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Rogue

it wouldn't hurt so bad now if i didn't truly love them then

About Me

The snow melts on the mountain. And the water runs down to the spring, And the spring in a turbulent fountain, With a song of youth to sing, Runs down to the riotous river, And the river flows to the sea, And the water again Goes back in rain To the hills where it used to be. And I wonder if life's deep mystery Isn't much like the rain and the snow Returning through all eternity To the places it used to know. For life was born on the lofty heights And flows in a laughing stream, To the river below Whose onward flow Ends in a peaceful dream. And so at last, When our life has passed And the river has run its course, It again goes back, O'er the selfsame track, To the mountain which was its source. So why prize life Or why fear death, Or dread what is to be? The river ran Its allotted span Till it reached the silent sea. Then the water harked back To the mountain-top To begin its course once more. So we shall run The course begun Till we reach the silent shore. Then revisit earth In a pure rebirth From the heart of the virgin snow. So don't ask why We live or die, Or whither, or when we go, Or wonder about the mysteries That only God may know. -- W.R. Hearst

My Interests

Although the name Holly creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, worry, and mental tension. Your first name has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. From kabalarians.com

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Music:

All American Rejects, Beethoven, Ben Folds, Brand New, Breaking Benjamin, Buddy Guy, Cake, CCR, Cub Country, Dashboard Confessional, Desaparecidos, Elton John, Eric Clapton (Derek and the Dominoes era), Fall Out Boy, Filter, Bela Fleck and the Flecktones, Foo Fighters, Fort Minor, Fountains of Wayne, The Fray, Further Seems Forever, Gavin Degraw, Greenwheel, Incubus, James Taylor, Jason Mraz, Jets to Brazil, Jimmy Eat World, John Mayer, John Mellencamp, John Scofield, Jurassic 5, The Killers, Kyle Riabko, Lemonheads, Lostprophets, Mae, Maritime, Melee, Midtown, New End Original, New London Fire, Old 97's, Plain White T's, The Promise Ring, The Refreshments, Reuben's Accomplice, Sleep Station, Something Corporate, Stevie Ray Vaughan, Sugarcult, Sunny Day Real Estate, Tschaikovsky, Tuesday, Vaselines, Verve Pipe, Victor Wooten, Weezer, Yes

Movies:

Boondock Saints, High Fidelity, The Big Lebowski, Pulp Fiction, all the Marvel comic movies.

Television:

South Park, Family Guy, all CSI, Darkwing Duck

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Books:

A Prayer for Owen Meany, High Fidelity, Nothing Feels Good, A Heckuva Job

Heroes:

My mom, my lover, my family, and anyone who has tried to make my life harder, because it only fuels my fire.

My Blog

S.O.S. (Save Our Sanity)

if i'm going crazy, please tell mei felt the bugs crawling under my skin one nightand i scrubbed myself raw, til the steam almost took me outall because i couldn't do what i neededi told myself i...
Posted by Rogue on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 08:26:00 PST

i've tried, but i have no words. this is the best i can do.

Hold On - Our Lady Peace How do you feelHow do you hateHow do you wake up with the smile that's on your faceOut on the moonIf I was an astronaut could I get back to you?I'm out of my headI'm out of ex...
Posted by Rogue on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:31:00 PST

Who'll Stop the Rain?

This is going to be short and sweet. Not really an update or anything poetic. I just wanted to let everyone know who sends me messages of any sort that I'm sorry it takes me so long to respond (if I r...
Posted by Rogue on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 05:26:00 PST

Game Over

I've ran away, started overand still I'm exactly the sameexcept I'm not just afraid,I refuse to return.Can't you see you've already won?I sleep to dream and rest my mindbut all I get for that are nigh...
Posted by Rogue on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 01:31:00 PST

My World Just Opened Wide

pardon me for any strange typos i may make along the way, i have a jealous cat on my lap trying to win all my love and fight with the baby at the same time. meow! so summer "break" has been flying by....
Posted by Rogue on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 07:33:00 PST

the theme was inspired by a dead guy, this writing was not

the sky is cryingeverydaythat you're not homebut home is just where we aretogetheronethe sky is cryingbut it's not full of cloudsneither am ias the thought of youthe sunstill glows brighterthan their ...
Posted by Rogue on Fri, 12 May 2006 03:39:00 PST

you cant hold no groove if you aint got no pocket

so it's been a while. sure there's a lot to say, but i'll save a lot of the detailed mumbo jumbo about the goings on of school and such for another time my hands hurt. i've bitten my nails down to not...
Posted by Rogue on Thu, 04 May 2006 12:29:00 PST

Were only taking turns holding this worldHow its always beenWhen your older,you will understand

I'm back. "Back from where?" you ask. "I didn't even know you were elsewhere..." I'm sneaky like that. Copperfield's got nothing on my disappearing act. This sucks. Just thought you should know. What ...
Posted by Rogue on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 11:14:00 PST

partly cloudy with a chance of rain

He checks the weather all the timeat work on tv out the windowhe goes outside every hourwhen he's hereto see if it might have changedit might have been days and not hourssince he last noticedthe sky ...
Posted by Rogue on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 09:21:00 PST

Texas Flood

"A mark, a yen, a buck, or a pound is all that makes the world go round; that clinking, clanking sound." Yep, Cabaret said it best: money makes the world go round. And that seems to be all making mine...
Posted by Rogue on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 02:55:00 PST