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♠Gingie-Spapz♠

My umbrella's full of rain...I can't stand under it!

About Me

LOVE IS PAIN joan jett mid to late 90'sHey everyone....Who am I? What's it to you buddy? Huh??? Kidding. I'm Jen. Those who know me see me as a health and fitness crazed girl currently in retail with aspirations as *in order of hoping to accomplish, all equally important!* A:Personal fitness trainer B:Actress *my second dream* C:A singer/songwriter/guitarist *my first dream!**...solo at end...she actually did a solo...i can die happy*I just got my first guitar, and yes I intend to cheat using tablatures to learn a few songs so I don't feel like a spaz....eventually I'll learn to read music...eventually.I work at Abercrombie and Fitch.....with a red faux hawk....thank heavens I didn't get fired!!I've always been punky on the inside, and a teeny bit preppy on the outside, but now my inside and outside are a nice balance of sweet and punky. I am a living contradiction at times...but not very often. See, contradiction right there!If any of my friends have dietary q's or a q about a certain exercise, drop me a line and if it's something I already know, I'd be glad to give whatever advice I have on the matter.Bang, bang, skitt, skitt as Borat said....Joan Jett's "Change the World" Video

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Cool and interesting people. Honest individuals who won't cause drama.Some of my artwork and interests.The guitar I want to get!
What famous lesbian do you most closely resemble? Your Result: Jackie Warner

You live for the gym. You have this insane body and could probably bench press Arnold Schwarzenegger without breaking a sweat. You are quite successful with business ventures, but you have a tendency to attract drama and dramatic people.


Ellen Degeneres
Melissa Ethridge
Portia Di Rossi
Katherine Moennig
Rosie O'Donnell
K D Lang
Tammy Lynn Michaels
What famous lesbian do you most closely resemble?
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Music:

Joan Jett and the Blackhearts Joan Jett, Bad Reputation

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Movies:

Silent hillLaws of AttractionThe DescentHannibalChildren of MenPlain TruthHarry Potter

My Blog

I'm angry, mad, hurt, and really pissed off...

So I'm listening to "Before I'm Dead" by the Kidney Thieves. I still remember the first time I watched that movie. In the arms of someone I still love and some other fucking bitch has him. Yes..I said...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 10:18:00 PST

The one I pine for.... Let Me Sleep

She knows who she is, yet I doubt it could ever be. Would it even work, I wish I could see. But how fair would that be when you think about it. To see the future to avoid pain and defeat. Years I've f...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 07:36:00 PST

Rain

I feel the rain in the air It washes away All I feel All I see The fire burning so wildly I am falling idley Scourching red through my heart Fueling the passion of my art How did you find your way her...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Fri, 11 May 2007 11:11:00 PST

OUCH. getting there, and guitar.

Fist off I'm in love with my guitar. She doesn't have a name yet, but I'm getting there. I still have to bond with her first, then it'll come to me. The fretboard is TOO BIG for my hands but I'll figu...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Tue, 08 May 2007 11:38:00 PST

MY GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay. So I've made a double comprimise. I decided that I'd get the cheaper white Ibanez from Guitar Center. I went today and it turned out they were out of all but one red of that guitar. So the guy I...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Sun, 06 May 2007 07:17:00 PST

Dreams and toils *please comment*

Dreams and Toils. By ME. please do not steal, comment pls :)   It's happened again, I'm in some sort of dream I'm crawling up a cliff, trying my hardest to scream Nothing comes out so I  jus...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Tue, 01 May 2007 11:01:00 PST

writing because i can...

i'm scribbling in this diary...the one everyone's meant to see the one i can't hide, that does not belong to me it's here and you'll take it, just for taking's sake i'm calling on all those who know h...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:24:00 PST

VERY EXCITED♠YAY!!!!!

Okay. So two major new developments. I have new pix, check them out and comment if you feel inclined : ) The first news....I'm getting my guitar in a little under two weeks!!! Just over one week to b...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 03:10:00 PST

Swamped by Lacuna Coil

When you're taught through feelings   Destiny flying high above all I know is that you can realize it   Destiny who cares as it turns around and I know that it descends down on me   It'...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 09:35:00 PST

Falling Sails.

The sails are falling, and the mast cannot hold on by itself. It's inner supports are failing but from somwhere within it stands tall. How? Why? Where does this unseen resolve come from? In her depth...
Posted by ♠Gingie-Spapz♠ on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 01:27:00 PST