DrEaMiNg pRoPhEt WiTh A yOuNgE hEaRt yEt oLd sOuL

About Me

I'm Alfredo, I'm really easy to talk to, I'm real, and well there is much to say about myself. One thing i would like to make CLEAR is; to me it does not matter who you say you are, as long as you PROVE to be yourself. You see I do not care what car you drive, where you live. If you know someone who knows someone who knows someone. If your clothes are from the latest trend or this years cutting edge. If your trust is unlimited and you are the most definite. If you are from the a-list, b-list or never heard of you list. I only care about those words that agitate from your mouth. Those words are all that you have, the only things that you, yourself truly own. The only thing I, myself will remember you by. I will not fall for your bones and skin. I will not fall for the places you have been. I will not fall for anything at all but the words that happen to flutter from that extrodinary mind that you have. To know me you just have to be yourself. Considering I don't know the key to success, I do know however the key to failure is trying to please everybody...

Im just a young heart with an old soul How can there be peace? How can I be in the depths of solitude When there are two inside of me? This duo in me causes the perfect opportunity To learn and live twice as fast As those who accept simplicity...

Have you ever wondered what would have happened if only you took that other road,if only you said yes in a different directionever wonder what would have unfold. If only you completed one more thingback in time when you did not know, the importance of cause and effectand how it shapes which way you'll go. Perhaps the grasswill always look greener in someone else's life,perhaps your path can never look straight,when your standing in a perfect line. Ever wonder what would have happenedif that one person you loved did not die,ever wonder if those painful tears were no longer yours to cry.If perfect was a honest word then happiness it could never see,for if my life is to live and learn then perfect I can never be.Maybe as life goes on you realize more then a glance,perhaps the truth of it all is to give yourself a second chance.

An alternate universe No person to be found I am in a corner, a time, all alone I linger in the sea of worldly gain Trapped between confusion and pain I am clueless of the reason for my existence I seek a special key A key that can open my body and my heart Unleash my soul And pour out the ingredients to my being End my long voyage But there is no such key So I swim, unaware of my destination Yet still I swim in the dark waters of stupidity Not knowing if I will ever find myself And escape this place of neither peace nor sorrow The journey never ends

There are people who can Simply smile or grin, Never talking about The disaster within.The disaster within Is something people hide. The reason behind this? Perhaps it is their pride.They never seem to lose, For they think they must win. Never really facing The disaster within.The disaster within Is something hard to show. Though it causes sorrow, It is hard to let go.There is always a time For someone to begin Taking a deep look at The disaster within.The disaster within, Though some people may doubt, Will finally come forth, It must find a way out.Some must keep up their guard, For they think it's a sin, To let anyone see Their disaster within.The disaster within Isn't easy to face. But the Lord always helps, If you ask for His grace.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

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Music:

I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide.My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see.Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared.I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad.I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day..........

Movies:

Cool Slideshows

Television:

Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout.Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care.Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high.Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay.Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too.Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware.Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be.Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes.Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you.So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying its ride?You can't.

Books:

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Heroes:

SoMe ThInGs wE dO fOr MoNeY, sOmE tHiNgS wE dO fOr fAmE... sOmE tHiNgS, HoWeVeR, wE dO sImPlY fOr tHe pLeAsUrE wE gAiN.

My Blog

Poem I Found

I'm sitting here with bloodshot eyesOpen wrists about to divei want to scream, my life's a jokesmoking joints and sniffing cokeHow can I be so dumb? i ask myself while drinking rumi'm just trying to f...
Posted by DrEaMiNg pRoPhEt WiTh A yOuNgE hEaRt yEt oLd sOuL on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:03:00 PST

Lyrics To A Good Song

You Never Know Immortal Technique [verse 1]she was on her way to becoming a college graduatewouldn't even stop to talk to da average kidtype of latina i'd sit and contemplate marriage withfuck ...
Posted by DrEaMiNg pRoPhEt WiTh A yOuNgE hEaRt yEt oLd sOuL on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 03:57:00 PST