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Big C

...the more I change, the more I stay the same

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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What Is Your Battle Cry?


H ark! Who is that, sprinting on the plains! It is PsychoBeast, hands clutching an oversized scalpel! And with a low grunt, his voice cometh:

"I'm going to fuck you until you are tax-deductible!!"


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You Are a Peacemaker Soul
You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.
While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.
You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.
Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
Click Here to get this from FreeFlashToys.com!ah there is just so much I could tell, and yet to keep it simple, yes, hmm, let me see, what I should say is that I am a nice guy, I have a great sense of humor, and I'm not entirely sane, if you need more details then perhaps you might want to talk to me, yup that's right, that's what you should do, oh, and I'm not easy to classify, my interests, my preferences, they're a part of me, but they are not all inclusive of what is me, I change from time to time and would rather not label myself
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My Interests

I'm into a lot of things, music= listen to a ton of stuff from different genres and different times, movies= love horror, comedy, action, thrillers, old movies, new movies,I'll give almost any movie a shot, books= I love fantasy, I love history, I'll read just about anything I can get my hands on really..., hobbies= I love to write, short stories, movie scripts, poetry, songs, I may not be good at it, but fuck it I like it, I also like to spend some time on the computer, internet messing around and such, I love hanging out with friends, although there are moments when I realize there are very few friends that I actually like enough to spend alot of time with, and I'm not as forgiving as I used to be, I'm starting to be one of those crotchety old men who lets resentment and anger fester...
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet others like myself who like being themselves and people I get along with, I also like meeting people with larger than life personalities, and not egos
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Music:


Movies:

http://300.fanitorium.com/?C2150_620449movies, ahh movies, well, I love tons of movies so I can't list them all, but many comedies, I'm also a horror movie junkie, but have only recently become one so I've started to watch older horror movies, action can be hit or miss, so I'm selective about those, I do love everything I've seen from Kevin Smith (haven't seen Jersey Girl and still wondering if I should) I'm not real into the 'chick flicks' though a couple of gf's have somehow convinced me to see them in the past, well former gf's now, and even though I didn't like them, I didn't hate them, but, anyways, maybe I'll make a list of movies later, since I haven't even finnished talking about the types I like, but later, if I get around to it...

Television:

I don't watch TV much anymore, if I am it's just a few minutes before I go to work, or I'm watching the TV 'cause I'm watching a movie on it, so, uhm, yeah... one exception to that, adult swim (metalapocalypse, family guy, and futurama)

Books:

Lately I've been reading alot of fantasy, mostly vampire, or other horror stuff, in the past I've read a few of what some would consider the classics, most of which for school and all, but, I did enjoy them, or some of them. Also I hope to one day write my own books, though I don't think I'll ever finnish one, I keep starting them then getting distracted

Heroes:

would it sound too concieted to say that I am my own hero? probablly would be, so I guess I should say some people that inspire me, or whatnot My mom would be one, 'cause she raised me and my sis without a man around, and neither me nor my sister are total losers, my sis went to and finnished, at least for the moment, college, and I went to and decided to stop going to college, though I'm contemplating going back soon My sis who finnished college even though she had her son, my nephew, at the end of her first full year of college, well right before it would have been the end God, who created all of this, and who may or may not be around us all the time, when you strugle with faith, but always believe in something greater, you tend to wonder about such things Kevin Smith who decided to become a film maker at about the age I am, and made a movie that was actually pretty decent on his first outing, if I do accomplish my plans for starting a movie this following summer, I will look to him for inspiration Stan Lee who created so many enduring characters way back when comics weren't cool, and were 'just for kids' for the moment this will be my list save for one category I have for personal heros, which is people who do what they want and don't give a $.!+ if people agree with it or not, and aren't perverts rapists or killers, I mean more like people who write edgy things, who wear clothes that fits with them, and who are brave enough to be themselves

My Blog

update

So, I just want to let everyone know more or less what's going on. I have lost quite a bit of weight since I quit GC 2 years ago, I weighed almost 350lbs, now I'm down to under 310, last time I went t...
Posted by Big C on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 09:34:00 PST

Holy FUCK!!!

Alright, I've had some time to calm down, but I recieved some bad news and I was freaking the fuck out. I mean I feel like what the fuck else can go wrong, shit keeps piling up. Well, for th...
Posted by Big C on Mon, 05 May 2008 08:27:00 PST

"I am better than Oasis"

So, I pretty much got some really shit news not too long ago... see for most of you that know me, know that I have a ’bum knee’ or if you know me a little bit better than that you might kn...
Posted by Big C on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 07:27:00 PST

Cant I just shut up and be "happy birthday"?

ok, so that was a bad pun, so lick my taint before my shower, not after...so I just had one of the shittier birthday's that I have ever had, especially after last year's highs, but, don't get me wrong...
Posted by Big C on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 01:13:00 PST

Serious Applicants Only!

I agree with Hector, if only it was this easy     The Official Girlfriend ApplicationTHE OFFICIAL GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION Just a reminder: be completely honest with all your answers, I will...
Posted by Big C on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 11:33:00 PST

Color Blind

I had my playlist on random and this song came up, I love this song and don't know why Color Blind- Counting Crows I am colorblindCoffee black and egg whitePull me out from insideI am ready I am ready...
Posted by Big C on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 03:36:00 PST

Breakfast After 10

now this one... I know exactly why this song hit a chord with how I'm feeling"Breakfast After Ten" (Blue October)White kitchen walls with a thousand windowsTurn on Winston in the denAnd I'm still asle...
Posted by Big C on Sun, 20 May 2007 11:53:00 PST

Stitches

I'm not sure why this song fits with how I'm feeling, but, it does...Stitches (orgy)If it stayed i'd never leave it If that turned around I'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about...
Posted by Big C on Sun, 20 May 2007 11:49:00 PST

Anyone know/remember JOhnathon Swift's "A Modest Proposal" ???

I ask because I am writting this thing, and it was indirectly inspired by it, and I want to get people's impression of it, if you want to read, message me and let me know... if you haven't read "A Mod...
Posted by Big C on Tue, 15 May 2007 11:45:00 PST

I Believe

I believe I believe --.... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.I believe --....that we don't have...
Posted by Big C on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 12:11:00 PST