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Halli

so for the time being...

About Me


Fiona Apple rules Everyone else's goal is to get big-headed
why should i follow that beat being that i'm
feelin' just fine? ~Fiona Apple hi, I'm Halli. i'm 19 years old. i LOVE Fiona Apple. she's my current heroine...oh and i'm from New York. for some reason it's unwilling to say this on my profile. that Laura Linney profile that you see a few icons below i made myself :)
i'm the type of person who would rather create, get out there and do something
than have fun..and not be aware of my existence..
i like having fun too though.. i'm just extremely confused about the current state of my life. i'm watching lots of movies to distract myself, and am recording some music too..
i really do love aimee mann. and i love Fiona Apple- a lot right now. even if i'm missed her concerts. she rockss. i love wayy too many actors to name, movies have been my life lately, since it's summer. Laura Linney rocks, esp because she is a Mann fan! i'm currently working on a "Carbon Monoxide" cover by Regina Spektor; it's happier than anything i could ever write and it has that whole summery feeling to it..i use music & writing to fulfill my path in life..it doesn't really mean i need to succeed in them, but it's something i have to do/participate in. they're the main thing i care about. that and activism/liberal issues. i get fiery & passionate when debating these things (in a good way.) i'm currently obsessed with.. film soundtracks.. i love how a piece of music can frame an entire film/story- it's fascinating to me.
i like writing, music, my friends, and movies. i have found that romance hasn't done me much good, yet i enjoy listening to my favorite artists sing about loneliness for some reason. and..i like drawing and painting and photography and playing piano. someday i'd like to learn abt filmmaking, as well, i have been so into movies lately. let's see, i have just become single again and am looking for someone...but that doesn't mean i am truly interested. i am very very introverted and when i try not to be, i just become more & more introverted. i do best when i am on tasks by myself. i don't really find this to be a problem, except when i get those waves of loneliness or things i feel around large groups of people- when they're strangers, it's almost better..
my goal is to just be myself. so many people put on facades every day, including the people who used to be my friends. but my friends now- are very dear to me. i am just tired of the fakeness... the least i can contribute to this messed up crazy world is something real. though i do have to fake it sometimes
Who I'd Like to Meet:
anyone

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 12/24/2005
Band Website: google.com/search?hl=en&q=mannhead87&bt
Influences: feminist chick rock, the Beatles, everything else. it's too long a list, actually..
here are my top artists for this week, listened to on my computer :)

my biggest lyrical influence is Aimee Mann and my biggest musical influence is Tori Amos. for non-lyrical, Philip Glass and Jan A.P. Kazcmarek are big influences. but i've been a fan of Aimee and Tori for abt 10 years :0 then PJ Harvey, Fiona Apple, Liz Phair. Elliott Smith, Joni Mitchell. etc. etc. etc.
Sounds Like: a cross btw. Aimee Mann and Regina Spektor(?). i need to put some songs up to know for sure. you be the judge :-)
Type of Label: None

My Blog

my interpretation of 'carbon' (back in demand)

just kidding on that..lol. Tori Amos on her song 'Carbon'--"Scarlet meets up with the manic depressive CARBON. They travel through the Black Hills of Dakota and to Wounded Knee, scene of one of the da...
Posted by Halli on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 08:52:00 PST

are we ultimately alone? inspired by 'save me'

all my favorite singers sing about feeling alone?  why is this--it's the human condition, pre-supposedly.  yet..since our existence..we've made friendships, and by nature 'family'.. other wa...
Posted by Halli on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 08:46:00 PST

just to feel like it's the End of the world.

photos i took over the last few days..:) these are random pics of me and the places i've been to recently.  hope you enjoy most of these are recent.  i hope you liked! (ps.  ...
Posted by Halli on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 10:49:00 PST

why is tv so awful these days? i'd rather ramble about singers.

of course, this is subjective.  a lot of people enjoy Tv (including my brother, sometimes my parents..)  but the only show i can bare to watch honestly is the Simpsons..and that is a cartoon...
Posted by Halli on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 10:09:00 PST

the current song of how i am feeling.

Heres another speech you wish Id swallowAnother cue for you to fold your earsAnother train of thought too hard to followChugging along to the song that belongs to the shifting of gearsPlease forgive m...
Posted by Halli on Fri, 11 May 2007 11:32:00 PST

new lyrics.. jonatha brooke lyrics.. aka i'd rather be writing this than taking history notes..

alright so..the first set of lyrics are mainly influenced by aimee mann/elliott smith. you don't know what i'm keeping from youyou don't know what i'm willing to hideand i know..it's obligatory for y...
Posted by Halli on Wed, 02 May 2007 09:22:00 PST

thinking about ideas for songs.

I suppose it's songs, specificially.  I'm constantly thinking about ideas anyway.  Even if, the same ones.. I'll take a lyric, and compare it with another one. And find another one to compar...
Posted by Halli on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 03:00:00 PST

in depth analysis of Aimee Mann's frankenstein(aka i'd rather be on the computer than w/people)

i just recently realized how freaking amazing this song is, and how in depth you can go w/looking at it. its misleading bc it's a really upbeat song musically. but there are so many points in the song...
Posted by Halli on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 10:00:00 PST

my favorite jack kerouac quotes.. he is amazing

"A poet is a fellow whospends his time thinkingabout what it is that'swrong, and although heknows he can never quitefind out what his wrong is,he goes right on thinkingit out and writingit down.A poet...
Posted by Halli on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:09:00 PST