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Milady Hellspawn

Entertain me!

About Me

I am a former United States Marine.
I love and support the Corps.
Semper Fi.
DO NOT SIT DOWN. DO NOT SHUT UP.
A revolution without dancing
is a revolution not worth having.
I A-M T-H-E TWICE ROYAL
I am THE {Daughter of Darkness}
♦I AM♦
♦THE QUEEN♦
♦OF DIAMONDS♦
I was before you, and will always be
I am a member of the BaCk LiNe NiNe!
I am the Leoparde Lionne
I a m w h o I h a v e b u i l t m y s e l f t o b e:
--I//a/m//Arreyn--
I am not who you think I am.
I am more than you could ever understand.
You, with your posturing,
your petty bickering,
your unfounded arrogance,
your foolish, childish ties to this world.
You're so human that you don't know any better.
You've 'b'o'u'n'd' yourselves to the corporeal.
You will never know anything more
You will never be anything more
You dare not consider that there could be more
save to link it to your filthy "God,"
he with the blood of a +M+I+L+L+I+O+N+ children
on his hands.
No, there is more.
As the old proverb doth go,
seek and ye shall find.
Ask, and I may yet grant thee
the answers that thou dost seek.

~~~
I may not k/n/o/w the answers,
but by n.o.w I {k}{n}{o}{w} the QuEsTiOnS,
and by now,
[I .H.O.L.D. ALL THE CARDS]
~~~
And goodness knows,
the Wickeds' lives are lonely.
Goodness knows
the Wicked die alone.
It just shows when you're Wicked you're left only
on your own.
No one mourns the Wicked!

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out brief candle.
Life's but a walking shadow; a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
--William Shakespeare--


""Dry your eyes and quietly bear this pain with pride.. For heaven shall remember the silent and the brave
And promise me they will never see, the fear within our eyes
(my eyes are closed)
We will give strength to those who still remain
So bury fear, for fate draws near
And hide the signs of pain
With noble acts, the bravest souls
Endure the heart's remains
Discard regret, that in this debt
A better world is made
That children of a newer day might remember
And avoid our fate...
Hold your head up high-for there is no greater love
Think of the faces of the people you defend
(you defend)
And promise me, they will never see the tears within our eyes
(my eyes are closed)
Although we are men, with mortal sins, angels never cry...
And in this moment..I will not run
It is my place to stand
We few shall carry hope
Within our bloodied hands
(bloodied hands)
And in our Dying, we're more alive-than we have ever been
I've lived for these few seconds...
Within this moment now
I am for you, though better men have failed
I will give my life for love...""
--The Cruxshadows--

"Never shall I forget that nocturnal silence which deprived me, for all eternity, of the desire to live. Never shall I forget those moments which murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to dust."
-Elie Wiesel- Night


She sits there waiting for the light
while the stars are shining bright
the wind is singing her song
why did she trust him anyway
she listens to the stars they say
you'll have to be on your way
-Echo Image


Thomas' Myspace Editor, Bitches !

My Interests



Dance, Monkeys, Dance

Alphabetizing things! Accents; ancient Egypt; anime; arcane weapons; art; Asian history; being right; biting; blood; bondage; boots; botany; boys; Canada; Chinese food; cities; civil rights; clubs; coregraphing; cultures; D&D; dancing; debates; deities; emotion; eyeliner; faeries; fencing; fetishes; fighting; foreign languages; FREEDOM; friends; gardening; GETTING THE LAST WORD; girls; glitter; glow sticks; grammar; helping people; high heels; history; homocide, suicide, and death in general; horseback riding; Ireland; Japan; kitties; knives; law; logic; magick; movies; music; mythology; Nocturne!; Olde English; passion; people; philosophy; pirates; poetry; poison; politics; psychology; ramen; reading; Renaissance Faires; rhetoric; roleplaying, RPGs, sailing; secrets; separation of church and state; sewing; Shakespeare; singing; swords; tech crew; theatre; theology; tolerance; vampires; vampyres; violence; war; Western Europe; writing: you know- all the good wholesome teenage interests, and not necessarily in the order shown above.

I'd like to meet:

The one who can take me home.
But for the moment, you'll do...

A toast-
to friends old and new,
to those forgotten and those who will live,
immortal,
locked in memory
forever.

