Mothers Day.... |
well ive really grown to hate this day. all it does for me besides the fact that it remindes me that my mom died it also remindes me of how shitty of a son i really was, some years she was lucky is sh...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Sun, 11 May 2008 08:49:00 PST |
My Hapyness can wait... i guess |
so after doing so real hard thiking ive come to make the decison to stay in Wichita Kansas till the end of the year. im no excited about it but i just can leave. i wanted too soooo bad but runin away ...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 11:42:00 PST |
Funny How it works.... |
before i feared death so much, but after loosing my mother i dont fear it anymore, if was was to take my before my time i would accept it with open arms cuz i know i will be reunited with her, is not ...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 12:53:00 PST |
My Mom, My Best Friend, My One And Only |
FUCK! where do i start??? this morning at about 1:30am i lost my mother, never had i felt such horrible pain. it hurts so bad to write this right now. i think the more time goes by the more it hits ya...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 06:36:00 PST |
For The First Time In Years Im Confuse And Dont Know What My Next Move Is Gonna Be..... |
For The First Time In Years Im Confuse And Dont Know What My Next Move Is Gonna Be..... For The Last couple of months is been nothing but one bad thing after the other o...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 06:09:00 PST |
My Way |
And now, the end is nearAnd so I face the final curtainYou cunt, I´m not a queerI´ll state my case, of which I´m certainI´ve lived a life that´s fullI've traveled each and every highwayAnd more, much ...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 12:06:00 PST |
The Story Of My Life..... |
never got along with the girls at my schoolfilling me up with all their morals and their rulesthey'd pile all their problems on my headi'd rather go out and fuck the dead'cause i can do what i w...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 12:42:00 PST |
The Cali-trip....minus the cali. |
I'm an embellisher. Thats just what I do. I grossly exaggerate everything that I have ever written and every story that I have ever told, because thats just what good story-tellers do. I'll just take ...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 06:24:00 PST |
HartBroken......... |
So as alot of you may know by now im moving back to los angeles.... wich is great and i couldnt be happier.. the shitty part is that i had to get rid of my precious Scooby. and god knows i love her so...
Posted by SmaShitUp on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 08:42:00 PST |
IS TRUE |
I AM A SNOOB PRIDEFUL PRIK!
there i said it
now that been said
SO WHAT!
Posted by SmaShitUp on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 06:34:00 PST |
