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bake the good times and boil the bad times... sneak preview?

im a nicole.. sorta lack that stability.. i can be nico in the morn.. nic at noon and nicci at night. sometimes ya dont know what's coming.. watch out. no no.. it's good. just moods.. i feel good on the go, rushy times.. don't think, just do.. then comes the serious side.. decisions and choices.. sometimes sit too long and analyze til it's already gone --- late.. boom.. and wait another day.open and closeable doors.. laughing outta date and off schedule talkin freely, always waiting to see.. hoping is hotter than wishing, goals are comfier than plans.. dreaming is reality without stress ;) i clean a lot and think a lot.. it's always too much or too less.. what is balance.. do what makes ya youable!sagittarian (freedom) with a pisces moon (feelin) & capricorn rising (workin) = trying to planet out.
I believe in Karma.. signs, reasons and hidden layers .. what goes around comes around.. pay'r forward and sneak some selfish time along the way, lay yer feet up and say "whatta day".. gut instincts are smart.. keep the humor!
the blah too much expectations, feeling robotic, jaily plans, too much of one thing, instructions.. manual guides.. too much details.. (whiner tone)
the whoa dreaming, deep random talk, rhyming words, questions games, talkin out a quick memory thought or reaction of something "at the time of feel" and lettin'r go.. every topic brings 20 more? it's like going n' flowing without even knowing.. boooom!?
Encouragement.. Acception.. We all can use a couple claps.. To Risk..
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To explore feelings is to risk exploring your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken, cuz the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person, who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, and is nothing.
They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, live.
Chained by their certitude’s, they are a slave, and forfeited their freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.
Author: Unknown
gotta be idle..
ups and downs
smiles and frowns

if ya let it be! free yer mind and look a lil' dumb.. messy mornings .. comfy nights... rushy days.. patient health laughing.. farting.. crying.. pooping.. thinking.. dreaming... ... LIFE
You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends. What Time Of Day Are You? Bottled up mode me at my worst.. tight throat.. warm blah i either forgot to speak, sleep or breathe.
Reflect.

My Interests


.."white"selfishly selfless times, being host, making things outta junk, counting numbers, painting walls, expressing mood in art, music cranked, strummin guitars, walking n' talking, stalking it nice, peaking eyes, walmart wanderer, helpful tones, laughing hard, loving mad, doing it again, astrology, numerology, psychology, colourology, anything "ology", names, cryptic codes, sarcastic mouths, going with gut, guessing signs, feeling real, watching people, quiet love, learning mode, breathing nature. smelling memories, sentlimental souls, future goals, photography, dreamy talk, contradictionary, thinky spurts, doable tasks, looking small, living large, cleaning til ya sweat, aquafresh, rushy times, tools, hitching and hoping, passionate people, inspirational quotes, motivation = vacation, talking loud, whineable release, random flow, calculation, black and white, peeable laughs, sitting on toilets, shampooable songs, finding words in words, laughing, crying, living, dying, TRYING, open closet, unplanned plans, garage sales, wine n' dine, free our inner dumb, solitude souls, looking n' leaping, indulging, underdogging, cuttin trails, roads, curiousity, karmic bliss, living a comfy mess.finding the nook to an unknown cranny. mapless travel.

I'd like to meet:

him her it.. trendy? bendy? blendy?random --- spill it! liar --- layer? laugher --- eh? mystic --- nudge! dreamer --- got goal? haters --- "pay'r forward"ANYONE.. EVERYONE.. talk life.. talk weather.. talk dreams.. talk whatever... hi bye ya no... ! ya? randomosity! randomosity!

Music:

.."white"Music = Moody Pick...
Elliot Smith, Bright eyes, Tom Petty, Tegan & Sara, Frou Frou, Imogen Heap, The Waifs, Cake, Fleetwood Mac, Neverending White Lights, The Cars, Dire Straits, Blue October, The Perishers, The Cars, oldies.. the good crap, memories more!

