SPECIAL THANKS TO CHRISTY "GOLDENWOLF" GRANDJEAN FOR HER VISION OF OUR SPIRIT WOLVES AND SHARING WITH US HER TALENT OF BRINGING THEM TO LIFE - ALL IMAGERY SHOWN ON THIS WEBPAGE WITH A SYMBOL G - OR GOLDJEAN NAME CAN BE PURCHASED BY PRINT, TATTOO, OR MERCHANDISE AT HER HOME WEB PAGE - http://www.goldenwolfen.com/index02.html PLEASE VISIT HER THERE - OR SAY HELLO @ http://www.myspace.com/goldenwolfen"When I talked to God, I knew he'd understand....He said, "Stick by me and I'll be your guiding hand. BUT Don't ask me what I think of you, I might not give the answer that you want me to."BROKEN DREAMSAs children bring their broken toys with tears for us to mend, I brought my broken dreams to God because he was my friend. BUT THEN - Instead of leaving him in PEACE to work alone, I hung around and tried to help with ways that were my own. At last I snatched them back and cried, "HOW CAN YOU BE SO SLOW?" "My child," He said, "What could I do......YOU NEVER DID LET GO."This poem has a special meaning to me.......I find myself in unchartered territory......SO I'll apologize now for rambling........Those of you who are my real friends have seen me struggle for many years....It is 6am Sunday morning and I have slept only 8 hours in the last 3 days....A very strange series of events have helped me accept that there is a "Great Spirit" one that most refer to as God........I have never accepted OR believed in HIM !BUT........Through the loss of a very remarkable man, Kenneth Francis Davenport, the Love and Effort of my Oldest Friends and Supporters (Angela Stalnaker Davenport, Barbara Stalnaker, Amy Lawson Tousell, Preston Smith, Scott and Bobbie Jo Forrest, Kevin Hurt, Brian Sutton, Mike Simmons, Renee Kennedy, Bobby Bowen, Don Goodwin, George Wood and many more)I finally have GIVEN IN - And have recognized - I can't survive this intricate web that I have weaved, without help from MY Lord, Jesus Christ......I turn my faith to HIM.....and will PRACTICE "Letting Go"I'm not ready to call myself a "BORN AGAIN CHRISTIAN"....And, I may NEVER be ready..........I won't be the typical HYPOCRIT .......I face an ARMY of Demons....And, Although I recognize them.....I give into temptation.................FOR I AM A SINNER.....I am haunted by 7 DEADLY SINS-PRIDE - is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.ENVY - is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.GLUTONY - is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.LUST - is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.ANGER - is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.GREED - is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.SLOTH - is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work....The ONLY difference now is.....I know I need help from the "Great Spirit" if I'm going to be HONORED - I SEEK REDEMPTION AND TO BE ABLE TO REPAIR "MY BROKEN DREAMS"All that said.........And I am what I am and that's all that I am......I am willing to make Sacrifice to better my life.....BUT.....NOT WILLING TO CHANGE MY PERSONALITY TO MEET ANOTHERS PERSONAL AGENDA.......I'm a Laid back kinda guy that doesn't sweat the small stuff. (And it's all small stuff)The less drama the better. I was a bailbondsman for a few years so I can "Act A Fool" if needed. To best explain me????? - See the profile for a Taurus - I couldn't explain myself any better. I was just fired from a job that I invested 2.5 years into trying to perfect....I come out of it not feeling like a failure because I was not given the proper tools needed to excel. My kids "Mini Me's" are doing a very good job raising me. My son is 18 thinks he's 21 , Daughter 15 acts like she's 18. They have only been living with me for 3 1/2 years, and my prior relationship to them was mostly Weekend Disney Dad. So although I share with them the wisdom of a 36 year old - I have more of a friend relationship with them than a parental "As long as everyone is being MOSTLY Responsible." I want them to enjoy their teenage years / just not get killed, stolen, or become addicts in the process. As a mate - I like to spoil my better half with small acts of kindness. I am very romantic when opportunity arises. Yes I do enjoy public displays of affection. Holding hands.... Kisses good bye.....Sex in the car.....Please LORD forgive me bout that thare Sacrilege - It just ain't right!!! And be with the starving pygmies down in New Guinea – Git ‘R DONEWhat are you looking for in a partner?
My tastes don't match my intelligence. I like assertive women / but I won't be controlled. I have always fallen in love with bad girls that think they want to domesticate. Very short marriages - "You can't turn a whore into housewife" I like women with high self esteem / Equal mix of Sexual Vixen and Class...depending on the occasion
And please if a curse word makes your hair stand up.... I do very well when necessary (Old people, Church people, Young Children - MOST public places - to POLICE OFFICERS / JUDGES - When asked to.......... UNLESS I'M Angry - then all bets are off) I have not dated much if at all since my divorce 5 years ago and especially since my kids have moved in with me -3 years ago. Goal is to find a long term relationship - Willing to try several short term relationships to get there if needed.What do I like to do?
