[+Sin tech Star+]

Why can't you see beyond my skin
size, my shape, my ass, my tits
I am not your pretty face
I'm just a girl
the girl you love to hate
<[b>the verdicts in]
BrutalBarbiee TM: Amazing, Odd, Sweet Pea
Ctrl Allt Kill: cute silly MEAN!
Blau innere: Intelligent, Honest, GORGEOUS!
I am Sinistar*
My name is Alessa - it's not the actual spelling of my name ;; but it's as good as it gets. I'm short [5'4], I have dark brown hair, and what I have deemed to be 'vampire' eyes ... I'm generally a bubbly, optimistic person - but I can have my 'I'm gonna kill you moments' just like everyone else. I don't believe myself to be a big deal. I do not live my life by 'talk shit, get hit' [most people who live by it, don't use it] I believe in KarmaI'm either your bestest friend, or your worst enemy. I detest unoriginality - you are yourself for a reason, stand out - don't blend in. I dislike when people hate things they don't understand, as do I hate when kids dress up for the mall and declare themselves 'goth'. I like violence. I like destruction. I am fascinated with scarification, piercings, and tattoos. I have a grotesque sence of humor. I love my friends, and my family. I don't hate life, nor do I hate my mother because she 'doesn't understand me'. [she knows me better than anyone else in the world] I can be selfish and cold - hearted at times. I refuse to drown myself in pessimism. If I listen to your problems - I expect you to listen to mine. I've been called Wednesday Addams since I was little. I drink. I do drugs. I don't need a lecture - I know the risks, and I'll keep doing what I please until I feel it's time to stop. I don't care who you are - if I enjoy your company, I'll talk to you ... If I cannot stand you - you'll know it. I refuse to sugar - coat my words. I love very many and hate very few. I cannot stand when people copy ideas or actions from me - it just proves your lack insperation, originality, and that you're just plain lazy to do something on your own ... I support the soliders, but I don't support the war. I am in love with Philadelphia [Center City] and New York City [Manhattan]. I like to bite, punch, kick, scream, and pull hair. My favorite singer is Jennifer Parkin of Ayria. My favorite band is Volatire. I idolize Marilyn Manson. I love industrial ... but I am still a metal head && a pop princess at heart. I go into mosh pits to gain respect ;; I'm no wuss, and I'm just as good as the guys. I would choose Gothic Rock over anything ;; hands down. I listen to music with meaning. I'll dance without music on, where ever and when ever I choose - I don't give a damn. I'm a third year in Cosmetology && a senior at C.B. South. I love make - up. I love photography. I love all things gorey, or things that would make most people's skin crawl [gore whore] I am infatuated with burlesque, pin - up, and glam. I have an obsession with obnoxiously bright nail polish. I have an ego - but I'm not a cunt about it. I act like a four year old most of the time, but I'm always thinking beyond my potential. I'm seventeen - but I definatly do not look it, nor act like it. I know when to be mature and when to goof off. I am petrified of spiders, clowns, and heights. I have a disgusting love of medical supplies, knives, and forensics. I treat DDR like a sport. I am pierced, and enjoy surface piercings [play piercing] I enjoy debating, and arguing. I take intrests in political affairs when I find topics intresting. I am stubborn. I am educated. I am disgustingly sarcastic. I am brutal. I am opinionated. I won't stop until I get my way.
= Elektro Cute x3
&& I love GIR - more than you