning Point* Tsunami Bomb(RIP)* Underdog* Uniform Choice* Until The End(RIP)* Useless I.D.* Vegan Reich* Verbal Assault* Verse* Veitnom* Vision* Wall Of Jericho* Warzone* Wayne Kramer* (The)Who* Wide Awake* With Honor* Years From Now* Youth Brigade* Youth of Today* ZZTop* .....aahh who cares!

Movies:

Team America, Fast Times at Ridgemont High, Star Wars, Airheads, V, Almost Famous, Decline of the Western Civilization, Suburbia- the 80's version, Planes Trains and Automobiles, Blast from the Past, All the Marvel movies so far -Punisher, Spiderman, Dare Devil, etc., Happy Gilmore, Billy Madison,.......I have no life!!!! Come over and watch movies with me

Television:

Good Times, Barney Miller (and Fish,the spinoff), Diff'rent Strokes, What's Happening, Happy Days, Lavern and Shirley, Mork and Mindy, Married With Children, Still Standing, George Lopez, Two and a Half Men, South Park, Family Guy, Simpsons, Prison Break,King of the Hill, Batman (the cartoons and the old live action show. Same Bat-profile, same Bat Edge), The Appliance Direct comercial,

Books:

I have a compromising comprehension. There are times I cannot absorb words from pages for my mind to feed. But, there are plenty of books that do keep my attention. I really enjoy history books, photographic art, and especially books on music. Here is some of the books that get my eyes moving and my brain pumping.......

"Zen In The Martial Arts" by Joe Hyams

"Speak" by Laurie Halse Anderson

"Our Band Could Be Your Life" by Michael Azerrad

"Get In The Van" by Henry Rollins

"Dance Of Days" by Mark Anderson and Mark Jenkins

"American Hardcore-A Tribal History" by Steven Blush

"All Ages-Reflections of Straight Edge" by Beth Lahickey

"Three Legged Race" and "Four Letter World" by Dan O'Mahony

Please feel free to look into these books or authors. I have found them very interesting.

Heroes:

Michael Gavin Hartsfield

Mothers of the Civil Rights Revolution
Harriet Tubman

Ida B. Wells

Rosa Parks

Fathers of the Civil Rights Revolution
Martin Luther King, Jr.

Malcolm X

Huey P. Newton

Fathers of the Punk Rock Revolution
Joey Ramone

Joe Strummer

Greg Ginn

Kevin Seconds

Ian MacKaye

Dave Smalley

Bill Stevenson

Greg Graffin

Most Importantly, my mother Nancy Jean, for having the strength to make sure her children had the basic needs of a family unit. For breaking her body to make sure her son had stupid material things. For dealing with 30+ years of me.

My Blog

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5 years of lies!!!

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WHAT DO WE........

....do about this shit? We live in a free country where the will to speak and hold personal ideas is one of our strong points. We were granted this right long ago, and should still hold true today. Th...
Posted by Patrick Edgeward Brown on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 12:09:00 PST

That same old horse...

I wrote this in my live journal last year for my B-day.   Onward another thirty.....No candles to blow out. No wrapping for the waste. All's quiet on the beach side front. Very covert and disguis...
Posted by Patrick Edgeward Brown on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 09:23:00 PST

The Silent Park

I awoke this morning with a new purpose in life. Its strange that I would do such a thing, but it seemed to be needed. I felt the need to change things in my life that needed alteration. A little men...
Posted by Patrick Edgeward Brown on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 07:59:00 PST

X What is wrong with you people? X

Why do I included "X's" in the title of my blog? Why would I make the indication that this would be a Straight Edge blog? Do these "X's" have a purpose to surround the title of said blog? And why are ...
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