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Miss Melissa

Everyone dies and no one's to blame. My life is a joke, my death is the same. And every last breath

About Me

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Recently I have had some people who listen to Screwdriver and shit try to add me. Racist people piss me off so move the fuck on. I am a redhead. I got bit in the face by a rottweiller not too long ago and now I have crazy scars. I like to watch movies and read books. I take xanax for anxiety. I used to squat. A lot of my old friends are dead or in jail. I like sunshine, going for long drives with good music, doggies and kitties and birdies and rats, old fashioned things, those peanut butter and chocolate girl scout cookies, classic cars, nail polish, the beach, glitter and things that sparkle, and Halloween. I recycle. Everytime I wake up, I have hankerings for a specific type of food, like grilled cheese. Mmmmmm..... grilled cheese.....I like to drink when I don't have too much homework. I like to go see live bands. People usually think I'm a bitch when they first meet me, but I'm just really shy. I am negative and cynical and full of doubt and sadness but I am easy to please, and simple things, like the things mentioned above and Elvis, make me smile.


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You're 65% Irish
You're very Irish, and most likely from Ireland.
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This is a blog my friend Aryn, who I've known for 15 years, wrote about me.
12/22/2004 4:14:00 PMI am thinking of a friend right now. Punk rock, rock-a-billy, freak of nature God love her. Talk about passion. I' ve seen passion. It rests in the soul of that girl. If any of you have seen what I have seen in this one soul, you would all "aahhh" in unison, squint your eyes in jealousy, and then feel a warmth in your heart...and she wouled of given it to you. My friend, my freak of nature friend.... she would be happy to know I am thinking of her right now. She would be espeically happy to know that I thought of her as a freak of nature. We all have our dreams, being real is one of hers...and god damn is she ever. One note, one sound, one word, one recognition. You lie with in my soul forever. I am dreaming right now....dreaming of my blue angel. Love you forever!
Written by Ashlee Bear about her and me. 1993.
She sits next to me an everlasting impression. Words are spoke, barriers are broke, laughter anew and the same matching shoes. Sneak a smoke with me. A whisper in my ear I hear. Bonding with nicotine, a childs secret shared with a new friend. Walking, talking, learning her voice, a freckle every so often, just enough. Music, melodies are formed, came into view, the things we enjoyed. The first toke in a room already filled with smoke. Her grinning smile of outer body laughter brings me chills. She can even read my lips. Even when I mumble she can hear.
A spell of hatred.
Why feelings change in such ways? Pain fills my heart, why are we apart? Time must move forward, new emotions await. Both. One last grain of sand left. Drop, kerplunck! We meet again to my surprise, an older her but same inside. What must I do to change the pride? A bond that was always there suddenly appears through the eyes of Perry. We speak of memories and docile time. The new destroyed the hate. We now share another stare. A pair of eyes green and hidden blue. Deep down to the root. Hair of radish hues, red like witches brews. A haunt nut so taunt another. We compare, and down we fall with liquor. A friend, a neverending high. I'll give her anything. Pass that peace pipe just ripe enough for two. More years, more cheers, trouble dear, never fear. I'll be here never to disapear 'cause I just simply love you!

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"I know your race. It is made up of sheep. It is governed by minorities, seldom or never by majorities. It suppresses its feelings and its beliefs and follows the handful that makes the most noise. Sometimes the noisy handful is right, sometimes wrong: but no matter, the crowd follows it....... Monarchies, aristocracies, and religions are all based upon that large defect in your race-the individual's distrust of his neighbor, and his desire, for safety's or comfort's sake, to stand well in his neighbor's eye. These institutions will always remain, and always flourish, and always oppress you, affront you, and degrade you, because you will always be and remain slaves of minorities. There was never a country where the majority of the people were in their secret hearts loyal to any of these institutions."
-Mark Twain - The Mysterious Stranger
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.
Faerie


100%

Mermaid


92%

Dragon


42%

Angel


42%

WereWolf


33%

Demon


8%
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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.. You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative


88%

Romanticist


88%

Idealist


63%

Existentialist


50%

Materialist


38%

Postmodernist


38%

Modernist


25%

Fundamentalist


13%
What is Your World View? (updated)
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You scored as Paganism. Your beliefs are most closely aligned with those of paganism, Wicca, or a similar earth-based religion. You may also follow a Native American religion.

