Sleeping, dreaming, playing bass guitar, music, reading, and some others that i dont think are right for this internet site, meeting different types of people, anything thats twisted and strange, and things that shouldn't be the way they are, poetry (writing as well as reading), drawing, looking at drawings/painting. i think that the best way you can express yourself is by drawing, writing, or taking photos. Going to gigs, so far ive seen machine head, arch enemy, shadows fall, trivium, dragon force, kill hannah, aiden, brigade, serpico. many more to come.
I'd like to meet:
Dimebag Darrell, Slash, Otep... people like that.
Music:
Cradle Of Filth, System Of A Down, Placebo, Green Day, Bloodhound Gang, Flogging Molly, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Slipknot, Rammstein, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Distillers, Drowning Pool, Less Than Jake, KoRn, Disturbed, Static-X, Fear Factory, Black Label Society, Guns 'N' Roses, Pantera, Metallica, Ozzy Osbourne, The Birthday Massacre, My Time With The Thrill Kill Kult, Kill Hannah, Serpico, Tatu, Eminem, Mega Death, Blue October, Damien Rice, Rise Against, Akon, Reel Big Fish, Bowling For Soup, Otep, Ludacris, Blink 182, Motorhead, Tenacious D, Velvet Revolver, Iron Maiden, The Pixies, Three Days Grace, Cascada, Nickleback, Nivana, Skinny Puppy. And Loads More.You Should Add My Band Delinquency
Movies:
Rocky Horror Picture Show (favourite), Ice Age 1&2, The Scary Movie Series, Sin City, The Ring 1&2, The Jay And Silent Bob Movies, Cradle Of Fear,Beaches, Stewie Griffin the Untold Story, The Nightmare Before Xmas, Saw 1,2 & 3, Misery, Corpse Bride, Ginger Snaps, Silent Hill, Team America (World Police), and any thing with serial killers in it and/or great special effects.
Television:
The L Word, Sugar Rush, Queer As Folk, Lol I Sound Like Some Raving Lesbian. But I Do Watch; Friends, Big Brother, Will And Grace. I Didnt Use To T.V. But It's Still A Last Resort For Me.
Books:
Dan Brown books, Anything By Steven King, Nietzsche, Peter Carroll, Schopenhauer, La Vey, Anne Rice, Ronald Dahl.
Heroes:
My Mum
Did I ever tell you, your my hero. Your Everything I'd like to be, I can fly higher than an eagle, because you are the wind benieth my wings. She has done so much for me, and i dont think i can ever pay her back for what shes done, she is always there if i've had a bad day, she'll sit there with me while i tell her about it, and then gives the best advise. She always looks out for me, she is my best friend and i cant describe how proud i am to say that she is my mum. She always gives me hugs, and a shoulder to cry on when i get really down. I love you mum.
Didz I love him more than i love myself and that saying something lol, he is always the first person i talk to in the morning, and last person i talk to at night, we stand by each other all the time, and i know he's always got my back. He is my number one guy. I love you Didzy.
Darren
He is great to talk to and i don't know what to do with out him, he always has great advise to help me through, and helps me with my bass and takes me places, and has taught me so much.
Breira I love her she has been there for me, and helped me through so much if you meet this chick tell her i said come home and i love her.
Hollie I fucking love this girl, she moved recently and it feels like apart of me went with her, we used to hang out and just chat, i miss it.
Josh My bum buddy, lol i love this guy, we sit in my room and play guitar sometimes, its fun as hell, he'll listen to me when no one else will, lol love you JOSHWA!!!!!
Daniel/Jesus
I've known this dude for like 3 years and i love him he's great, he's so tall and lanky, he's like twice the size of me! lol. He always gave me advice on stuff and it usually worked lol.
My Brothers And Sisters
They protect, listen and beat the shit out of me, lol but i love them so much and i think they love me too lol, well i hope they do. We all grew up together, and still are, some of them may have kids now but in a way there still kids themselves lol. (In age order) Beccie, Therasa, Leona And Mark, I love you all.
Sarah
My butch, lol she'll kill me for that, one of my closest friends, she tells me if there hot or just wrong lol, i love you chick. Thanks for everything.
Hollie D .
Thanks so much for doing all you have, you are one of my best and closest friends, you sat with me while i shook with anger, ready to kill someone, and calm me down, you've let me cry on your shoulder, and we've shared some of the most happiest times together, and the worst but you've always been there writing me poetry and drawing me pictures and always managing to but a smile on my face. i love you Jenny. I swear i owe you like 1000000 fags lol. I hope that one day i can pay back all the time and effort you used on me, i love you more than pie and being fat, that means alot.
Amanda
R.I.P. She saved me, and i will never forget her i love her, so much and i miss her lots, i hope shes happy and safe. I love you Amanda, Thank you for everything i will see you again one day. I swear i will never forget you, you are never far from my thoughts...
And here are some of them, some people on this slide thing i dont mention up ther ^^^ but they are still my friends and my heros, if you see them tell them i love them. :-)
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