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I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner

About Me

i am. you are. let's be.

"Is it possible, finally, for one human being to achieve perfect understanding of another? We can invest enormous time and energy in serious efforts to know another person, but in the end, how close are we able to come to that person's essence? We convince ourselves that we know the other person well, but do we really know anything important about anyone?" -Murakami

a few "know" me.

My Interests

elly anne imsland evans, reading, jameson, being naked, spooning, kissing, falafel, eating out, stuffing face, talking with my mouth full, road trips, traveling, culture, philosophy, doing it really effing hard, dan k., cooking, tea, coffee, gelato, italia, sleeping, writing, activism, co-ops, hugs, good shows, music, tape recorders, biking, grossing people out, being unladylike, mashed potatoes, hummus, diy, laughing until i can't breathe, rooftops, outdoors, climbing trees, hanging out, 'zines, progressive thought, slaps in the face (literally), etc.

I'd like to meet:

hermann hesse, not you, not you, not you.

Music:

millencolin, mates of state, saves the day, converge, the etiquette, sublime, good riddance, cave in, glassjaw, in flames, smashing pumpkins, the postal service, owen, minus the bear, mogwai, the bled, wings of scarlet, my bloody valentine, black rebel motorcycle club, blood brothers, at the drive-in, elliott, the faint, deathcab for cutie, jeff buckley, misery signals, since by man, suicide machines, they might be giants, cursive, belle and sebastian, björk, built to spill, the tribalistas, magnetic fields, the mars volta, mazzy star, modest mouse, neutral milk hotel, q and not u, sunny day real estate, the mountain goats, yo la tengo, the flaming lips, dead kennedys, the clash, the jukeboyds, explosions in the sky, less than jake, get up kids, manitoba, johnny cash, pelican, radiohead, dntel, atmosphere, a tribe called quest, lewis parker, the weakerthans, nick drake, squarepusher, frou frou, the sea and cake, the islands, things fall apart, the pistols at dawn, the aversions, dead prez, defiance ohio

Movies:

amelie, the royal tenenbaums, the virgin suicides, ghost world, requiem for a dream, super troopers, american psycho, american beauty, waking life, trainspotting, battle royale, suicide club, fallen angels, napoleon dynamite, natural born killers, labyrinth, revenge of the nerds, little monsters, fast times and ridgemont high, dazed and confused, gummo, reservoir dogs, fear and loathing in las vegas, garbage pail kids, pedalphiles, ma vie en rose

Television:

= poison.

Books:

catcher in the rye, the bell jar, candy, a clockwork orange, the good people of new york, angela's ashes, 'tis, the little prince, a wrinkle in time, weetzie bat, fear and loathing in las vegas, invisible monsters, notes of a dirty old man, a wild sheep chase, lullaby, pulp, ender's game, speaker for the dead, a scanner darkly, cat's cradle, one hundred years of solitude, the wind-up bird chronicle, klingsor's last summer, kafka on the shore!

Heroes:

my brother

My Blog

uhm

i only put the most "attractive" girls and my real guy friends in my top friends. even if i don't know you well, it doesn't matter. sarcasm doesn't work well over the internet. and craig, i love yo...
Posted by J-sicka on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 03:18:00 PST

i want perfection but i have no direction

i am really anxious lately. i don't know what i'll be doing come august 15th. i don't know if i should move to minneapolis and live with my girl ashley. i don't know if i should move to cali or new...
Posted by J-sicka on Sun, 27 May 2007 06:29:00 PST

this makes my heart happy

i sure do still love this videohttp://www.liveleak.com/view?i=1f4_1179038976
Posted by J-sicka on Wed, 23 May 2007 03:14:00 PST

i hope...

i can go see cursive and against me! on thursday in milwaukee. i also hope i only think about positive things this next week.
Posted by J-sicka on Sun, 06 May 2007 08:29:00 PST

The Genius of the Crowd

There is enough treachery, hatred, violence,Absurdity in the average human beingTo supply any given army on any givenday:AND Th...
Posted by J-sicka on Tue, 01 May 2007 06:58:00 PST

i will crush your ideas

"It's time for some mind sex, we ain't got to take our clothes off yetWe can burn the incense, and just chatRelax, I got the good vibrationsBefore we make love lets have a good conversation."do not ex...
Posted by J-sicka on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 11:31:00 PST

you will not know

edit and returnlisten and regreteverything is more complex than itselfan intricate and complicated overlying fogenters into me and settles in my gulleti miss the meaning everytimethe essence is evasiv...
Posted by J-sicka on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 05:18:00 PST

sleepless nights and cigarette fights

i haven't slept because i'm so excited to see ashley today. she makes me feel grounded. ashley, i thank you for your friendship and also for sticking fries up your nose with me that night at the dis...
Posted by J-sicka on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 06:04:00 PST

the big dipper's all i could see

dear fam, i'm not a cokehead. get over yourselves. i'm not any worse than any of you.
Posted by J-sicka on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:03:00 PST

today

i found my t-rex t-shirt again and now i'm rockin' it. i am not excited for the anniversary that is coming in 8 days.
Posted by J-sicka on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:18:00 PST