Movies:

.."white" Flicky Picky?
Vanilla Sky, Waking Life, The Machinist, Lola, Elizabethtown, All Gone Pete Tong, 40 Year Old Virgin, Crash, One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Dogfight, Inconvenient Truth, Swept Away, Walking and Talking, Lovely and Amazing, Inventing the Abbotts, Lost in Translation, Y tu ma tambien, Garden state, Just Like Heaven, Pay it forward, Shallow Hal, Ghost World, Pump up the volume, Stand by me...

Television:

.."white" Tunnel that Vision
L word -- the news.. discovery ... ah.. dr phil? whatever the mood feels man --- learnable or comf..

Books:

.."white" good focus.
anything art, dictionary, thesaurus, foreign language, astrology, numerology, psychology, herbal remedies, names, the hidden you, facial expressions, anything random, learnable, new or in a comfy mood, cutting fonts out old magazines and scrap book memories/thoughts.whatevers there and in that "brainy care"

Heroes:

.."white"inspiration, motivation = vacation
trusty tones, connected codes, underdogs, karmic helpers. people who try. sarcastic mouths, peripheral vision, losers, loners, crooked mouths misunderstoods, broken laughs, humbled nature, admitters, speakers of the mind, gutty feelers! the good, bad n' ugly with a switch and a sigh.. questionable curiousity?who knows/just flow.

My Blog

Clik to hunting ;)

  THE CLIKS.. somethin about'm clicked! frick i almost forgot how to do all this.. wonder if she works... im off for another 4 days... finally time to blog.. not that it matters.. just frick...
Posted by nico on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 09:36:00 PST

foreignize me now.

it's been awhile. .....things are 'a changing.... for the better -- or --  worse ..... no forward no backword .. just in the middle of ----- go go go.... focus focus.. i feel foreignizeable tra...
Posted by nico on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 08:27:00 PST

tylenol pm ------------- s ..leep = deep n' leap to a good dream.

wholey moley ---- 1:30am ......just popped a tylenol pm .....washed down with the breakin of the other case'a vexation ......   man .......... nuttin but kitty's pootch scratchings at the door an...
Posted by nico on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:34:00 PST

11:14pm hawkity chirp ...the sound of lonliness

wholey moley.. so im sittin here.. and it just ... hit me.. that i ....drank a hole case a' vex to myself tonight ...... been a weird day .... sorta havent adjusted yet ..from nightshifting at lac des...
Posted by nico on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 09:19:00 PST

blame it on the time zone

Frickin Time Zone ... its been so long since i wrote wrote... life's been pretty blinged lately.. havin a job n' all ... i go back tomorrow... and start gettin trained in on sandwhiches with a french...
Posted by nico on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 01:52:00 PST

meowishy found pregnancy...

Meow-n-found-pregnancy. ...it was nuts ---- whoa. i was on here.. playin poker... went from 5 bucks to 6 to ... 12 after playin a cautious sit and go (ha) then the cat was meowing like nutsgoin t...
Posted by nico on Sun, 27 May 2007 10:11:00 PST

leeching time and gotta sayyyyy

heyyyy ---- everyone .... anyone who reads ... time to bloody some suckage! for some ... frickin ol' buckage (bling) ~ L E E C H I N G  T I M E ! ~ so i'll be in the bush ---- from...
Posted by nico on Fri, 18 May 2007 09:59:00 PST

never later than better.......

just peekin back .... bbbbbeen thinkin again (whoa) --- future this future that.... college this college that ---- and it's good but if i sit long enough and think about it with no dist...
Posted by nico on Tue, 15 May 2007 09:27:00 PST

morning muscle acheage

morning muscle acheage.... yayaya... fussy fuss... sometimes ya just gotta fuss.... get it out.. bite a pillow shout... but no... just take a shower... feel the water drip down... and.. get hot and co...
Posted by nico on Thu, 10 May 2007 05:37:00 PST

disasters bring the people together.. get crazy!

rushity rushage feel like bloggin a quickie since i wanna go to sacky (zzz) but probably turn out longy n' wrongy end up latey ....crazy? defrickinbatey? haaaa.... these days been ...pretty odd j...
Posted by nico on Wed, 09 May 2007 10:37:00 PST