Paganism


88%

Satanism


83%

agnosticism


83%

Buddhism


79%

Hinduism


46%

Judaism


42%

Christianity


33%

Islam


33%

atheism


33%
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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My Interests

Music, movies, books, school, sociology, anthropology, history, religion, belt buckles, greaser boys, the moon, the ocean, Mark Ryden, wierd creepy dark and scary things, like creepy scary movies, halloween, ghost stories, haunted houses, graveyards, and spiders.

In the garden the roses have no thorns
The growth is steady and quite natural
No parasites no harm
Immortal existence perpetual motion
Forever peace and charm
Forever peace and charm.
-The Gardener-Rudimentary Peni

I'd like to meet:

People frighten me, although I would love to meet Crispin Glover.

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Music:

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Amy Winehouse

Johnny Cash, Elvis, Jerry Lee Lewis, Carl Perkins,

Jim Croce, Hank Sr. and Hank III,

Social Distortion, Ween, Gun Club, System Of A Down, Deftones, Hasil Adkins,

Slayer, Subhumans, Sawyer Family, Zounds, Dolly Parton, Wayne Hancock, Bad Religion, Against Me!,

Buck Owens, old Metallica, Black Label Society, Misfits, Buddy Holly, Otis Redding,

the Descendents
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Tom Waits,

Willie Nelson, David Allen Coe, The Beatles, Cream, The Yardbirds, Canned Heat, Crass, Gruesome Boys, The Rolling Stones,

Black Sabbath, Rudimentary Peni, Patsy Cline, Mike Patton, Irish music, Spanish guitar, Mariachi, Chris Issac, Dixie Chicks, Guns and Roses, Flogging Molly, Gretchen Wilson, The Horrorpops, Merle Haggard, Quentin Tatrantino's delightful soundtracks, especially Death Proof at the moment, Creedence, The Stooges, Eddie Cochran, The Germs,

Reverand Horton Heat, Chili Peppers, John Frusciante, Tiger Army, Johnny Burnette, Sam Cooke, Queens of the Stone Age, Nirvana, Charlie Feathers, Bill Monroe, Screamin Jay Hawkins,

The Beach Boys, Wanda Jackson, Gene Vincent, Marty Robbins, The Pixies, Etta James, Link Wray, Dick Dale, shit, I love music! Classic country and even some new country, Punk Rock, Metal, old R&B, and especially old rockabilly. I like almost everything except techno and radio rap. Lately I've been listening to a lot of pop music. Don't make fun of me. I really like Justin Timberlake. Christina Aguilera's new stuff is great. I even like Britney's new stuff, and some Avril, too. Ha ha!
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AGAINST ME!
And how in the hell did I forget to mention Jimi?
Oh ya, and Maggot Brain by Funkadelic is one of the best songs in the world!

Movies:

My favorite movie of all time is True Romance.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,
Slingblade, 2001 Maniacs, May, Nadja, Dellamorte Dellamore (Cemetary Man), Roadracers,
City Of Lost Children, Pleasantville, Cabin Fever, Dead and Breakfast,

Dream With The Fishes,
James Dean,

Marilyn Monroe,
Beautiful redhead Rita Hayworth

Clara Bow

John Waters,
David Lynch,
Tim Burton, Quentin, Gus Van Sant, Evil Dead movies, Shaun of the Dead,

anything with Adam Sandler, Johnny Depp, or Crispin Glover,

Other favorites are Sean Penn, Gary Oldman, Christian Bale, Giovanni Ribisi, John Belushi, Elijah Wood, Juliette Lewis, and Christina Ricci. Brad Pitt is pretty rad. The Goonies, Bladerunner, A Streetcar Named Desire, Donnie Darko,

The Wild One, Sunset Boulevard, Fight Club,

American Beauty, Heavenly Creatures,
A Midsummer Night's Dream, Napolean Dynamite, Neighbors,