Music:

Absurd Minds, AFI, Angelspit, A Perfect Circle, Apocalyptica, Asp, Bad Religion, Bella Morte, Breaking Benjamin, Carfax Abbey, anything Celtic, the soundtracks to Cirque Du Soleil, Classical music, Collide, Combichrist, Corvus Corax, Covenant, The Cruxshadows, Dirty Sanchez, The Dreamside, Ego Likeness, Emilie Autumn, Estampie, Evanescence, Franz Ferdinand, Green Day, HIM, Howard Shore (composer of the soundtracks to The Lord of the Rings), Jimmy Eat World, Kidneythieves, The Killers, Laibach, The Last Dance, Led Zepplin, Linkin Park, Manheim Steamroller, Michael Jackson (pre white skin and removable nose), Ministry, My Chemical Romance, Neuroticfish, Nine Inch Nails, Orgy, Paralysed Age, Qntal, The Queen of the Damned soundtrack, Ramstein, Rasputina, Rob Zombie, Rotersand, Seabound, Skinny Puppy, Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul, Stromkern, Sugarcult, System of a Down, Tapping the Vein, ThouShaltNot, the Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Trapt, VAST, VNV Nation, Voltaire, shit I can sing along to and- no, I'm not ashamed to admit it- show tunes!

Movies:

The Scarlet Pimpernel: watch it. You will be amazed. (Or nauseated, depending on your amount of patience and sense of humor.)

Also Antitrust, Dazed and Confused (yes, thanks to Rob), Boondock Saints (which will never be as good as Monty Python), Chroncles of Riddick (so who else thinks that Alexa Davalos is the hottest girl ever seen on screen?), Fight Club, Hackers, Labyrinth, Lord of the Rings (all three), Monty Python and the Holy Grail (among others), the Ninja Turtles movies, Office Space, Pirates of the Caribbean, Pitch Black, The Princess Bride, Robin Hood, Robin Hood, Men in Tights, Star Wars (All of them. Don't start with me), Trainspotting, and most other action, drama, sci-fi, or fantasy movies. And- of course- musicals, anime, and Disney movies!

Television:

Drama, action, and anime. When you look back and see that you've written something like that, you have to wonder why you even exist. I mean, why hasn't someone just shot me already?

Books:

FAVORITE BOOK OF ALL TIME: Grendel by John Gardner. Favorite authors include: Amelia Atwater-Rhodes, Anne Rice, Ash Night, Cassandra Claire, Christopher Paolini, J.K. Rowling, Jordy, J.R.R. Tolkien, K. A. Appelgate, Kay Hooper, Krik, K'yra, Laurell K. Hamilton, Lynn Flewelling, R. A. Salvatore, Rachel Cohn, R. C. Carpenter, Steven Harper, Tamora Pierce, William Shakespeare, and whoever wrote Graveflower, The Dark Lord of Derkholm, Maximum Ride... the list goes on, but these are at the top.

Heroes:

Friends who know the meaning of loyalty. All veterans, and all who fight or have fought to defend that which they believe in. My family, those of them who have always stood by me.

Those of us who live in South Jersey and LIKE IT!!

Elphaba.

Those people who aren't afraid to stand up for what they believe in, even if they're the only ones standing.

My Blog

Some things never change

I'm still a huge geek. Want proof?The original opening (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfOACVCOJsM)  Episode 1, Part 1 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCMOGPX8-I8) Oh, hell yeah...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 07:01:00 PST

Shipping Out

I don't have much time to write, especially not my usual amount. Then again, I suppose you've come not to expect that from me anymore, seeing as I haven't exactly been writing up to my usual standards...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 11:09:00 PST

Things that change you

I'm not really sure what to do with myself. A lot of things have changed over the summer, one of the ones that will affect most of the people reading this being a notable decline in my blogging habits...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 06:22:00 PST

I wish I could play this

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Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 03:47:00 PST

Changes

Quick updates, for the win! Haha... I just wanted to make it plain that my profile doesn't say "In a Relationship" because I can't get over ekim or some such nonsense. No, not at all... for the record...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 03:42:00 PST

Hatered

Apparently you can't even tell me that I'm not a part of your house anymore? Well, fuck you. Fuck you to hell. If that's where you want to take this, then fine. Fucking fine. I never want anything to ...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 05:10:00 PST

My favorite song, hands down

Call The Ships To Port (club)Covenanta billion words agothe sailors disappeareda story for the childrento rock them back to sleepa million burning bookslike torches in our handsa fabric of idealsto de...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 09:33:00 PST

Imaginary Preposition

One might expect this entry to be rather introspective or serious, given the whole potential of the phrase "imaginary preposition." One might think, "well, does she not exist? Is her preposition 'I,' ...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 05:21:00 PST

Now...

...is SO not a good fucking time.Still, I've rarely been so happy as I was today.Without you, day is nothing but a waste of light;without you, I am lost, I vanish in the night;without you, life is but...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 07:49:00 PST

Something to aspire to...

The recording's a little crappy, but this is Black Watch. They're a color guard, obviously.I consider this something to aspire to.You should consider it ample reason for me to have joined guard,and to...
Posted by Milady Hellspawn on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:03:00 PST