-Cover myself in baby oil and run naked in the street - Woo Hoo...Who's your Daddy - LOL - I prefer small group gatherings - Dinner with friends - although I do enjoy a good concert. I play guitar - Electric & Acoustic - almost daily. I love to freshwater fish...looking for a partner to go with me…..ooops ….- what am I thinking….(Smacks self in head) That's my excuse to get away-What honey??? Where have I been???-I was fishing...... Baby…….You don't believe me??? Here smell my fingers-Fish!-Right?? My humor is very off color – Take me with a grain of salt……MMMMM…OK…a 5lb Bag. So if you have a sense of humor……know how to have fun….Can differentiate (scrabble word) between tha time to have fun and time to be serious…..Would not be so common as to sell my children on the Black market with out giving me my cut of the profits-AND can sport low rider jeans and a cutoff shirt…..little belly button ring thing going on. Thong hanging out…...IN PUBLIC.......DAMN…...I always wake up when it starts getting good ;)........................Through the support of my Friends....Many of the Best met right here through Myspace.....Hilary, Brandy, Tammi, Melissa, Tricia Ann (CHEERS).......You all Have and DO help me to Open my eyes and my Heart....To again choose to be the man that I've always been.....Hidden behind the Smart ASS that I became.....I'm back on the Hunt........Cause " I know a Little about Love...And Baby...I CAN GUESS THE REST "..........PEACE
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Name: Cricket
Birthday: May 2 1970
Birthplace: Bad News, VA
Current Location: Hampton
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Dirty Birdy Blonde
Height: 6'1"
Right Handed or Left Handed: My Right Hand - you are Refering to my sexual preference.... Right?
Your Heritage: Confederate - We will Rise Again
The Shoes You Wore Today: Camoflage Hunting Boots
Your Weakness: XX Chromosome - Bitches
Your Fears: My Wanger won't work anymore
Your Perfect Pizza: Meat LOvers - Get ER Done
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Weight Loss - Dickie Do has got to go
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: My personal - I guess a Blow Job is totally out of the question
Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn....look there...it does still work
Your Best Physical Feature: Big Feet
Your Bedtime: When it's time to go to work
Your Most Missed Memory: Getting Laid
Pepsi or Coke: Crown Royal & Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Chick Filet BABY !
Single or Group Dates: Swinger's Parties - WOO HOO Where's the baby oil
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Long Island Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: I'm a Vanilla "Cracker"
Cappuccino or Coffee: Kahlua
Do you Smoke: Yes.....but I don't inhale
Do you Swear: Only at old women drivers
Do you Sing: Only in the shower - and if the radio is really loud cause the local dogs howl with me
Do you Shower Daily: If I get out of bed
Have you Been in Love: Twice Bitten - Once Shy
Do you want to go to College: Graduate of Aunt Bessie's College - A.B.C. Store
Do you want to get Married: Yeah to a really Old Rich Bitch - with no beneficiaries
Do you belive in yourself: I think I can.......I Think I Can
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only if the bitch has REALLY Big Thighs - The snorkel ain't bad...but really hard to see while diving...GET ER DONE
Do you think you are Attractive: Not Bad for a 10 piece Bucket O Chicken Eating Mutha Fucka
Are you a Health Freak: HA HA HA HA HA HA....THat shit is TOO funny
Do you get along with your Parents: Hell yeah....borrow money from them all the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: HELL YEAH
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Maybe
In the past month have you been on Drugs: I Plead the 5th Amendment
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Only those that I had to rent by the hour
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes....to stalk some college chicks while my daughter shopped
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: When did they start coming in a box
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I think that's what her name was!!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: Did a POle Dance at a strip Club - looked like Billy Bob on Varsity Blues
In the past month have you been Dumped: Haven't been on a date in 3 1/2 years
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Baby....I ain't seen Skinny in a long time...Maybe a little Chunky Dunking
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Have only stolen a woman's virtue
Ever been Drunk: Yep.....the Pygmies made me do it
Ever been called a Tease: NOPE...I'm EZ BABY
Ever been Beaten up: Does Beaten Off count
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
How do you want to Die: In the arms a woman who is in love with me
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I'm not sure I will ever GROW UP
What country would you most like to Visit: Amsterdam
In a Boy/Girl..
Favorite Eye Color: n/a
Favorite Hair Color: Blonde
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: 3ft tall
Weight: Flat Head - to rest my beer on
Best Clothing Style: Birthday suit
Number of Drugs I have taken: Can't find my Damn Calculator
Number of CDs I own: None.....Pirate everything from the internet
Number of Piercings: None
Number of Tattoos: Researching - I want an Indian or maybe a wolf...Tribal Art.....Wizards and Dragons
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Ever.... I mean Ever Getting Married
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