Box of Moonlight, Arizona Dream, The Motorcycle Diaries, My Own Private Idaho, Great Expectations, Punch Drunk Love,
Amores Perros, The Others, Walk the Line, Amelie, old 50's movies, The Village,
John Hughes movies, El Marichi and all Robert Rodriguez's films,
The Royal Tenenbaums, Buffalo 66, Harold and Maude, Reefer Madness, Cool Hand Luke,

Cabin Fever, The Devil's Rejects,

Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid, Mosquito Coast, Stand By Me,

Young Guns, Bonnie and Clyde, Spirited Away, Crash, and horror flicks. I just watched The Notebook and holy shit! That was good. I cried my eyes out. Yes, I am a sucker for the love stories.

And I love all the old Universal Monster flicks.

Television:

I love Lucy, Family Guy, Bewitched, Buffy and LOST! That is all.

Books:

1984, Letters From the Earth and all by Mark Twain, The Witching Hour, Huckleberry Finn, Brave New World, Animal Farm, Adbusters Magazine, Harry Potter, Chronicles of Narnia, The Virgin Suicides, Black Like Me, Anthropology stuff, The Shining, John Steinbeck, Tom Robbins, Ray Bradbury, Jack Kerouac, Edgar Allen Poe, Jane Austen, Kate Chopin, Ursula K. Le Guin, Nathaniel Hawthorne, Ayn Rand. I love to read classics like Wuthering Heights, To Kill A Mockingbird, Treasure Island, and I am interested in pagan tradition, so I've been reading up on that.

Heroes:

My nana, Deborah Dean, John Howard Griffin, Mark Twain, and Britney.

My Blog

Beauty

I wanted to share this little piece of a letter that I wrote my boy in prison the other day, because it truly reflects how I have been feeling lately.I love the autumn time. It has been so beautiful o...
Posted by Miss Melissa on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 11:31:00 PST

Lost

The sadness is creeping in. I can feel it. Emptiness. Loneliness. Sorrow. Self-pity. How can I feel like this when there is so much shit in the world? I should be fuckin grateful for all that I have. ...
Posted by Miss Melissa on Tue, 08 May 2007 01:32:00 PST

My name...

From the Greek "honey bee". Melissa was a nymph that cared for Zeus as an infant.Zeus was hidden from his father, the king of the Gods.Melissa plundered bee hives in order to feed honey to Zeus, who d...
Posted by Miss Melissa on Tue, 01 May 2007 11:52:00 PST

e-mail

I am switching from hotmail to gmail and I am having trouble importing the address book. If any of you want me to have your regular e-mail address, please send it to me so I can add it to my contacts....
Posted by Miss Melissa on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 09:08:00 PST

Nice.....

They said it was going to rain today. I am glad that they didn't know what they were talking about. My aunt Debi, Eileen, and I went on a bike ride along the river path. We got some berry cheesecake a...
Posted by Miss Melissa on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 06:50:00 PST

There is something wrong with me.

Can anybody tell me what it is?
Posted by Miss Melissa on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 03:29:00 PST

I applied for a summer job in Yosemite.

Please keep your fingers crossed for me that I get hired. I really want to get away this summer and spend some time with Genny and the stars and the bears and the waterfalls. And the raccoons and the ...
Posted by Miss Melissa on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 03:24:00 PST

Mark Ryden - The Tree Show

I went to a Mark Ryden showing at the Kohl Gallery in L.A. .....
Posted by Miss Melissa on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 12:20:00 PST

Voodoo Girl

Her skin is white cloth,and she's all sewn apartand she has many colored pinssticking out of her heart.She has a beautiful setof hypno-disk eyes, the ones that she usesto hypnotize guys.She has many d...
Posted by Miss Melissa on Fri, 26 May 2006 06:31:00 PST

Jim

I am troubled immeasurably by your eyes. I am struck by the feather of your soft reply. The sound of glass speaks quick disdain, and conceals what your eyes fight to explain.-Jim Morrison
Posted by Miss Melissa on Thu, 25 May 2006 10:30:00 PST